C H A P T E R - F I F T Y ' F O U R

 

[A/N: Hello, Guys! It’s me again~ Sorry to keep you waiting for about... 1 and a half months? Mianhada. ^^ School I killing me too much. ^^ Anyways, here’s an update. A longer one. Enjoy~]

 

 

[ Shinah’s POV ]

 

 

Ever since Sehun asked me that freaky question, I have never been in peace.

 My mind is always full of thoughts, questions, doubts, and the worst, suspicions.

Sehun is a famous Kpop Idol.

A lot of fans, specifically fangirls, are admiring and loving him.

It is not impossible for him to find another girl prettier and better than me.

Another girl who would love him more that I do….

Aish! >///<

Am I being too paranoid?

You can’t blame me.

Im starting to notice that Sehun is hiding something from me these past few days.

His phone, whenever we’re together, he’s always busy with it.

Whenever he’s with me, his mind seemed to be flying somewhere far..

He wasn’t like that.

He was never like that.

But Im still here, enduring it all.

Forcing myself to understand him without a reason.

Without an explanation to his weird behavior.

That’s how I love him.

 

 

*** FLASHBACK ***

 

 

“Oppa! Good Morning! The weather is great, right? Can we go out? Are you free today?” The moment I woke up and fixed myself, I immediately called him.

(*irritated* Uhh.. Shinah-ya.. Where are we going?)

I was quite shocked.

In a situation like this, he would usually greet me back or ask if I had eaten my breakfast already.

But now, his tone is kinda.. Annoyed and cold.

Why is that so?

 

  

 

“Uhh.. I just want to spend some time with you, oppa. We could eat street foods. You haven’t tried fish cakes, right? You should try them, Oppa. They’re the best! And we should buy some cute couple staffs and let’s also buy a Polaroid Camera toge-----“

(You called and ruined my sleep just because you wanted to say those?! Stop being so childish, SHinah. Grow up. I’m resting here.)

Then, he hung up.

What happened?

Have I done something wrong?

He was never like that to me. >///<

 

[ Later that night ]

 

(Hello? Shinah, go to J.Co’s rooftop. I have something to say.)

He called.

Just like that.

He hung up without even waiting for my answer.

Or telling me to take care on my way there?

Is this really my Boyfriend? >:((

Omo!

Could he possibly be breaking up with me?!

Andwaeeeeeeeeee! O____O

 

 

The moment I stepped on J.Co’s Coffee and Donuts’ rooftop, the place was immediately covered with red light and music started to play.

An angelic voice caught my attention.

  Looked around, finding the owner of that voice.

 

 

 

 

When a day is said and done,
In the middle of the night and youre fast asleep, my love.
Stay awake looking at your beauty,
telling myself Im the luckiest man alive.
Cause so many times I was certain you was gonna walk out of my life.
Why you take such a hold of me girl,
When Im still trying to get my act right.
 

 

And on that corner, I saw him.

The guy who’s been cold to me just now..

What is the reason, when you really could have any man you want,
I dont see, what I have to offer.
I shouldve been a [season], guess you could see I had potential.
Do you know youre my miracle?
 

The guy who’s so snobbish and mean to me before.

The guy who asked me to be his fake boyfriend.

The guy who’s been a big part of my life.

 

Im like a statue, stuck staring right at you,

Got me frozen in my tracks.
So amazed how you take me back,
Each and everytime our love colapsed.
Statue, stuck staring right at you,
So when Im lost for words,
Everytime i disappoint you,
Its just cause I cant believe,
That youre so beautiful. (Stuck like a statue)
Dont wanna lose you, no. (Stuck like a statue)

 

The guy I love so much.

The guy whom I think I want to spend my eternity with.

Ask myself why is you even with me,
After all the I put you through,
Why did you make it hard
Its like youre living and i make you??
But baby your love is so warm it makes my shield melt down (down),
And everytime were both at war,
You make me come around.

What is the reason, when you really could have any man you want,
I dont see, what I have to offer for.
I shouldve been a [season],guess you could see I had potential.
Do you know youre my miracle?
 

Standing there..

Strumming his blue acoustic guitar.

Singing his all heart out.

 

Im like a statue, stuck staring right at you,
Got me frozen in my tracks.
So amazed how you take me back,
Each and everytime our love colapsed.
Statue, stuck staring right at you,
So when Im lost for words,
everytime i disappoint you ,
Its just cause I cant believe,
That youre so beautiful. (You are the reason,)
Stuck like a statue. (The reason for living,)
Dont wanna lose you, no. (The reason for breathing)
Stuck like a statue. (Youre so beautiful)
And youre so beautiful. (And I want you to feel it)
Stuck like a statue. (Cause so bad Im needing)
Dont wanna lose you, no. (Youre the reason for breathing)
Stuck like a statue. (Youre so beautiful)

When a day is said and done,
And in the middle of the night youre fast asleep, my love

Im the luckiest man alive.

 

 

Have I ever mentioned that his voice was amazing?

 

“Shinah.. I want to apologize for my behavior.. I have been so busy and tired these days. You know how much I love you right? I can let go of anyone except for you. I will tie you with me. So that you won’t escape. That’s how I love you. Please.. Let me make it up to you..”

 

*** END OF FLASHBACK ***

 

[A/N: Gonna update the part two later. ^^]