|53| If I asked you to let me go..

A Fangirl's Diary 2: Your Promise

 

 

 

 

C H A P T E R - F I F T Y ' T H R E E

 

 

 

[A/N: Hello guys! I’m here again. ^_^ I can’t update regularly and school work is the one to blame. But I’m really glad that I am this busy. ^_^ I just hope that stress wont overcome me that much. J Anyways, here’s an update. I hope you enjoy~]

 

 

| Shinah’s POV |

 

 

 

“Earth to Shinah? Hello~?” I was snapped out of my deep thoughts by Minah-Unnie.

“E-eh?” Yes, I was out of myself.

“What is happening to you? You seemed to be absent minded these days. Is there something bothering you?”

“I just smiled at her, “Don’t mind me, Unnie. Im just tired.. I guess.”

“You know what, Shinah? It’s obvious.  We know that something’s wrong. And I know that you know that we’re always here. We’ll always listen.” Yoolhee-Unnie said as she went by my side and caressed my back.

The others nodded in agreement.

I just made a very deep, sharp sigh.

 

 

 

We all went back to work afterwards when a girl with long brown hair wearing sun glasses entered the restaurant.

She took a seat and crossed her legs.

I came near her to get her order when she removed her glasses.

“T-Tia-ssi?!”

“Oh! The girl at the grocery! You work here?”

“Nae. What do you want to order?”

“Serve me the best coffee you have here and a caramel cake.”

“Owkayy~ Coming right up!”

 

>After a few minutes<

 

“Whoa~ Your coffee here is great! Did you brew this, Shinah?”

“Uh.. Nae. Actually, Americano is my speacialty”

 

 

>Fast forward<

 

 

After a few talks, Tia left.

I learned a lot of things about her.

She said that after she took the modeling opportunity in New York, this is her first time visiting Korea again.

Can you believe that she’s actually just turned 16?!

 

 

[A/N: Okay, truthfully, Tia just turned 15 this March. If any of you doesn’t know, she’s the pretty visual of the group Chocolat. Moving on with the story~]

 

 

That’s why I am older that her.

She is perfect!

Pretty, talented, kind, rich and very successful.

Her boyfriend is indeed a lucky one.

She told me that she may have everything, but love was never with her.

At a young age, she experienced how to love.

She had a boyfriend before.

They both love each other but according to her, the guy despises her now.

Aish! I will teach that guy a lesson!

He never knew what he was letting go.

And if you’re wondering how I knew all these, HEHEHEHE. ^^

Im a gossiper!

 

 

 

After my work, I quickly changed into casual clothes and got ready to go home.

“Jaljja!” (Im going!) I bid my goodbye to my co-workers.

When I went out, I saw Sehun leaning at his car, wearing shades and a cap.

Yes, shades. In the middle of the night.

This guy really..

He’s so handsome!

He’s there, doing nothing but leaning at his car but he looked so handsome.

He turned into my direction and smiled.

Gahd..

I really miss this guy..

His tantalizing eyes..

Perfect sharp nose..

And those red lips..

I REALLY MISS HIM.

I MEAN IT.

Every bit of him.

Especially the way he calls me ‘Thinah’ when it was supposed to be Shinah. ^_^

Blame his retainer, Guys!

 

 

I went over him, kissed his cheek and hugged him with my arms on his waist.

“I miss you..” He softly said.

“Nado..” (Me too.)

We got inside his car and drove off.

Throughout the ride, my mind was floating.

“Is there something wrong, baby?”

I just smiled and shook my head.

I stared at him.

I can stare at him the whole day.

I was thinking if I should bring up the thing about me, seeing him with another girl.

It really bugs me.

Plus the fact that our eyes met and he didn’t even did a thing.

 

 

“Here we are.” He said, waking me up from my thoughts.

We went in and I went to the kitchen.

“What do you want to eat, oppa?” I asked.

Yes, I decided t not bring up that thing anymore.

I don’t want to ruin the mood between the two of us.

That’s how I love him.

“Hey, have you ever thought of going back to SM Town? Because.. You know. You already regained your memories and such. I was thinking if you miss it or not.”

“Hmm.. I haven’t thought of it, actually. I guess I’ll be fine to wherever I am right now.”

“Why? You were so great back then.”

“I don’t know, Oppa. I miss it, yes. But I have this certain feeling that everything will be complicated the moment I went back.”

“Huh?”

“Uh.. Never mind. ^_^”

 

 

After eating, Sehun joined me washing the dishes.

“Shinah.. I already talked to Manager-Eommonim. You’ll skip work tomorrow.”

“Wae?”

“Nothing.. I just miss you.. Don’t you?”

“I miss you too, oppa. ^^”

He just smiled and a deafening silence filled the atmosphere.

It was unusual.

Sehun never run out of stories to tell.

“Shinah.. What if.. JUST WHAT IF.. I’ll ask you to let me go? Would you oblige?”

Because of shock, the plate slipped out of my hand..

I bent downward, picking up the broken plate pieces with my hands.

“Ah!” There was a cut.

“Hey, what happened?!”

“Nothing, oppa.. I was just.. Surprised. Why would you ask something like that? As if it’s gonna happen."

I was expecting for an answer but nothing came out.

He just lowered down his head.

What is happening?

Is there something wrong?

That’s impossible, right?

Him..

Asking me to let him go?

Or..

Maybe not?

 

 

[A/N: Omoo. :( Please comment and subsribe. ^^]

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wonwooeu #1
Chapter 73: OMIGOD!!!!! TALK ABOUT DRAMA BOMB!!!!! PLEASE UPDATE!!!!
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Chapter 73: update more authornim !!! ;D
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cutegal??...is dat me ?? Lolzz.... :D
Lori_lori #4
Chapter 29: Sweet Sehun :3
Lori_lori #5
Chapter 24: Yehet...
BAP moment :D
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Chapter 16: I really like this chapter
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#7
Chapter 73: What happen next??Ahh..*yehet*
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♥ 좋아. update soon.
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Chapter 73: update soon.... :)
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Chapter 73: Plz update soon the wait is killing me... Love the story btw...^^