She laughed so hard at my reaction, I laugh too because of her dolphin laugh that is infectious. She said it was only temporary like 3 months when she regained her memory, but not all of it. We arrived at the restaurant and we started talking about ourselves again, like getting acquainted once more.

B: Solar how's life been for you

S: Hmm... nobody calls me Solar anymore

B: So Yongsun then, but why?

Y: The people around me felt like the Solar they knew is gone

B: Well that's BS 

Y: Im not the same Byul, I cant even speak properly

B: Yeah, you kind of slowed down

Yongsun as I observed when we are talking in the car became somewhat shy, she doesnt talk fast, like she is thinking what she's saying next. She keeps covering her right hand but i dont see any difference. She still the confident girl I once knew only slower. Maybe I havent got too close with her before, for me to say that something has change.

Y: Well that's because I have Aphasia

B: What's that?

Y: Its like my thoughts are in my brain but I cant get it out the way I wanted too

B: Oh, thats hard but anyways besides that lets talk about your love life, do you have someone right now?

Y: Nope, I'm single

'Well thats a relief' I thought

B: What about the guy you talked to me before?

Y: Eric?

B: Yeah, him

Y: Well, we haven't spoken with each other for a long time, he's married but I think he is filing a divorce.

B: Why? He wants to get back to you?

Y: No, even if he did I will not accept him again

Eric is suppose to wait for Yongsun to recover. But there is this saying among law students that they should get married before passing the bar exam or else they wouldnt get married anymore. The time Yongsun was recovering he had an affair and got the girl pregnant, since its near his examination month he decided to marry the girl. Yongsun didnt feel anything about the news since she also forgotten Eric.

Y: But now that I remember a lot about the two of us, it hurts me because i did love him but I dont want to anymore. What about you?

B: Well I dont want to beat around so I'm telling you now that I'm gay

Y: Hmmm okay, so are you in a relationship now?

B: Not anymore its been like 3 months already since we last talk so I dont think I'm that in love with her anymore

Y: So we're the same

B: Yes

We talked about my life with Krystal and sometimes she gives me this look like I'm so dumb. That I wasted a lot with her and she doesnt deserve me. And Yongsun talked about how she wants to move on from Eric, she said that she wrote him a letter and ask his mom to give it to him, but she doesnt know if she gave it to Eric. As far as Eric's mom knows, Yongsun is the reason why the marriage of Eric and his wife didnt work. I told her that its not her fault, Eric can make decisions for himself and he chose to marry the girl because of damn superstition and getting her pregnant. She is out of the reason why it didnt worked out.

We're both having fun so i suggest to go to starbucks and have some coffee. The weather is too cold, I'm glad that we both wore 3 layers of jacket so we dont have to freeze. We ordered some coffee and took a lot of pictures, i told her to pose for me, so I could remember her outfit. She is kinda reluctant because she feels like I'm making fun of her.

B: Yongsun, you have to agree that its only you who can pull this off. For me personally its kind of corny but when you wear it, it just works

Y: I dont know if I want to believe you after everything you said!

B: Oh come on Yong, just one more and then the two of us

Y: Ok fine!

So we took some more...

B: Yong, have you been to the beach during a storm?

Y: Of course not! 

B: Do you wanna go?

Y: Can you give me a valid reason on why should I agree to this?

B: I havent seen a beach during stormy weather, it will be a first for me and you, at least we have a ridiculous memory of us meeting again after 7 years and going there in this weather 

Y: Ok im game

She thought of it for a while before agreeing and that made me happy, someone riding my mood and being ok with it. I remember Krystal being annoyed with me all the time, its like I'm always weighing what I say so that she will not get angry. We went by the beach, and since I only have one umbrella in the car we have to share it. We're soaked and wet, even my socks are wet now, we are standing in front of the ocean, waves splashing, even the wind is knocking our umbrella off our hands and we have to stay close together.

Y: What a brilliant idea you have

B: Are you mocking me?

Y: Yes! we cant even see anything!

B: Hahaha you're right! You want to go back? my socks are wet now

Y: Too bad for you, lucky for me because I'm wearing my rain boots

B: Fashionable and functional

Y: Lets go home

B: Hey, you promised that I can stay at your place, I didnt book a hotel

Y: Urgh! What are we doing now exactly?

B: Going home?

Y: I cant believe this

Yongsun pulled me towards the car and I opened the door for her, we head straight to her house. After we parked she guide me inside and when we enter the house her parents were completely oblivious to who I am.

Y: Ma, Pa this is Byul my friend she'll stay here for the night

B: Good evening Mr and Mrs Kim

Mrs K: Have you eaten dinner?

Y: Not yet Ma

Mrs K: Good, I prepared dinner, go on sit down and lets start eating

Mrs. Kim is very accomodating and smiley person, Mr. Kim is somehow quiet but he doesnt give that serious aura. We had a very good dinner, the food is very delicious and Mrs. Kim keep talking about where she got the ingredients. After we ate, we washed up and prepared for bed. When I entered Yongsun's room, it looked kinda all over the place, there's no space left because there's a lot of things that she owns 

B: Is this the garage?

Y: What? Its my room!

B: These are all your things?

Y: Yes, I havent sort it out because I have no time

B: Seriously? The time you spent with me seems a lot for you to have no time

Y: So your saying that I should clean my room rather than spent time with you?

B: Uhm ok sorry, but where will we sleep?

Y: Hello! On the bed!

B: Are you sure? We are gonna sleep together?

Y: Why? are you gonna do something to me?

B: Of course not! Im not a ert!

Y: So I guess there's no problem right?

B: Right!

Why am I so awkward, as if we havent slept together before. But that was different, I have no feelings for her, then again what am I doing now. What is really my purpose doing here? Do I like her enough to start pursuing her? Looking at Yongsun, I notice that she only use her left hand so I asked

B: Yong, I notice that you dont use your right hand

Y: Oh, I cant move my hand

B: Is it because of the ?

Y: Yes

B: Do you want me to help you prepare the bed

Y: No, you stay there, I'm almost done

'Maybe she doesnt want me to help her' I thought. We climbed on the bed after she's done and we started looking through our phones. I messaged Wheein that I'm already at Yong's house and getting ready to sleep. I turn off my phone say goodnight to Yongsun and then fall asleep.

My eyes stayed shut, I can feel an arm across my abs, I became aware of my surroundings and remembered that I'm in Yongsun's bed, so definitely this is her arm. I'm still sleepy so I continued sleeping. I feel sweaty, why is it hot? I opened my eyes and saw Yongsun so close to me. My mind wants to hug her and kiss her forehead, but she's not mine, she's just a friend. So I woke her up.

Y: Uhmm... good morning

B: Good morning sunshine

We smiled to each other and we keep staring, Yongsun is so beautiful, her chubby cheeks I want to pinch it, her eyes also looking into mine, she also has a very cute nose. Without hesitation I caress her cheek and pinch it

Y: Yah!!!! It hurts!

B: Hihihi its so fluffy I'm gonna die!

Y: What are you 5?

B: Yes

I started baby talk and Yongsun cant stop laughing

Y: Wait! I have something to show you

She left the bed and rummage through her things and when she came back she showed a picture of me 7 years ago

B: Why do you have that?

Y: Did you know, when they gave me my wallet back then, there are only two pictures in it. One was Eric's and the other is yours

B: Really!? But I dont remember giving this to you

Y: I remember that you give it to me, who had amnesia between the two of us?

I was looking at it and wonder why would it have to be me in that wallet, does it say something? Anyway this is all too much to think about and to put into heart, and I wonder why would I do something like that. Yongsun have someone to meet at lunch so we prepared and wash up and then had breakfast that Mrs. Kim made for us.

We got into the car and drive towards the near mall where her friends are waiting for her. 

Y: Are you really going home now

B: Yes I have work tomorrow, I really had a great time with you

Y: Me too

Yongsun grab my arm as if she doesnt want to let go

B: Do you have separation anxiety?

Y: I dont know, why?

B: You dont want me to go right

She nodded

B: I promise I'll be here every chance I get, I will message you too everyday

Y: Promise?

B: You dont have to give those puppy eyes, I will visit you again ok?

Y: Ok

B: Go, your friends are waiting for you

Y: You take care Byul, Bye!

B: Bye!

We hug each other and I started the car again, I drove back to Daegu with new feelings that I know I'll never let go.