|39| Selfish
A Fangirl's Diary 2: Your Promise
C H A P T E R - T H I R T Y ' E I G H T
[A/N: Yehey~ Chapter 37 is not that good, right? *Sighs* So, here’s Chapter 38, ShinHan moment. :D Lol. Weird couple name. Can any of you suggest Shinah’s And Luhan’s Couple name? :/ Double or triple update today. ]
| Luhan’s POV |
We went to the nearest Kimchi Stand.
“What do you like to eat?” I asked.
“Kimchi noodle soup! ^^” She said cheerfully.
“Ahjumma, 2 bowls of Kimchi Noodle Soup here.”
Few minutes later, our order is already served.
“Yaaay~” She clapped her hands happily.
I laughed a bit.
She’s so cute!
I never knew Shinah’s Cute Side.
Because maybe I always see her crying, frowning and lonely.
But now, she’s totally different.
I ate mine and she did the same.
“Waah~ Maa!” She exclaimed.
She really looks like a 5 year old kid.
After our delicious meal, she asked me, “So what’s our REAL first step, Luhan-ssi?”
“Hmm. Wait. Give me your bag.” I said and she obliged.
I got her wallet and gave the bag back to her.
I opened her wallet and pulled out her identification card.
I was shocked with what I saw, “Shinah, what is this? Nam Shinah?”
“I think, that’s my full name.”
“No. Seong Shinah is YOUR full name. What the heck is this?”
“Mollaso~ as if I know. I can’t remember things, okay?”
I just ignored it and saw a lot of cash inside. “You have a lot of money.”
“Really? Let’s but some ice cream!”
On our way to the ice cream parlor, there was a girl and a boy who recognized her.
“Babe! Babe!” The guy called out.
Wtf? BABE??
SHinah gave me a questioning look.
‘I don’t know them’ I mouthed to her.
“Shinah! Where have you been? Manager Ahjussi is looking for you.” The girl said.
“Oh, yeah~ I have been so busy these past few days. Something unexpected came up so, Yeah~ Oh, what is your name again?” Shinah asked.
“I am Ailee. And this is JB.”
“Is he my boyfriend? He just called me babe a while ago.”
“No, he’s not. He’s illusional. He likes you but you don’t, right?”
“Yeah~ So.. Ailee-ssi. Can you possibly know where I live?”
“What? Of course. We used to hang out there. It’s on the ********* street. Block 62.”
Great. Luckily this girl knows where.
“Oh~ Okay. Bye, JB-ssi and Ailee-ssi..”
We ate our ice cream on our way to her house.
I watched her carefully.
She changed her hair color.
Maybe what Kai said was true.
“You know what, Luhan-ssi. When I woke up at the hospital a while ago, I can’t clearly see. My vision is blurry. And my head hurts like hell. I managed to go to the bathroom and when I saw myself at the mirror, I was like, “Who are you?” I tried different things to remember my name. I even blurted out, “Happy Birthday ------“. But my name didn’t came out of my mouth. I was so clueless. I don’t know what to do. I escaped the hospital and wandered around. I really don’t know who I am, where I am. But good thing I found you. So, thanks a lot.”
“That’s okay. You don’t know how happier I am to see you.”
“Huh?”
“Oh. Looks like we’re here.”
“Yeah~ Its 62.” She pulled out her key and we entered her small apartment.
She went to the bedroom while I wandered around the living room.
This is really small.
“Luhan-ssi. Come here.” She said and I came over.
I saw her standing in front of the picture frames.
She picked up one picture frame, “Who is this?”
I looked at the picture. It’s Sehun.
I suddenly thought about my dongsaengs.
Should I tell them that I found Shinah?
If I do, they will all want to see her.
And since Shinah can’t remember a thing, she might be shocked.
Cant I be selfish once in a while?
All I want is to be with her.
Because when the others are here, Im sure that I will be worthless again.
I will be set aside.
Im sorry, Shinah.
You can call me cruel, bad, selfish or whatever you want.
But all I want is to have you.
Be with you.
JUST THE 2 OF US.
[A/N: I'll do a double update~ Gotta start now. Comment and subscribe, nae? :) 4 OCs to come. ^^]
DORKS. :3
Sehun is not mad anymore! *claps* EYESMILE. *faints*
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