|02| Fourth Attempt and New Hot Guy~

A Fangirl's Diary 2: Your Promise

 

 

 

 

C H A P T E R  -  T W O

 

 

 

[ Please play this song while reading. ♥ ]

 

 

 

 

>>>> ShinAh's/ Your POV <<<<

 

 

The moment I heard what she said, I felt my whole world collapsed.

I quickly went out of the practice room and ran away.

Looking for EunAh..

I have to hear it clearly from her..

From my best friend..

That its not true..

That it was just a mistake..

I heard YoonJa run after me and calling me from a distant.

"She transferred to SM Entertainment!" I hear YoonJa yelled.

I quickly froze.

"She said she's gonna be fine and more comfortable there." YoonJa said..

Finally, tears trailed down my cheeks.

How could they do this to me?!!

How could they?!!

The 2 person whom I value and love the most..

Failed me..

Plus Lee Hoon which makes it 3.

 

 

 

Next thing I knew is I was walking on the busy streets of Seoul..

A faint smile formed on my face as I saw the night lights of Seoul..

I watched how the cars were running fast as if there's a race.

Which gave me a bright idea..

I stood at the side walk.

Then, I closed my eyes.

"Hana... Teul... Set.." I counted on my mind.. (One.. Two.. Three..)

And quickly took 5 steps on the road.

As soon as I heard the cars honked, a faint smile formed on my face again.

Maybe.. This is goodbye.

After three suicidal attempts..

Maybe this is it.

Goodbye to all who loved me and treasured me.

Goodbye to all who broke my heart and my trust.

Maybe this is the great escape to my hell life..

Goodbye..

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Just then.. I felt someone pulled me back and we both fell.

I furrowed my eyebrows and took a deep sigh as I open my eyes.

GAWD! Dont ever let me know who this person is or else.. I might kill him/her!

I turned back and saw a guy with an attractive face and dashing eyes.

He seemed to perfect..

So handsome and HOT!

We stared at each other for a few seconds until I quickly stood up.

"Do you want to die?!" He yelled.

"Isn't it obvious?! Aish.. Who do you think you are?! Meddling and ruining other people's plans?! Get lost!" I screamed.

I dont mind if other people are looking at us..

This HANDSOME bastard is being a MORON. :@

I noticed that he's staring at my hand.

I quickly hid it back.

"You have a lot of cut scars on your wrist.. You're suicidal?" He asked with plenty of plenty of worry seen in his eyes.

I rolled my eyes and looked away.

Why did he care?

I dont even know him..

Suddenly, I think I heard a 'grumble'

 

[A/N: I dont know what its called. The one you hear when youre hungry. :DD]

 

Oh! My stomach!

Yeah.. I havent eaten anything this day.

I held my tummy and the handsome guy chuckled.

"You're hungry, right? Me too. Let's have dinner together." He offered.

I gave him a 'seriously?' look.

"Oh.. I'm Yi Xing by the way.." He said, offering his hand.

"Yi Xing? Are you Chinese?" I asked.

He nodded.

"I'm ShinAh.." I replied and shook his hand.

We ate dinner and talked about random stuffs.

At the end of the day, we exchanged phone numbers.

This day is quite fine, though.

 

 

 

I went to back to my complex.

I opened the TV and the aircon.

Dropped my bag at the couch, opened the fridge and gulped some milk.

This complex unit makes me happy.

Seeing its unique interior and lovely color, I smiled.

I grabbed my bag and went to my room.

I assembled the laptop.

While waiting for it to start up, I changed into my night clothes.

I plugged the video camera on my laptop and watched my video.

After watching it, I WAS SPEECHLESS.

It really !

Wrong moves, improper placement of dynamics, out of tune and over-acting.

My gawd!

Is that what 10 years of training did to me?!

Or I'm just lame and I dont have any talent.

Geez!

I turned off the laptop and put it aside.

That's really lame.

That DAMN video ! -.-

I noticed the diary on my bag.

 

 

 

Its full of chains and it has a very large lock in the middle.

I placed the diary on my lap and wore the anklet.

When I stretched my arms, I heard a chime of small bells.

Suddenly, the diary opened.

I was shocked.

What was that?!

I locked the Diary and did what I did a while ago.

So.. That's how it works.

You had to put it on your lap and  stretch.

Great! But disturbing..

It took me an hour to write my first entry and went to sleep.

 


 

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wonwooeu #1
Chapter 73: OMIGOD!!!!! TALK ABOUT DRAMA BOMB!!!!! PLEASE UPDATE!!!!
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Chapter 73: update more authornim !!! ;D
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cutegal??...is dat me ?? Lolzz.... :D
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Chapter 29: Sweet Sehun :3
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Chapter 24: Yehet...
BAP moment :D
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Chapter 16: I really like this chapter
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#7
Chapter 73: What happen next??Ahh..*yehet*
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♥ 좋아. update soon.
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Chapter 73: update soon.... :)
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Chapter 73: Plz update soon the wait is killing me... Love the story btw...^^