C H A P T E R  -  S I X

 

 

>>>>> ShinAh’s/  Your  POV <<<<<

 

 

I really cant take this anymore.

Things are just complicated as ever.  =(((

My eyes were swollen.

I went back inside EXO’s Dorm.

I wore my coat and grabbed my things.

“Its really great knowing you, guys. But I really want to go now. Im not feeling well.” I said.

“Are you okay, ShinAh-ssi?” Baekhyun asked.

“Nae~ Don’t worry about me. ^^ I can handle myself. I better be going now. Annyeong~” I smiled and bowed.

I exited the dorm and wandered the hallway lifelessly.

Suddenly, I felt someone pulled my waist and hugged me from behind.

“Im so sorry…” I heard.

I closed my eyes.

That voice..

That scent..

I knew it was him..

I sighed.

I know this is what I wanted.

Took his hand off my slowly.. Carefully,.

‘Stop it, boom.” I said.

And I continued walking again.

I don’t know what I should feel.

Anger or Love?

Anger because they set me up?

Or Love because he fell for me eventually?

 

 

Next thing I knew, I was infront of my car..

“ShinAh..’ I heard someone called me.

I looked back.

It was Yi Xing Oppa.

Without a word, he sat at the driver’s seat and I sat next to him.

Everything that happened a while ago still flashes back on my mind.

Repeatedly..

And it was like pins pinching my heart.

It hurts.

“Don’t worry about it, ShinAh.. Karma will let them down.” He said.

I put up a fake smile. “Take me to my condo unit, oppa”

‘Why? Why not at your dorm?” He asked.

“Im not sleeping there. I NEVER TRIED.” I replied.

 

 

After 5minutes, we are in front of my complex.

That 5 minute ride was quite and awkward.

It’s the first time me and Yi Xing Oppa had ran out of stories to tell.

I thanked Yi Xing Oppa for taking me home.

I was shocked when he kissed my forehead.

I blushed.

 

I entered my pad.

I slouched myself at my bed and closed my eyes.

I remembered the diary.

I put it in my lap and stretched.

I reread my first entry.

While reading..

I realized that what I wrote here happened a while ago..

Argh.

Stop it, ShinAh..

Its just coincidence.

I went to the next blank page and stated writing.

 

Dear Diary,

 

                        Today was just exhausting. Im emotionally tired. I really am. And now, my head aches like its going to be torn into two. -.- I just found out that EunAh/ Ashley manipulated me and Boom. Ashley being my band mate is shocking. But boom? Being my label mate is just.. Argh.. Isn’t destiny being to mean to me? I just wish that Boom will learn from his mistakes. He’ll hate EunAh.  And EunAh will be miserable. She’ll have many Antis. PWAHAHAHAhA. :DDD  Isnt that too mean? Well, that want even the half of what she did to me. Well, that’s for now, Diary. :)

 

Love,

ShinAh :(

 

I opened my laptop after keeping my diary.

I opened my blog site and checked my followers.

I have a blog page with a title ‘My Daily Life’

It’s an everyday update about my life.

I made that few years ago, preparing for the stardom.

But, I decided to shut this blog page when I am as famous as SNSD.

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My Daily Life [ update 1009 ]

 

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I ate some apples from the fridge and when I turned back on my laptop, I saw comments.

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[x] XXDRatedDXX – Aww. That’s so sad. :(

[x] GamePrince: Im a guy and I could say that your boyfriend s a JERK. :@ Anyways, I added you on MSN. Please accept, HatredPrincess.^^

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I logged in to my MSN and accepted that GamePrince guy.

 

*buzz*

 

GamePrince: Hey, thanks for the confirmation. J

HatredPrincess: Sure. I’ll be sleeping now. ;) Nice knowing you. J

GamePrince: Okay. Sleep tight. :) Chat you tomorrow. ^^

 

I lay on my bed, getting ready to sleep when my phone beeped.

 

“Hey, you alright? Get enough sleep, okay? Your dark circles under your eyes are horrible. Stop crying! Don’t forget or dare! –Sehun”

 

 

>>>>> The next morning <<<<<

 

 

You woke up and did your everyday routine.

You are late for training.

The dace practice for the showcase is probably over.

You drove your car to SM entertainment.

You went to the locker room to drop your things.

You headed straight to the practice room and saw the back-up dancers exiting the practice room. All soaked with sweat.

The last one to come out is Sehun.

He glared at you.

“You’re late.”He said.

You scratched your head.

“Im so sorry.” You apologized.

“I even texted you! Aish. Go and clean the practice room. We’ll have some lunch.”  Sehun said.

“Can I buy at least a bread?  Haven’t eaten anything.” You ased.

“No.. Clean there! You shouldn’t escape! Or I’ll punish you!’ He screamed.

Yo went inside the practice room.

You were surprised to see the mop and cleaning materials.

Sehun is really ready.

You cleaned without knowing that Sehun locked you inside.

To make sure that you wont escape.

You screamed for help but no one seemed to notice you.

You just went on the left corner, hugged your knees and bared the hunger.

 

 

>>>> SEHUN’S POV <<<<

 

 

Last night, the atmosphere at the dorm is really heavy.

We just let Kris, ShinAh, Lay and Ashley settle their own problems.

We should stay out f this.

But we cant deny that we’re really worried.

Specially me..

To ShinAh..

Her eyes were swollen when she came back.

She went home and all of the other girls went home too.

At my room, Suho-hyng is already asleep.

While me.. deciding if I should text shinAh or not.

That girl is driving me crazy.

I cared for her.

But I don’t want to show it to her.

I finally came in with my last and final words.

 

 

The next day, I practiced for the show case, secretly looking for ShinAh.

Where on earth is she?

She’s late.

I ordered her to clean the practice room

I’ve prepared everything for her.

I went out to have lunch.

Next, Krystal asked me to stroll the park.

 

It was 6 o’clock in the evening when I went back at the dorm.

Lay Hyung is impatiently sitting the couch

“Hyung.. You okay?”

“ShinAh.. She’s not picking up her phone. I checked her on her pad. She’s not there. O one saw her the whole day. Im so worried.” He said.

Aish! Pabo, sehun!

You forgot ShinAh!!

 

Without a thought, I drove off to SME with Lay Hyung.

At the practice room, I undocked the chains and pened the door.

There, we saw ShinAh at the corner, hugging her knees.

I felt guiltiness.

I didn’t mean to.

Im really sorry.

All I could do is bite my lower lip.

When she looked up, she’s trembling and she’s pale.

Lay carried her bridal style and went to the parking lot.

“I’ll deal with you later.” Lay Hyung said.

 

 

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