Jungso/Leeteuk-

The car swerved to the left...

She screamed...

The truck collided with the car...

People were all over the place...

The sirens wailed...

I held her hand hanging on to every but of consciousness that I have...

Then her hands were cold and the doctor placed a white blanket over her...

In that instant... she was gone.

I opened my eyes and took deep breaths.

"Hyung? Are you okay? We're almost there so hang on a little bit more..." Kibum said placing a hand on my shoulder.

I nodded yes and looked out the window. We were on a bus driving towards _________________. The bus ride was terrifyng. I prayed that the ride would be faster so that I could get off the bus right away. Eversince the accident I never set foot on any vehicle. I couldn't do it, knowing that the person I loved was gone because of it.

I closed my eyes and I kept seeing her face, her smiles... her eyes. Then everything went black and I could no longer see anything. All I could hear was her voice telling me that it was my fault.

It's your fault...

You killed me...

It's your fault...

I knew it was my fault. I shouldn't have driven that day knowing that I was a bit drunk. But we were just so happy that we couldn't wait.

I should have waited...

Then maybe she would still be here with me.

I looked across me and saw Sungye's sleeping face. She was there and yet she wasn't.

Face it Jungso.

She's not the same.

The girl you loved before is gone.

I held on to the necklace around my neck and fought back the tears that were starting to fall from my eyes.

Yes... she's gone and there is nothing I could do about it.