WC. 

It's been a long week at parang pagod na pagod ang buong katawan ko pati na rin ang isip ko. Mentally drained because of what I've found out. 

Aparrently, Kenny likes Avi.. I still don't know what do I do with that information. Does it affect me? Yes. Do I feel hurt? THAT, I don't know. 

The only thing I know is that I just found out I've been liking Avery for a long time now, I just wasn't able to figure it out before. And now, I have my twin sister liking Avi at the same time too. 

Ayokong makipag-kompetensiya kay Kenny. Nauna siyang mag-confess, she was brave. I love her for that. Meanwhile me, I just found it out the same day she confessed to her. 

Hindi ko rin alam kung itutuloy ko pa ba 'tong pagkagusto ko kay Avery. Yes, I like Avery the same way Kenny does. Tungkol sakanya 'yung mga tinanong ko kay Minju that day. 

I'm scared that this feelings will grow deeper and bigger. Ang alam ko lang ngayon, kailangan ko na siyang itigil at pigilan. Ayokong umabot pa kami sa puntong kailangan mamili ni Avery sa aming magkapatid. I mean, 'di naman ako sure kung magugustuhan din ako ni Avery!! 

Isa pa, hindi pa naman siguro 'to ganon kalalim. Maaagapan pa. Kailangan ko lang iwasan muna si Avery dahil ayoko nang ma-attach pa lalo sakanya. I just hope this feeling will fade away in time. 

Last Saturday.. 

"I'm saying it again, I like you. You don't have to say anything, Avi. I'm just telling you what I feel." Kenny admitted and I gulped so hard when I heard her say it. 

Ang tahimik ng paligid, none of us reacted right away. I thought everyone would cheer and make noise but the first 5 seconds was pure silence. It was deafening. 

Hindi rin nag-react si Avi sa sinabi Kenny. It seems like she wasn't expecting that confession, kahit kaming lahat naman. 

After a few minutes, nagsimula ng mag ingay si Kenny. Siguro nafeel niya 'yung dead atmosphere kanina kaya sinubukan niyang ibalik sa normal 'yung tension samin. 

I looked at Avery, she was just sitting still, parang dina-digest pa 'yung sinabi ni Kenny. Tumqbi naman sakin si RJ at nagsimulang dumaldal. 

"Grabe, alam kong crush ni Kenny si