Chapter Forty-Two
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Jungso/Leeteuk-
I woke up to the sound of the piano playing in the background. I was lying down on the couch with a wet towel on my head. I slowly sat up.
I saw Sungye playing the piano next to me. She was closing her eyes and I saw tears falling from her eyes. The music she played was soft and sad. It was as if she was letting out all the sadness she felt in the song.
I didn't move for a moment. I silently listened to the song.
As each note played I saw images in my head.
Two people holding hands... walking at a beach...
A girl paying a group of guys money with a boy right behind her...
A boy holding a locket in his hand with tears falling from his eyes...
What a do these images mean?
What the hell is going on?
"Stop it... stop it...." I said to myself while I closed my eyes and held my hands on my head.
My head didn't hurt at all but I didn't want to see those images in my head.
I wanted to forget them all.
"Stop it!...." I shouted.
Sungye stopped playing and rushed to my side immediately.
"It's alright Leeteuk... I'm here... don't be afraid." She said placing her arms around me and tried to soothe me with her soft words.
"What's going on? I'm so confused! You... everyone... Why don't I know any of you? You most of all... I want to remember you... I want to remember everything that I've felt or am feeling for you. But I can't! Why can't I remember you?!" I told her with my voice rising.
"Just calm down. Don't worry... even if you don't remember me and even if you'll never remember me... I'll make sure to help you and be with you... I'll never leave you. I'll never stop loving you..." Sungye said to me.
I could feel her tears falling on her cheeks. This must be so painful for her. To have the one you love completely forget about you...
I felt as if I had experienced this before... only that it was me that was in Sungye's place.
This is getting confusing.
I wish... I just wish that I remembered everything!
"I wish I could remember... maybe then...it wouldn't hurt anymore." I said looking at Sungye.
"Does your head hurt?" Sungye asked as she wiped her tears and looked at me with concern.
"No... I feel that... my heart is breaking apart... every time you would cry because of me... I can't explain it but... it seems that all I want is to see you happy." I told her.
Sungye placed her hand over mine and smiled. She wiped the tears on my face.
I didn't even know that I was crying. I pulled her close to me and leaned closer and kissed her.
The moment our lips met my heart beated so fast.
Is this how it feels to be in love with somebody?
If that's the case... whether I remember her or not...
I will let myself...
Fall completely in love...
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