Kyuhyun-

Hyung and I tried calling Siwon and the rest but their lines were all busy.

Great! Just great!

Leeteuk-hyung had just been wheeled in the emegency room. Hankyung-hyung and I sat outside the emergency room.

"I just finished talkig with Yesung and he's looking for Siwon right now. Did the doctor say anything yet?" Han Kyung-hyung said sitting next to me.

"Nope. They've been here for quite some time now. I wonder if he's okay." I said with a worried tone.

Afew moments later Yesung, Ahra, Minye (Lee) and Juna arrived.

"What happened" Minye asked me as soon as they have arrived.

"I don't know exactly, all I know is that hyung and I were walking along the beach and we saw Leeteuk-hyung collapse on the sand." I answered them.

"I called Siwon, he said he'll be here in a few minutes." Yesung-hyung said to me.

"I hope Jungso's okay..." Minye (L) said putting her hands together.

I hoped that Minye(L)'s going to be right.

No matter what happened between the band and Leeteuk, he was first and foremost... our friend.

Leeteuk-hyung... please be okay.

Sungye-

I couldn't believe it. Everything that I knew... everything that I was... everything...

It was all a lie.

Ho could they lie to me? How could they deceive me like this?

Siwon said they thought it would be best for me. That the truth hidden from me was supposed to keep me safe.

Safe from what? Pain? Deceit? Sadness? Suffering?

Then they were wrong. All those emotions and is all that I was feeling right now.

I feel so stupid. I feel so lost.

After crying my heart out, I realized how many stupid times I've used the word I and how many times I just thought of my own pain.

I opened my palm and Jungso's locket was still there. All the pain... all the deceit... all the confusion... all the suffering... I didn't carry it alone.

Jungso was suffering too. Maybe even more than I am.

Atleast I had Siwon. Atleast he was there to explain to me everything so I could understand.

But Jungso... there was no one to tell him everything and even if there was that someone would he understand it?

If what Siwon said was true then...

Jungso is in more pain than I am.

I should help him. Right then and there... as I held the locket in my hand... the key to both our memories... I decided... Jungso... I'm going to be there for you.

You might have been a pretend boyfriend at first... but what I feel for you is anything but pretend.

Suddenly, I saw Siwon running towards me.

"Sungye! Leeteuk is in the hospital!" He shouted when he saw me.

What?! As fast as my feet could take me I ran towards him. the two of us quickly went to the car and drove to the hospital.

I prayed really hard that Jungso was okay.

I couldn't explain what I'm feeling.

I didn't care anymore about myself.

All I could think of was him.

Please be okay Jungso.

Just as Siwon turned the car towards the hospital... a truck was turning in front of us as well...