Joohyun was caught between a rock and a hard place nung aalis na si Seulgi. Gustong-gusto niya pumunta sa airport, makita at mayakap ito, but she knew she can only further hurt her more because she cannot address nor offer any response or reaction to her avowal - na mahal siya nito all along. 

Kaya nung gabi bago ang pag-alis ni Seulgi, she can only pray for her safety and wallow in the pain brought by the reality na aalis na ang nag-iisang taong alam ang lahat sa kanya at tanggap siya. Na aalis na ang taong nagsilbing anchor niya.

She cried herself to sleep that night,  yakap ang isang hoodie ni Seulgi. 

There were countless times na ginusto ni Joohyun na mag-reach out to Seulgi and contact her nung nasa Taiwan na ito. But the thing is, she doesn't know what to tell her - give me time to think things through, pero gaano katagal? I know I feel something for you, pero mas nangingibabaw ang takot so baka there will be times na mag-buckle siya and will just leave her again hanging? 

Puro siguro lang ang mabibitawan niya kay Seulgi during that time. And Seulgi doesn't deserve that. Kaya she resolved to only talk to her kapag sigurado na siya. 

It took Joohyun some time. It's a process of knowing herself and accepting who she really is, after all, at wala na yatang mas mahirap at masalimuot na journey than that of trying to find yourself and embracing your truth. 

Whenever she wants to tell Seulgi something, ang gagawin na lang ni Joohyun ay magsusulat ng