47th.

pick me not.
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After what happened last night, I decided I need to have a talk with RJ and Avi. Pero si RJ muna ang kakausapin ko because I wasn't aware with her feelings, na akala ko friends lang talaga kami so I texted her to come at dito nalang kami mag-uusap sa may garden and she agreed right away. 

 

Inaantay ko nalang dumating si RJ, naghanda ako ng meryenda para sakanya. Umalis naman si Kenny ngayon, she's probably with Ning. After the talk last night, she's more clingy to me and that makes me feel guilty dahil nag-sinungaling pa rin ako sakanya. 

 

When RJ arrived, tense na tense ang muka niya. She looked scared and soft at the same time. 

 

"Uy, Win.." Tawag niya sakin. Lumingon naman ako para makita ko ang itsura niya. "Sorry sa nangyari kagabi. Hindi ko na napigilan.." Wow ha, triny niya pang pigilan 'yun? Eme. "Hindi naman ako galit, RJ." Sagot ko sakanya. 

 

"Talaga?" She smiled at napangiti naman ako. "Oo pero," Pag-putol ko sabay bumuntong hininga. "Ano ba 'yan, ba't may pero?" Pag-rereklamo niya pa. Wow?! Tinaasan ko nga siya ng kilay. "Joke. Tuloy mo na." Kotongan kita eh! 

 

"I can't like you back, RJ.." I told her seriously, while intently looking at her eyes. I saw her eyes saddened but there's nothing I can do. "Can't we atleast try, Win?" Umiling ako. 

 

"If we tried, mas mahihirapan ka lang dahil alam ko sa sarili kong I'm not capable of liking you, RJ." I told her the truth. But not all, dahil ayokong sabihin sakanya na gusto ko si Avi. "Do you like someone else?" She asks, and all I could say is that, "I don't wanna hurt you, kaibigan kita, RJ." I hope she understand my point.. 

 

"Kaibigan.. right.." She's being sarcastic but I can't do anything about it. I told her what I need to tell her and what she needs to hear. "Mag-move on ka muna bago tayo mag-bonding ulit ng tayong dalawa lang. Okay?" She nods. Nakayuko lang siya sa harap ko at umiiyak? 

 

"I'm sorry, RJ." Dagdag ko pa. Hindi ko siya mayakap o macomfort man lang dahil baka mas ma-apektuhan ang feelings niya para sa akin. Ayoko din namang mahirapan siya kaya hangga't maaga pa, tapusin na. 

 

After she's done crying, she's finally back to her usual self. "Nag-tampo si Kemny, di mo raw inalok ng gift." Sabi ko pa. "Oo nga eh, nakalimutan ko kasing birthday niya rin. Sa'yo lang kasi ako nakatingin." Banat niya pa. Leche! Mas malala pa ata siya ngayon kesa kagabi na lasing siya.

 

"Tumigil ka, bading!" Asar ko sakanya. I'm glad RJ took this situation lightly, hindi na ako mabobother masyado but syill worried for her, ofcourse. Si Avi na lang.. shet. 

 

Ngayong gabi ko rin siya kakausapin dahil kung bukas pa, sa classroom? Hindi ko kakayanin, lalo na't nandun 'yung mga naka-saksi kagabi sa drama nila ni RJ. 

 

I scrolled through my contacts and started calling Avi. Wala pang tatlong ring 'y

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buttercup_
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Chapter 47: ang bait ni win 🥺🥺
dleon21
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Chapter 64: Salamat talaga sa magandang story author :*
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angst po ba tu…
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Chapter 62: grabe yung dalawa, naki sleepover 🤭
shajanie
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Chapter 61: Ano na colle…galaw galaw naman jan… nagpaparamdam na c avery sau…
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Chapter 59: Mga ginoo, may nangyayari na! 🤭🤭
dleon21
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Chapter 58: maraming salamat po author sa kwento nyo. Pinapasaya nyo napo di Winter👏🏻🥳
gandlafchua #8
Chapter 58: AYAN NA AYAN NA
shajanie
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Chapter 57: Sana mag move on na c kendall…
shajanie
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Chapter 55: Kawawa naman lagi c Winter… cya lging naiipit..