I'm better than him
Made from HeavenI took Minheeshi to carnival. I know that she would love it because she’s a little kid inside.
“Kyuhyunshii….” She said as we enter the carnival.
“I knew it. You’re still a kid. You still like this kind of stuff.” I then she pouted.
I went to her and hold her hands and said:” let’s go inside!” she smiled and nod.
She didn’t break away. I was holding her hand the whole time that we were inside the carnival. She looks like a kid who is so curious about everything. She wants to try everything and experience everything.
“Is this your first time in a amusement park?” I asked.
“Aniyo. This is my second time. I went to Lotte World when I was 6 years old with my family.”
“ six years old that was ages ago.”
“yeah.”
“No wonder!”
“What?!”
“You got this BIG smile on your face when we got here.” I said.
“hehehehehe.”
“I miss your laugh.” I said.
Then she suddenly stops laughing.
“Sorry.”
“It’s okay. Let’s go home.” She said.
“Na-ah. Not yet.”
“HAH?
Ofcourse this is my day. I will make sure I will spend it wisely.
“Noraebang?!”
“Why not? Let’s go.” I grabbed her hand and went inside.
-----skip inside Noraebang------
I sing a thousand of songs but she just sing once. Then I try to sing songs of Super Junior T and happy finally she gives in. She starting to let loose and dancing around like Teukie Hyung. I guess she’s trying to imitate Teukie Hyung’s cheap dance but she fail.
Song after songs she’s tired already and sat on the couch. Then I decided to sing a song for her.
“Minheeshii.”
“neh?”
“Listen to this.”
The loneliness of nights alone
the search for strength to carry on
my every hope has seemed to die
my eyes had no more tears to cry
then like the sun shining up above
you surrounded me with your endless love
Coz all the things I couldn't see are now so clear to me
You are my everything
Nothing your love won't bring
My life is yours alone
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through
When nothing else will do
Every night I pray
On bended knee
That you will always be
My everything
Now all my hopes and all my dreams
are suddenly reality
you've opened up my heart to feel
a kind of love that's truly real
a guiding light that'll never fade
there's not a thing in life that I would ever trade
for the love you give it won't let go
I hope you'll always know
You are my everything
Nothing your love won't bring
My life is yours alone
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through
When nothing else will do
Every night I pray
On bended knee
That you will always be
My everything
You're the breath of life in me
the only one that sets me free
and you have made my soul complete
for all time
You are my everything
Nothing your love won't bring
My life is yours alone
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through
When nothing else will do
Every night I pray
On bended knee
That you will always be
be my everything
Every night I pray
down on bended knee
that you will always be
my everything
oh my everything
She clapped then I went to sit beside her.
“I do sing good right?” I asked her.
“yeah. That’s a beautiful song. You sing beautifully.” She said.
“Better than Donghae hyung’s version?”
“Why do you compare yourself to him?”
“To make you realize that I’m better than him.”
“Kyuhyunshii….”
Ring ring.
Her phone rings again.
“Yubuseyo? Neh Oppa.”
It’s Hyung again. How many times did he have to call this day?
“Neh. I’ve already eaten. Neh. Ah yeah…Yes I’m outside.” She said then looks at me.
“I’m with Nari Unnie.” She said what? Is she lying to him?
“Yes. Okay. I love you too. Goodnight.” She ends the call.
“Why didn’t you tell him that you’re with me?” I asked her.
“Because I don’t want him to worry about anything.” She said.
“ahhhh…. I thought it’s because he’ll be furious if he knows that you’re with me.” I said.
“Shut up!” She said.
“Is he jealous of me back then when you’re still in love with me?” I asked her.
“No. He’s not.”
“Hahahahahaha.”
“Are you going to annoy me again?” she said. She’s angry now.
“No. Let’s sing again. I’ll sing again for you.” I said. But she’s angry. “Minheeshii. I’ll sing for you again. Don’t be angry. Please. Please. Please.”
She smiled again. Then I sang again. I don’t care if I’ll lose my voice the next day because of too much singing as long as I see her smile I will sing forever.
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