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Mannequin
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They don't get to talk much. Donghae would explain more. To Teukkie. But Donghae's preoccupied with Hyukjae. Because the mannequin's too shocked. Confused. A bit scared. He's still crying.

Donghae's similar. He's too emotional. But relieved. That Hyukjae's back. That he still holds all memories of Donghae. He's still okay with him.

Donghae's glad when Leeteuk reluctantly excuses himself. He tells Donghae he'll call.

 

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He hugs Hyukjae for a long time. Repeats his previous words to him.

No, I'm not mad at you. Don't say sorry. Yes, of course, I wanted to see you. I missed you. I was waiting for you. Don't leave me for that long again. Please.

He cries with him. Doesn't want to let him go--

Until Hyukjae's stomach growls. It makes the creature pull back. Cutely touch his own middle.

Donghae laughs. He's so delighted. The first thing he always does with Hyukjae is feed him. But today they've just sat. They cried. Talked incoherently. No wonder Hyukjae's hungry. 

He brushes away Hyukjae's black hair. Cups his pretty face. Kisses his forehead. His adorable eyes that he missed. His soft pouty mouth. Donghae his cheeks.

"Come on, then. Let's go eat."

Hyukjae nods. He's still a little timid. Bewildered. He helps Donghae to his feet.

Donghae himself has only been eating around Leeteuk. To not make him worry more. But he hasn't had an appetite.

This time he does. Because Hyukjae's eating. It makes him want to eat too. He can't stop smiling.

He's having these moments again with Hyukjae.

The past day... the past week... it feels like some nightmare. This feels normal. Feels wonderful.

Hyukjae's slowly becoming calmer too. He's looking better. Less lost and shaken. His tears are disappearing. His cheeks are full of food. Donghae does the same. He wipes his own eyes to eat as much as he can.

 

But Hyukjae's the faster eater. He finishes. Sits there to observe Donghae.

"Hae..." Hyukjae says. His voice's soft. "Why... do you look like this?"

Oh... he's noticed. He'll be worried now.

"I'm okay, baby," Donghae says. Smiles. "Just tired."

"T-Tired?" Hyukjae says. Gets to his feet. Comes to hold Donghae's face. Peers at it. "Oh no, baby, you have to sleep! You must rest!"

That's how Donghae soon ends up in bed. Hyukjae tells him the importance of resting. They're the very things Donghae told him a week ago. When Hyukjae simply couldn't and wouldn't sleep.

Hyukjae pulls the blanket up to Donghae's neck. Smooths it. Pats it. Kisses Donghae's head.

"Sleep, okay?" he says. A concerned pout's on his lips. "I'm going to clean! There's dishes and lots of laundry too! I saw!"

He scurries away.

Donghae sniffs. But chuckles. He kept leaving some chores all week. When Leeteuk wasn't around. He'd choose to sit in front of the mannequin instead. Speak to him.

He turns in bed. Stares ahead. He's aware of his heartbeat. The feelings in him. 

It's those few minutes... of Hyukjae somewhere in the house...

It makes Donghae realize... he's gotten very scared.

He remembers Hyukjae's expression. As mannequin. Remembers how he became cold. Statue-like. How he was stuck that way. And Donghae didn't know if he'll ever come back.

He tries to lie still. Listen. To the sounds Hyukjae's making. There's clanks. Water. His feet pad around.

But then it all stops.

Donghae feels his heart beating louder. His breathing gets rapid. He sits up.

"H-Hyukkie?" he calls.

He hears Hyukjae's voice. "Yeah?"

He breathes in. To calm himself. He feels the shake in his hands.

Hyukjae comes back into the room. His footsteps are quick. He's holding a pile of folded laundry. He's beaming.

"The dryer was done!" he says.

"G-Great. Just put it somewhere in the closet," Donghae says. Holds out his hand already. He's still trembling.

"But I can put it where you need," Hyukjae says. Pushes the closet door open.

"No, just l-leave it in there for now... please..."

Hyukjae glances at him. At his hand. Worry fills his face. He quickly places the clothes inside. Hurries to take Donghae's hand.

Donghae pulls him closer. Onto the bed. Into his lap. He wraps his arms around him. Nuzzles his neck.

Oh, he's soft. He's warm. He is alive.

This feels better. Much better.

He sighs.

"Donghae..." Hyukjae says. "I didn't finish the dishes..."

"It's okay," Donghae says. He's aware that Hyukjae enjoys doing the dishes. But he can't let him go now. "Leave them. M-Maybe you can do them to

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HelenDamnation #1
Chapter 24: I keep thinking Saeron must be a very good and kind person. She waited for 30 years for Hyukjae to come back, and she waited alone so that there would be no one to be frightened by him and frighten him back if he ever did come back. It must have been so scary wondering what happened to him after her house
was sold.

I like how you've written her as improving. That's what a military doctor told me about my father when his moods got really erratic -- that at his age, unresolved PTSD was running the show (in his case from what he'd been through in the military), and if there's some way to address that, a whole lot of mental functioning and mood issues suddenly get better. It doesn't magically cure underlying disease, but it makes a truly astonishing difference. And for Saeron, the treatment is knowing Hyukjae is okay and spending time with him.
PenguinLOvers772
#2
Chapter 42: After long time finally got time to read again. Im sorry coz i haven't able to read ur updates in time 😊 always remember you're a great author! Love the relationship between them. 💕
Sharo001
717 streak #3
Chapter 1: So glad I saw this story, I absolutely love the first chapter. You did a wonderful job with setting the tone and introducing the plot - which is so original btw. I can’t wait to read the rest of the chapters.😊
Inseomelody
#4
Chapter 47: Ini cerita yang sangat bagus, aku merasa hangat dengan interaksi Donghae dan Hyukjae. Terimakasih telah membuat cerita yg indah ini 💙
HyukkiBear
#5
Chapter 48: Finally finish reading this. I really love this story. Thank you for sharing. And there’s a sequel **criessss. Thank you so much <3
yanHae15
145 streak #6
Chapter 48: What a pleasant update! 🥰
_b2h86
#7
Chapter 48: OMG!!! Authornim, you are a blessing from the heavens. Thank you so much for this sequel ❤️
Kethryveris
#8
Chapter 48: Yesssssss ! of course when I saw this update I was so happy. This fic is a little gem, so I'll be sure to check out the link. Thanks
HelenDamnation #9
Chapter 48: YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY THERE'S A SEQUEL
HelenDamnation #10
Chapter 47: This is my favorite story on this site.