Solar wants to meet me and like an excited teenager I also want to meet her again after all these years. But having to wait for a message is taking too long, sometimes she replies after a week or instantly, Solar is so unpredictable in deciding when to talk that its so hard to really find time.

B: So when can we meet? Can we do it like this week

S: I cant, I have a meeting, what about next week

B: I have a convention that time 

S: Either we do it next next week or non at all because I have to go to Vietnam next month and I dont know when I'll come back

Time is so conflicting with our situation that I decided to agree with her suggestion. But she didnt message me at all after that, I was doubting if I should continue or just ignore everything. The week that we are suppose to meet is going smoothly, by Monday she informed me that she will be waiting for me. But after that I received nothing again, since she said that she'll be waiting made me solidify my decision and stick with. 

As if the heavens try to prevent us from meeting again, a strong storm is headed by Busan that weekend. Neither of us is messaging each other to back down. In my mind, if we cant see each other today, we cant see each other ever again. Then I realize that I'm risking my life for something that I dont know what will happen and why was I actually want to do it like my life depended on it. Its not that Solar express her feelings for me, when all I have a hold on her are simple messages that has been sent over a week. 'Am I that pathetic?' I'm close to Dahee for god sakes and I'm risking my life for a person that I havent met for seven years. Even Wheein is getting frustrated at me

W: Do you really have to go?

B: Yes

W: Why? what's with her? I havent met her but I hate her already

B: Whee dont be like that, I just want to see her, we havent met for so long

W: Do you like her

B: I will be lying if I say I dont, but I dont know, last time we saw each other she has some guy 

W: Oh my god unnie! are there no other girls around? If you pursue Dahee unnie I wouldnt object

B: Dahee is just a friend Whee, I dont fantasize on being with someone like her, she's different, and I cant risk it with Dahee 

W: I didnt know that thats what you feel about her. I thought you like her

B: Yes I like her, but just someone I admire, besides her world is different from mine

W: Okay but I have to meet this Solar that you are talking about. Cant believe we've been friends for so long and I just heard about her now

B: Yes Whee I will

W: Take care on your way tomorrow, message me if you need me

B: Okay pup.

I decided to drive to Busan, I started early so that I can be there by noon. I dont think I'll be able to drive faster with this storm, so its better to be careful because I'm already risking my safety with this meeting. I message Wheein that I'm almost half way to Busan when I had a stop over and the pup was relieved that I message her. After that I continued to drive and when I'm almost in Busan, I message Solar that I'm near and she told me that we meet somewhere, so I directly went to the coffee shop that she talked about and wait for her there.

It took awhile before she arrived, I already finished my coffee because its so cold due to the storm and maybe she had a hard time coming here. So I waited a bit and in the distance I saw a girl wearing a pink beret, red coat and pink boots. Just seeing that kind of clothes reminded me of her. Solar is a very fashionable person, everytime I see her, she has this distinct fashion that always work for her. During our convention in Busan that time, she wore a swimsuit, pants, white furry jacket and furry boots. Now that I saw a girl wearing that kind of clothes from afar made me realize that its Solar. I'm so excited so I went out of the coffee shop and met her with her friend

B: Hi!

S: Hello

Something isnt right with this meeting, Solar looked like a scared person. Her body language was so awkward that she is clinging to her friend like she doesnt want to let go. So I thought maybe I'm too excited that I scared the crap out of her so I tone it down.

B: Hello, I'm Byul 

I told Solar's friend

S: Oh sorry, Byul this is Chorong, Chorong this is Byul

C: Hi! nice to meet you

B: Same

I shook Chorong's hand and smiled, then I look at Solar and initiate her to take my hand so we can go somewhere. She hesitates at first, she looks at Chorong and encourage her to go. So in my mind i was asking myself 'What the hell is happening?' We have met a lot and have some kind of connection and 7 years later this is how awkward its going to be. When Chorong left I asked Solar

B: So where do you want to go?

S: Anywhere, are you hungry? Its almost lunch time.

B: Yes I'm hungry, I just waited for you so we can have lunch together

S: Okay, what do you feel like eating

B: Steak

S: Go to this restaurant they have steak there

B: Okay, so what happened to you? you said your life turned 360 degrees

S: Where did we left off?

B: In the hospital 7 years ago

S: Oh that! Well I had another operation

Solar didnt elaborate the whole process of the operation since from her point of view she just laid on the hospital bed and the doctors just did whatever they have to do to her.

B: So if you had another one are you okay now?

S: If you mean my heart, yes its ok now but after the operation something happened

B: What?

S: Some negligence on their part, they thought I was recovering well, after I woke up, me and my siblings are talking and laughing so they thought I'm fine, so they remove my heart pump

B: Isnt that too early? You're just recovering

S: Yeah after 3 days they stopped it and then a lot of staff were on vacation because its christmas, even my doctors, so I had a

B: What! 

So I'm so pissed off, I never knew things could really happen like that. And its a hospital they should monitor at least a week!

S: I dont know what happened, my mom says I cant move my right limbs so they said I had a because they stop the pump, the blood clots from my heart went to my brain and cause brain damage, so only half of my brain is functioning, then after that I had amnesia

B: What! Seriously! Please tell me I travelled all the way here in this storm for you to not know me

She smiled sheepishly, as if looking at me having a nervous breakdown

S: Of course I remember you, but not that well

B: Oh !