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Mannequin
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Hyukjae's kisses have been changing. Just like he has been.

In the next two weeks... Hyukjae does everything. Almost everything that a normal living person does.

He wants to shower. Wants to take baths. Wants to cook. Wash his face. His hands. Brush his teeth. Brush his hair. He wants to put products on his face. Like Donghae does. Because, oh, his skin feels dry. He wants to moisturize his hands. Clip his fingernails. His toenails. Wants to wear different clothes. Shirts. Pants. Underwear.

Donghae's gotten Hyukjae so many things. There's now a toothbrush for him. Clothes. An apron. Socks. Different shampoo. Because Hyukjae likes the smell of the handsoap more. Oh, isn't there one like that? So Donghae got him the same scent. Bubble bath. Shower gel. Lotion.

Donghae should be spending more time being worried. But when Hyukjae is not a mannequin... and he's excitedly hopping off to eat... brush his teeth... shower... try new clothes... when he's squealing at the nice smell of his own hands, hair, body...

Donghae only sees that. Feels the happiness from him. It fills his chest with warmth. Leaves him to think of how... precious the creature is. How lovable. Cute.  Beautiful.

He usually does go back to wondering. Worrying. Once Hyukjae turns into a mannequin. Because... Donghae doesn't know how this will continue. Whether Hyukjae can tell him much. About how to help him. Or where this will go. End. Or not end.

It's... strange. Since Donghae doesn't know. He doesn't what to do for him. Doesn't know if he's doing the right thing. Or should be doing more. Has he missed something? Should he be worried? Or happy? About what's happening?

It's especially... strange as he comes to accept it. That he... has love for this being. Deep down. He wishes Hyukjae could've been real. Normal. Could've been a person. Because Donghae wants him more in his life. All parts of his life. Wants to love him. To be his love.

He knows how important Hyukjae thinks he is. All of Hyukjae's innocent talk says so too. About heart. Love. And those fascinated joyful stares. Towards Donghae.

So Donghae has that worry. Still. That doubt. Because Hyukjae's a mannequin. Without proper memories. Without a... true self. Identity.

It keeps Donghae up.

 

But then here's Hyukjae. He's sitting on his thighs. He has his smooth peach smelling hands on Donghae's face. His soft mouth's kissing Donghae's lips. And Donghae wishes... those thoughts would distract him now. Shake him away from the man. These feelings Hyukjae stirs up in him.

No, those thoughts are hiding now. They've disappeared. Like they do. During those moments. Even more than all the other times.

Donghae's left... with just the wonderful feel of Hyukjae. He's kissing him. Differently again. It has clear intentions. To Donghae's body. But not to Hyukjae himself.

So... Donghae holds back. He just keeps kissing the man. Gently. Softly. He refuses to open his mouth. Even though Hyukjae gives him light . on his lips. Clings closely to him.

Donghae rubs his side. Moves his lips to kiss his face. He his hair. The mannequin releases a breath. Drops his head on Donghae's shoulder. Hugs his neck.

What a cutie, Donghae thinks. Smiles. Rubs his back soothingly.

Donghae's heart is drumming. And if he listens closely... he can feel Hyukjae's heart is the same.

It makes him gulp. Once again, he's reminded. Of Hyukjae's... existence. He's alive. But not for long...

"Hyukjae," he says. "It's been almost five hours. I think you'll be changing soon, right?"

Hyukjae lifts his head. Donghae's heart pounds hard. The mannequin's eyes are hazy. His cheeks are pink. His mouth's red.

Beautiful.

"I d-don't know," Hyukjae says. Donghae's eyes flick back up.

"You changed yesterday at just under five," Donghae says. "So maybe today you'll go over." He's absently still touching Hyukjae's even softer hair.

He's got so many feelings. Donghae pecks the mannequin's pretty cheek. Hopes to calm down. Think of something else.

But the mannequin's now looking at his mouth. Donghae sees him gulp. Glance up at him.

"Donghae..." he whispers.

"Yes?"

Don

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HelenDamnation #1
Chapter 24: I keep thinking Saeron must be a very good and kind person. She waited for 30 years for Hyukjae to come back, and she waited alone so that there would be no one to be frightened by him and frighten him back if he ever did come back. It must have been so scary wondering what happened to him after her house
was sold.

I like how you've written her as improving. That's what a military doctor told me about my father when his moods got really erratic -- that at his age, unresolved PTSD was running the show (in his case from what he'd been through in the military), and if there's some way to address that, a whole lot of mental functioning and mood issues suddenly get better. It doesn't magically cure underlying disease, but it makes a truly astonishing difference. And for Saeron, the treatment is knowing Hyukjae is okay and spending time with him.
PenguinLOvers772
#2
Chapter 42: After long time finally got time to read again. Im sorry coz i haven't able to read ur updates in time 😊 always remember you're a great author! Love the relationship between them. 💕
Sharo001
730 streak #3
Chapter 1: So glad I saw this story, I absolutely love the first chapter. You did a wonderful job with setting the tone and introducing the plot - which is so original btw. I can’t wait to read the rest of the chapters.😊
Inseomelody
#4
Chapter 47: Ini cerita yang sangat bagus, aku merasa hangat dengan interaksi Donghae dan Hyukjae. Terimakasih telah membuat cerita yg indah ini 💙
HyukkiBear
#5
Chapter 48: Finally finish reading this. I really love this story. Thank you for sharing. And there’s a sequel **criessss. Thank you so much <3
yanHae15
151 streak #6
Chapter 48: What a pleasant update! 🥰
_b2h86
#7
Chapter 48: OMG!!! Authornim, you are a blessing from the heavens. Thank you so much for this sequel ❤️
Kethryveris
#8
Chapter 48: Yesssssss ! of course when I saw this update I was so happy. This fic is a little gem, so I'll be sure to check out the link. Thanks
HelenDamnation #9
Chapter 48: YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY THERE'S A SEQUEL
HelenDamnation #10
Chapter 47: This is my favorite story on this site.