|39| Selfish

A Fangirl's Diary 2: Your Promise

 

 

 

 

 C H A P T E R - T H I R T Y ' E I G H T

 

[A/N: Yehey~ Chapter 37 is not that good, right? *Sighs* So, here’s Chapter 38, ShinHan moment. :D Lol. Weird couple name. Can any of you suggest Shinah’s And Luhan’s Couple name? :/ Double or triple update today. ]

 

 

| Luhan’s POV |

 

 

We went to the nearest Kimchi Stand.

“What do you like to eat?” I asked.

“Kimchi noodle soup! ^^” She said cheerfully.

“Ahjumma, 2 bowls of Kimchi Noodle Soup here.”

 

 

Few minutes later, our order is already served.

“Yaaay~” She clapped her hands happily.

I laughed a bit.

She’s so cute!

I never knew Shinah’s Cute Side.

Because maybe I always see her crying, frowning and lonely.

But now, she’s totally different.

 

I ate mine and she did the same.

“Waah~ Maa!” She exclaimed.

She really looks like a 5 year old kid.

 

 

After our delicious meal, she asked me, “So what’s our REAL first step, Luhan-ssi?”

“Hmm. Wait. Give me your bag.” I said and she obliged.

I got her wallet and gave the bag back to her.

I opened her wallet and pulled out her identification card.

I was shocked with what I saw, “Shinah, what is this? Nam Shinah?”

“I think, that’s my full name.”

“No. Seong Shinah is YOUR full name. What the heck is this?”

“Mollaso~ as if I know. I can’t remember things, okay?”

I just ignored it and saw a lot of cash inside. “You have a lot of money.”

“Really? Let’s but some ice cream!”

 

 

On our way to the ice cream parlor, there was a girl and a boy who recognized her.

“Babe! Babe!” The guy called out.

Wtf? BABE??

SHinah gave me a questioning look.

‘I don’t know them’ I mouthed to her.

“Shinah! Where have you been? Manager Ahjussi is looking for you.” The girl said.

“Oh, yeah~ I have been so busy these past few days. Something unexpected came up so, Yeah~ Oh, what is your name again?” Shinah asked.

“I am Ailee. And this is JB.”

“Is he my boyfriend? He just called me babe a while ago.”

“No, he’s not. He’s illusional. He likes you but you don’t, right?”

“Yeah~ So.. Ailee-ssi. Can you possibly know where I live?”

“What? Of course. We used to hang out there. It’s on the ********* street. Block 62.”

Great. Luckily this girl knows where.

“Oh~ Okay. Bye, JB-ssi and Ailee-ssi..”

 

 

We ate our ice cream on our way to her house.

I watched her carefully.

She changed her hair color.

Maybe what Kai said was true.

“You know what, Luhan-ssi. When I woke up at the hospital a while ago, I can’t clearly see. My vision is blurry. And my head hurts like hell. I managed to go to the bathroom and when I saw myself at the mirror, I was like, “Who are you?” I tried different things to remember my name. I even blurted out, “Happy Birthday ------“.  But my name didn’t came out of my mouth. I was so clueless. I don’t know what to do. I escaped the hospital and wandered around. I really don’t know who I am, where I am. But good thing I found you. So, thanks a lot.”

“That’s okay. You don’t know how happier I am to see you.”

“Huh?”

“Oh. Looks like we’re here.”

“Yeah~ Its 62.” She pulled out her key and we entered her small apartment.

She went to the bedroom while I wandered around the living room.

This is really small.

“Luhan-ssi. Come here.” She said and I came over.

I saw her standing in front of the picture frames.

She picked up one picture frame, “Who is this?”

I looked at the picture. It’s Sehun.

I suddenly thought about my dongsaengs.

Should I tell them that I found Shinah?

If I do, they will all want to see her.

And since Shinah can’t remember a thing, she might be shocked.

Cant I be selfish once in a while?

All I want is to be with her.

Because when the others are here, Im sure that I will be worthless again.

I will be set aside.

Im sorry, Shinah.

You can call me cruel, bad, selfish or whatever you want.

But all I want is to have you.

Be with you.

JUST THE 2 OF US.

 


 

[A/N: I'll do a double update~ Gotta start now. Comment and subscribe, nae? :) 4 OCs to come. ^^]

 

 

         

DORKS. :3

Sehun is not mad anymore! *claps* EYESMILE. *faints*         

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wonwooeu #1
Chapter 73: OMIGOD!!!!! TALK ABOUT DRAMA BOMB!!!!! PLEASE UPDATE!!!!
Lori_lori #2
Chapter 73: update more authornim !!! ;D
cutegal #3
cutegal??...is dat me ?? Lolzz.... :D
Lori_lori #4
Chapter 29: Sweet Sehun :3
Lori_lori #5
Chapter 24: Yehet...
BAP moment :D
Lori_lori #6
Chapter 16: I really like this chapter
Syafiqasehun99
#7
Chapter 73: What happen next??Ahh..*yehet*
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♥ 좋아. update soon.
kailhynne #9
Chapter 73: update soon.... :)
BaeBie_PikaChu #10
Chapter 73: Plz update soon the wait is killing me... Love the story btw...^^