Lost...
They tell me to stay away
"I knew he was cheating on me."
I leaned my head back on the van seat.
"Everyone kind of knew dear," Mir's noona put her hand on my knee and squeezed affectionately. "Hows your lip" Jeez Bang siblings looked so much alike. It was like Mir and Mir's double wearing a wig cocked their heads to the side. "Still throbbing."
We just sat in the still van in front of the club. "So what will you do?" Mir asked. "Well I can't go home, unless I want to be beaten into next week. I can't even-" My sentence was cut off as everything came back to me. I dug nails in my head as I sobbed loudly. I had no room to be embarrassed I was in so much pain. All the lies, the abuse, the fighting, his drinking, his cheating and I'm the one who ends up with the split lip. My heart was barely beating..my breathing was very shallow while I hysterically cried in Mir and his noona's arms. She my hair. He whispered to me that it would be okay, but it wouldn't i couldn't even go home, to my home! Where I lived..with my cheating drunken EX-boyfriend and his cheatee and my good friend Mir. "Just toss me out into the street pleeeease" I begged helplessly. "Sshh Thunder shh you're okay. We'll take care of you. Calm down. Calm down." He whispered to me. My body was shaking and my lip quivering until I was convulsing. "Thunder!" Noona grabbed my face firmly. "Thunder you have to calm down. Sweetie..Sweetie? Thunder?"
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