C H A P T E R  -  N I N E

>>>> Sehun's POV <<<<

 

 

I woke up with a sunshine hitting on my face.

I never knew that I slept on the couch.

Last night.. I cant sleep.

The last time I checked my wrist watch, it was 4 o'clock in the morning.

Now, Its just 6 o'clock.

Just 2 hours of sleeping.

I slowly walked towards the mirror.

Lifelessly.

I saw my reflection.

My eyes are swollen and it has dark circles around it.

Maybe because of crying last night.

I cant believe that all of my dreams..

In just one snap..

Are GONE.

 

 

>>>> FLASHBACK <<<<

 

 

I was checking on EXO's Youtube Videos when my phone rang.

I looked at the caller ID and saw Krystal's name.

"Hey, babe. Missed me already?" I asked her.

 

"Ahm.. Sehun.. I have something to say.."

 

"What is it?"

 

"I think.. Its the best for you to know about this rather than keeping it a secret. I uhhh... I am in love with someone.. ELSE.."

As soon as I heard that, I felt my whole world stopped.

Together with it is my heart..

Breaking into two..

I cant speak..

"Sehun? Still there?" She asked.

 

"Nugu?"

 

[A/N: Nugu means Who? :)) ]

 

"Uh.. It was.. Taemin Oppa.. We are dating, actually.. Since last month.."

 

I sighed in disbelief.

 

"Im really sorry.. Accepting your feelings wasn't really my intention.. You are kind, Sehun.. Its just that.. We dont deserve each other.."

 

[A/N: Im really having a hard time on turning out Krystal to be kind after this. >< Okay.. Moving on~ ]

 

"No.. Babe.. You cant do this to me.. You know that I love you, right?"

 

"Yes I do.. But.. I just dont feel the same.. I dont love you back.. Im sorry.. But I want to be a BETTER girlfriend to Taemin Oppa."

 

 

>>>> END OF THE FLASHBACK <<<<

 

 

Soon, my hyungs are coming out of their rooms one by one.

Dressed and ready for the daily practice.

I told them that Im not feeling well and I'll skip today's practice.

Suho hyung came towards me and touched my neck.

"You have a fever, Sehun. You better stay here and rest. But Im afraid we cant accompany you.. We all have to practice today." He said.

"Im fine hyung. I can manage myself." I said and went to my room.

After a few seconds, Lu Han hyung entered my room.

"Here, drink this. Get enough rest. I think you're abusing your body." He said and left.

"I wish.. That was the real reason." I whispered.

I wish that when I wake up, everything will be fine.

 

 

>>>> ShinAh's/ Your POV <<<<

 

 

I finished my vocal practice.

I've been practicing since 4 o'clock in the morning.

Later at 8, I'll have my dance practice until 1.

I decided to make that as my routine.

I sa wthe EXO guys arrived.

I bowed at them and waved to Yi Xing Oppa.

"Annyeong Haseyo~" I said.

"Hello, ShinAh-ssi. Where are you going?" Suho-ssi asked.

"To my pad, i guess. I have a free sched today. Just vocal and dance training later at night. ^^" I replied.

"Are you seriously gonna have training later? You're so damn good!" Chen-ssi said.

"We heard what happened yesterday. Are you okay now?" Kai asked.

I nodded and bit my lower lip.

"That was just hunger, I think.^^" I replied.

"That Sehun is really forgetful. Dont worry. God gave him his Karma right away~" Tao-ssi said.

"ShinAh-ssi, you have nothing to do today right? Can you stop y at our dorm and check Sehun? He has a fever. He has no one to take care of him" Lu Han-ssi said.

"Arassoyo~ I'll be going now, neh? Yi Xing Oppa, call me." I said and left.

I tried my best to avoid Boom's glances.

 

[ A/N: If any of you doesnt know, ShinAh knows Kris as Boom. So dont be confused. Moving on with the story~]

 

 

Before I head to EXO's Dorm, I stopped by at the super market to buy some fruits.

When I arrived at the dorm, I put the fruits at the table and went into the rooms.

I saw 'Sehun and Suho's Room' label on the door and I peeked in.

As I peeked, I saw Sehun..

Crying while leaning his back on the headboard.

"What are you doing here?" He asked.

I quickly closed the door because I was scared.

It was the first time I saw him cry and I am so worried.

I dont even know why.

"YAAA!" I heard him shouted.

I opened the door and peeked again.

He motioned me to come.

I slowly walked towards him.

"I said.. WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?!" He shouted.

I was startled.

"Uhh.. Lu Han-ssi... Ordered me to drop by.. He told me to check you out.." I nervously explained.

This guy!

He even had the guts to shout at me after what he did yesterday!

He didnt even apologized!

"Yesterday.. Uhh.. Im sorry.. I was out with ---"

"You were with Krystal, am I right? Nah.. That's okay. I know that you lose your mind whenever your with her." I cut him off.

"No anymore.. I guess." He whispered but I heard it.

He lowered his head down..

"What do you mean?" I asked.

"Just.. Nothing! Go home! I dont want to see you!" He yelled.

"Okay.." I said and went out of his room.

 

I went to kitchen and made porridge together with a glass of milk.

I put it all in a tray and headed towards the devil's room.

"Sehun-ssi, can I come in?" I asked as I peeked in.

He just smiled..

Oh no.. Not that smile..

It melts me~

"I made a porridge for you. Dont forget to drink your medicines after this. Take care of yourself. I'll be going now." I said as I put down the tray at the side closet.

I suddenly felt like I want to take care of him.

I know its awkward but I want to stay by his side.

I know he has a big problem.

And I respect that I have no right to interfere.

I just felt that to comfort him is enough.

But I cant.

He wouldnt let me do that.

I was about to close the door of his room when, "ShinAh?" He called me.

I came towards him/

"Why? Are you feeling okay?" I asked, touched his forehead.

Before I could remove my hand, he already held it.

My heart suddenly went wild.

It wants to pump out of my chest.

Stop it, ShinAh.

You cant fall for him!

But come to think of it, no one could stop me from being in love with him.

Thats right.

I'll just love him secretly in any case.

Then, forget about Boom.

"Just please... Stay.." He said softly.

I felt my heart melted.

He needs someone by his side.I grabbed the chair nearby and sat, still holding his hand.

"Sehun-ssi.. I sthere a problem? You wanna share?" I asked.

"No.. I dont want to trouble you." He said.

My gahd!

Im loving THIS GUY!

I mean.. The sick Sehun.

Sehun-ssi, Is it okay to like you?

Later on, he told me everything.

He cried again.

Argh! I hate seeing him cry!

Curse that Krystal!

 

It breaks my heart.

“ShinAH.. You’re my slave right?” He asked.

I glared at him.

I rolled my eyes and let go of his hand.

He’s turning into a devil again.

The most handsome devil, EVER.

“Since I don’t break promises.. YES.” I said.

“Can we pretend that we’re dating?” He asked.

I furrowed my eyebrows.

What was he thinking?!

I felt sympathy for him but this idea is not good at all.

I groaned, “Okay.. Fine.”

 

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I just noticed something..

Have you noticed that on EXO K's Dance Version of History,

The space of members are so tight compared to EXO M?

Here it is:

 

Then, It is rumoured that EXO M has more space because..

 

 

Tell me if im right or wrong~ :)