chapter 4 : clumsy ♥

History repeats itself

“ahjussi, you can drop me off here..” I said to my driver

“but miss hwang.. you’re still gonna walk… I’ll just drop you off at the gate” mr. driver replied

“yes, that’s what I’m planning.. I guess I really need exercise..and besides that” I took a deep breath before continuing “I want to have some fresh air if you ahjussi”

“aa… ok miss hwang” as I mentioned the air thingy he immediately stopped the car.. and drop me off a few meters away from the school gate. He was about to open his door to go out… but immediately stopped him

“no need to do that.. ahjussi.. I can open the door by myself” so upon hearing this..
he immediately let go of the car’s door .. and sat back on his previous position

I opened the door for myself.. I don’t like people doing even a little thing for me..

i can’t bear seeing them do that..i’m not like those bratty kid..

well, let’s say I’m one of them before … I’m a stubborn little brat kid..
but I’ve already learn my lesson…

as I continued walking towards the school gate ..
I can’t stop myself thinking about her..

that she was here …

and we’re walking together .. while holding each other’s hand tightly

not willing to let go of one another ..

I noticed that the leaves are starting to fall..

it’s a beautiful scenery .. as I enjoyed what I’m seeing and inhaling..

the truth snaps me out from this heaven..

that afterwards I’ll be in hell …

I sighed as I continue looking up to the sky …and watching the leaves fall

then there’s a thing suddenly fall on my face ..

I slowly opened my eyes and take it..
I look on it ..

it’s a petal…

I turn around and look up to see where this thing comes from..

it was from the tree across the sidewalk where I’m standing right now

So I decided to go there.. I walk across the road…

I was really careful in crossing the road

not allowing any bad thing to happen

I walk with a smile on my face as I still imagining her …

beside me..

how sweet at that thought …

me and her .. crossing the road together..

 I really felt secure for a moment

but the car honks make me dizzy..

I don’t like that feeling at all..

so I was really near there..

but I don’t know

there’s a loud beep …

so I turned around

and saw a light approaching me

a big thing was just a few centimeters away

as a short flashback played in my mind

it was also bright day like this
but I was only 6 years old at that time and
I’m looking forward for going to my friend’s house to play

so I wore my favorite pink dress
put my hair band carefully and hang my butterfly necklace on my neck

as I’m walking happily while humming some random tune ..

I saw a puppy crossing the road ..
at first I just ignored it..
but I notice it’s too slow…
so I ran to the small puppy
to check it ..

“oh.. puppy are you lost ?? where are you’re parents” while I’m kneeling down to hold the lost puppy…   as  I felt something on my hand
I look on it.. I saw blood
“aa.. so you have a wound..” I said as I examined the puppy
I lifted it up..
“let’s go first to my friend’s house to clean  your wound then we’re going to find your mommy” I exclaimed happily
so I stand up while holding the puppy with my small hands

as I saw something in the corner of my eye

I can’t see it clearly.. because it’s too bright
I hear someone shouting ..
coming from that direction..
I got a clearer view
it’s a bike..
I froze .
and my eyes went big.
it’s going to hit me..

“oh..no” I mumbled
before closing my eyes..
and getting ready for the impact but…

“I think the history repeats itself” I mumbled
but this time I didn’t close my eyes..
i just stood there and waits for that thing to hit me

Every thing happens so fast.. I didn’t expect it …

as the whole place was awaken with a loud

*BANG*

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to be continued

A/N : sorry for the short update again

so that was..
 
aa.. *gulped*  I don’t know how to explain it either

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