Whats in that envelope? I don't know just yet I kept running my hands over the envelope. "Go in without me." I said, in the van outside the home I shared with g.o seungho and mir. Mir unbuckled his seat belt and exited the car.  I held the envelope to my chest before I ran my finger under the flap to open it. I was expecting something like: "To a stranger named Thunder I'm sorry for the problems that I've caused you in only two days of making minor eye contact with you.  Let me help you," There was a key taped under the word help "this is the key to my extra apartment its totally vacant except for the bathroom and one of the bedrooms.  I want you to use it if you decide not to return home. I want you to be safe. Your boyfriend isn't the only one that has noticed our exchange of looks. I may have gotten you into a very dangerous situation. Stay away from Pandora. The apartment is in the same building as yours room 105. Don't show anyone where it is. Don't tell anyone about me being at the hospital. And burn this letter after you read it.  -Joon" But all I got was "To a stranger named Thunder All will be explained later. Stay away from Pandora. Keep Mir and yourself safe.  -Joon" I didn't wonder anymore. I still didn't know what he was or who he was but i didn't feel safe trusting him. Clearly it was dangerous. I decided to stick it out at home with Seungho and G.o and everything that came with them. I just wanted to be home.  I went back to Pandora that night, alone. I had to talk to the seemingly psychic woman in the sparkling dress. I wore all black in the dark club, she would be the only one to recognize me. "Whoa dear," She appeared. "I didn't think of you as the dumb type." She sat down beside me, in my now usual spot, on the leather loveseat. "I mean the man himself told you to stay away." "Yes I know but I couldn't, you have to know why hes so imfamous, you know everything else." She picked up her martini glass "Sorry babe, I only know as much as i hear and no one really talks about what he does, Just that its bad stuff hes in to. I wouldn't have come back here kid." I ignored her. "Is he on schedule today?" Her eyes widened at me. Like i was a ghost. "He owns the club you know, if you really want to get yourself into danger, try asking some of the employees, maybe the pretty waitress behind the bar. He talks with her often. But I honestly can't tell you more." He grabbed her second martini from the coffee table and left my side, sparkling into the darkness of the club. I sighed and took off my black hat to let my hair breathe. Joon owned Pandora, whats so bad about being a business owner? He didn't show up at Pandora and all the waitresses where moving to busily and quickly to catch up with. I was helpless so I went home, my real home. Where the real drama was. When I approached the apartment door with my key in hand i heard yelling through the door. It was Mir, my Mir screaming for someone to let him go then there was a thud on the floor. I tried to open the door quickly only to catch Mir curled up in a ball on the floor on the flooring crying. He held his hand on his elbow as he sobs and I ran over to him. "Mireu, whats wrong what happened?" My eyes searched his, the eyes that refused to look at me. "Mir talk to me what happened?" I picked him up and carried him to my bed and lied him down. "Heres an ice pack it should be okay if you let me wrap it." He nodded his eyes closed tight in pain. I his hair back and watched him cry in my lap.  "Seungho is always drinking, he just twisted my arm a bit and when I told him to let go he toss me to the floor. That hurt more than the twisting. he went out the back door." He explained after he calmed down.  I sighed. "How did you do it?" I looked at him. "Do what?" "Deal with his drinking and abuse?" "He was an amazing guy when he started dating he never really drink and without drinking no abuse." I thought back on my smiling and happy Seungho, the man i thought that I loved. Mir sat up from my lap and wiped his tears. "So what happened?" I couldn't tell him, I didn't know the answer. But he did seem really sensative when it came to Joon. I was really curious about their connection. (Sorry I know this update , I kind of got lost in my story line but I picked it up so better updates soon! :D