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''Tic-toc,Tic-toc,Tic-toc.''The clock on my bedroom wall ticked and tocked,teasing me.I am running out of time.Earlier this morning,when i woke up,i found a 2 pieces of concert tickets.But they weren't normal concerts.They were the Second Invasion tickets.

How could Hoya get into my house?

I stared again at the same pace i was a few moments ago.Should i go,or not?

Go,or not?

Go,or not?

I shook my head,remembering back what i've dreamt last night.

That night,i promised to never cry for him again.

Never again.

What happened to that promise,Emily?Was it all a lie to comfort myself?I remembered when i was a kid,i used to take promises seriously.I guess i've changed.

Did i,really?

Why can't life be easier like back then?Back then,the only thing i worried about was loosing my lolipop.

Together with the tickets,2 backstage passes were placed on the table.I held my tears back.A small piece of  lemon coloured paper,slipped out inbetween the tickets.I slowly take it and read.

Come for me.I'll be there.

Your Stalker.

My WHAT got me these tickets.I smiled and cleched the paper to my chest.At least he still cares for me.I slowly gain my momentum as i stood up.I clenched my fists and look at my reflection in the mirror.I looked dead.Pale,skinny,baggy eyes.This wasn't me.This isn't me.

I slowly pulled my hand towards my face to feel if i'm really there.I'm real.This is real.

Life's real.

Face it,Emily.2 years,2 years,is the time you took to forget him.4 years you loved him.2 years to forget.You're not gonna let your hard work to a waste,right?I nod towards myself and continued looking in the mirror.

It's over.We're over.If i ever see him again,I'll declare war.

I walked towards my walk-in closet and smirked.

Time to show who runs the world.

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I didn't feel his presence.I wasn't shadowed.

I am wearing a pair of black laced pantyhose together with a black mini-dress.Due to the cold wind,i wore a long skirty-like overcoat to keep me warm.Uncomfortable with heels,i wore my classic pair of black and white sneakers.I let my blonde curls down,to give a rough look.

I looked at the house address once more before ringing the doorbell.

Here goes nothing.''Ding-dong.''The doorbell ring.

4 years ago.

''It's either him or me,Emily.''Niall,my brother spoke.I stared at him,disbelived.''But Niall!You know how much i love him!''I screamed.''He's nothing but a bastard,Em,he hardly loves you.Th