| Shinah’s POV |

 

 

We all swam at the beach during the afternoon.

We set aside, hate, bad feelings and had some fun.

By 6 o’clock, we lit up the bonfire near the shore and formed a huge circle.

I was beside Chanyeol and Yi Xing Oppa.

Sehun was in front of us with Luhan Oppa and Krystal by his side.

 

 

We had a jamming session which I enjoyed too much.

It was fun.

By 9 o’clock, Tao Oppa came with bottles of Soju with him.

“Let’s all have some fun! It’s our last night here.” He beamed.

“YEAH~~” Everyone agreed.

So, they had fun.

I just kept laughing at how they looked.

The guys are heavily drunk and acting like idiots.

“Guys.. Stop.. You’re all drunk.” I said but no one seemed to notice me.

Even the girls were drunk as well.

They started whining and sobbing.

Then in just 2 seconds, thye would laugh again.

These guys are really...

I can’t believe that I am the only one who isn’t drunk.

I don’t really drink, actually.

I only do that when I'm depressed and when problems became unbearable.

 

 

 

 

 

“Shinah… SHINAH.!!” I turned to Sehun who called me.

 

Everyone looked at him and shut their mouths.

I looked at Yi Xing Oppa.

He nodded and smiled with his red eyes.

“N-Nae, Sehun-ssi?” I asked nervously..

“Neon… Do you hate me?” He asked, drunk.

“I- I don’t know..” I simply answered and looked down.

“I guess you do.. I'm sorry for hurting you.. I didn’t mean to. When we were in the Ski Resort, I was planning to confess to you and ask you if you can be my real girlfriend but you asked me to stop. I love you, Shinah. I'm sorry for hurting you.. I'm sorry for loving you this much. And I respect that you don’t love me back.”  He said, sobbing.

I cried as well.

It really hurts.

So it was all a misunderstanding.

He loves me too..

I love you, Sehun..

But I guess it’s too late now.

If only you told me earlier, things won’t be like this.

Soon, I found all of them dozing off.

I guided them inside the house one by one.

It’s really hard because they smelt terrible and acted like monkeys.

 

 

I lastly picked up Sehun, put his arm around my neck and I put my hand aroung his waist.

He’s like a zombie when drunk.

Muttering words.

I laid him on his bed once we get there.

I put the blanket on his body.

I leaned in closer and caressed his cheek with a smile on my face.

“Shinah….” He mumbled with his eyes closed and eyebrows furrowed. “If you hate me.. Then I’ll just leave…”

Even in your dreams.. It was still me?

I feel the same, Sehun.

I feel exactly the same.

“No.. Just stay..” I whispered.

“Then… Can you just disappear? My heart… It's aching to death.. There’s a pain that's always there all the time.” He mumbled and changed his position, facing the wall.

I couldn't move, like my feet were rooted on the floor.

Is that what you really want, Sehun? To make me disappear?

 

 

I went back at the shore and poured a pail of salt water at the bonfire.

I picked up the bottled of Soju and found a phone at the spot where Sehun was sitting a while ago.

Maybe this is his phone.

I opened it and saw my selca photo set as his wallpaper.

I remembered that I posted this selca on twitter last week.

 

 

I went back at the rest house and went straight to my bed.

I unlocked Sehun’s phone and strolled.

I found 2 picture albums on his gallery.

The one is entitled, “MY LIFE” while the other one is, “JUST NOTHING.”

I opened the “MY LIFE” folder and found my selcas and mini-album pictures.

Wow~ Is he my stalker?

This guy…

So I am his life..

I started tearing up again.

Why am I so naïve and I didn’t notice how you felt, Sehun?

I opened next the “JUST NOTHING” folder and saw his cute and adorable selcas which hadn't been leaked out in the public.

I know many fangirls would die with this.

I am so lucky. ^^

I grabbed my phone and opened the Bluetooth device and passed all of his selca to my phone.

 

 

[A/N: Okay.. If any of you doesn’t know what Bluetooth is, it’s a device which allows 2 phones to exchange files for free. ^^ Moving on with the story~]

 

 

I might miss this face.

The face that I have fallen into and loved the most.

 

 

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AzerSyaqeer - The poster shop has a maximum of 6 characters. But dont worry. Kai is still one of the main characters and is going to be appearing on chapter 31 or 32, i guess? :)

Hanssa - I posted on your wall. ^^ have you seen it? Keep it a secret, okay? ^^