Chapter 1

It’s almost like hell…. as always…. For a person like her..

It was like an everyday routine for the students…. Bullying her, making fun of her, insulting her and other things that were enough to make her life miserable …..
she just always says to herself that maybe the term Kindness doesn’t exist to their vocabulary… someday they will learn not to judge others

But she can transfer to other school… and there are many other universities want her... but why she always declining it ?? what makes her to stay in this place forever, oh not forever but at least almost 7 years ?? 7 years of living in that hell ??

The students weren’t insecure though.. but why they do this..
they just always says because she’s a nerd…she’s a freaking nerd, she’s weak..
well, not really she’s brave enough to bear this kind of torture
how can be a girl like her so strong?? What make her strong ??
 

The girl take a look on her wristwatch
and gasped  “oh no, their practice will start now”
she clumsily tripped all over again while she put her things inside her bag…
she doesn’t care what she looks like right now… well not to mention she’s like a trash… her school uniform is wet, her hair is a mess, her eye glasses were broken and she has so many bruises in her arms and legs.. she looks like a beggar but she was in hurry… she doesn’t want to miss the thing that made her happy… and just see the other girl’s smile she can forget the torture, the bullying all of those things… she just need to see her…it was enough…. But how come a clumsy girl like her will ever be able not to miss the practice game of the latter when she was clumsily running almost knocking herself down to the ground.. every time she fall, she took a deep breath before picking up her stuffs.. and run like a crazy man..

Well, do you think she’ll be able to reach the other girl ??
she wants to see her badly.. but how ??and she knows that the other girl may not be aware that she or the clumsy nerd was existing..

She thought it was like longing for nothing … she can’t be with her… like what she’s dreaming everyday… but she can’t stop herself not to think about the other girl… every time she hears the other girl’s name her heart was beating so fast… she can’t forget her…she tried to.. but as expected she always fail

She’s stalking her…almost everyday.. she knows better the other girl’s schedule than the latter itself… it makes her so cute when that girl was panicking.. she thought while remembering the first time she saw the other girl’s face so close..

Not that she doesn’t have any friends but this clumsy nerd girl in fact was friendly.. but the other students seem to ignore her.. she kept her head hung low…while she cry.. because it’s over.. the practice was finished.. she knows it.. she can’t make it.. with those wound and bruises.. and plus her extreme clumsiness.

Sighed.. she didn’t make it.. maybe next time.. she’ll be able to reach the other girl.. like before