True Colors

Beauty Behind The Madness
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'Come show me your true colors. Paint me a picture with your true colors. These are the questions of a new lover'
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Jaebum groaned in his sleep, turning his head side to side in the deep plush pillow. He slowly opened his eyes only to be met with a bright white ceiling. He furrowed his brow in confusion. He carefully sat up and looked around the unfamiliar room.

The room was fairly bright with the sun beaming through the window. It was a simple clan room with papers and books stacked against the corners and a backpack right by the door. “What the heck hap…” his voice trailed as the memory of the other night returned to him. “Youngjae.”

“I need to find him.”

Before he could climb out the bed, the bedroom door opened. “Oh! You’re awake!” The boy grinned, looking relieved. Jaebum looked at him in even more confusion. He was the guy from last night. “Did you bring me here?” He questioned. The stranger nodded and sat down in the chair next to the bed.

“You passed out last night. You had lost a lot of blood. You insisted that I not take you to the hospital, so I took you here and patched up your wound the best I could.” He explained.

Jaebum reached for his neck and felt the thick bandages with his fingers. “Thankfully the bleeding stopped, but you’ll need to go to the hospital to get it stitched up.” The boy advised.

Jaebum opened his mouth to decline but stopped himself. He couldn’t tell him that his injuries were already healed. There was no way he could explain to the human that he was a wolf. Nor could he openly reject the idea. He’d most likely become suspicious or try to force him to go. It was best to say nothing at all. “Thank you.” Jaebum thanked him instead. “How were you able to stop the bleeding?” he asked curiously.

The stranger shrugged. “It was nothing really. I’m a med student, so I had a basic idea of what to do. But you owe me new towels and sheets.” He teased. Jaebum nodded, “I’ll go ahead and buy some. I’m sorry for the inconvenience.” He was about to stand when the stranger quickly stopped him, “I was just kidding. You don’t have to.”

“I do. You helped me when you didn’t have to.” Jaebum said, remaining monotonous. “Eh, well, I couldn’t leave you there to bleed to death.” The human rubbed the back of his neck bashfully. “I still owe you.” Jaebum tried to stand, only to have the boy stop him again. “But! You can’t leave yet!”

Jaebum narrowed his eyes at him suspiciously. “B-Because you need to rest. Like I said, you lost a lot of blood from the time we bumped into each other to when I got you here, and who knows how much you lost before then. You were out for a day and a half.” He explained.

Jaebum’s eyes widened at the news. I was out for that long? “That’s why you need to rest a little longer. Your body is exhausted.” The stranger told him. Jaebum felt perfectly fine, but he had no choice but to go along with it. He could always sneak out at night anyway. “Fine.” He sighed. This was the last thing he needed. He needed to see Youngjae.

“Good. You can leave in two days.”

“What?” Jaebum was thrown off by the given time limit. “I might not be a doctor or med student, but I doubt I have to rest two days just to go home.” Jaebum casted his suspicions. The stranger laughed uneasily, “Well…I kinda want to use you for my presentation. I uh, took a picture of your wound while you were out cold, and I want to track you healing and recovery over the next few days. That’s when most of the healing action occurs. I already took notes so far and everything.” The stranger showed him his notes that were on his lap.

Jaebum stared at him in disbelief. Is he serious right now? The boy noticed this and rubbed the back of his neck in embarrassment. “You must think I’ weird or stupid.”

“Why would you want a stranger to stay in your house for a few days? You saw my injury. You don’t know what kind of business I’m in.” The wolf questioned. “That’s kinda what I wanted to ask you.” The stranger responded.

Jaebum raised an eyebrow.

“How do you know who I am?” The stranger asked.

“What?”

“You were calling my name the other night, like you were looking for me or something.” He explained.

“I wasn’t looking for you. I was looking or someone else.” Jaebum answered plainly. The stranger’s cheeks burned red. “Oh. Hahaha! I guess it was just a misunderstanding.” He laughed.

Jaebum was taken aback by the human’s laugh. It was contagious and completely warmed the atmosphere. “Well, my name is Choi Youngjae.” He beamed, holding his hand out for a handshake.

Jaebum blinked dumbfounded but took the human’s hand anyway. “You can call me JB.” He said, not wanting to give away his real name to the weird stranger. “Its nice to meet you Jb.” Youngjae smiled. Jaebum nodded, “I guess I can stay for two more days. He muttered.

“Really?” Youngjae brightened up.

“Yeh.” Jaebum nodded. He didn’t understand why he gave in, but he found it strangely difficult to turn down the bright-eyed boy. “Great! I’ll make you something to eat and then I’ll check your blood pressure.” Youngjae jumped from his seat and ran out the room.

Jaebum ran his fingers through his hair and sighed. “What the heck am I doing?” He looked around and found his phone on the night stand. He picked up the device to see that he had several missed calls from Jinyoung and a few from Changkyun. He texted his cousin to inform hi m that he was okay and then called Jinyoung, knowing that a simple text message wouldn’t appease him.

“Where the heck are you? What have you been doing? Do you know how many time’s I’ve called you? I was starting to think the worst.” The beta answered.

“I’m sorry Jinyoung.” “Sorry my . Sorry isn’t gonna cut it Jae. You really had me worried.” Jinyoung sighed. “I know. I’m kinda stuck in a weird situation, but I’m fine. I’ll be back in the village in a couple of days. I’m in the city right now.” Jaebum informed. “What happened?” Jinyoung questioned. “I’ll explain when I get back. It’s too weird to explain over the phone. But how is everything over there? How’s Zelo getting along? Did Yongguk and Shownu get back? And is Youngjae there?” Jaebum quizzed his own questions.

There was an unsettling pause on the other end. “A lot has happened Jaebum. We just had Ms. Choi’s funeral this morning, and Zelo didn’t take it well. He’s doing better now that Yongguk is back though. And as for Shownu…he didn’t make it back. He…he was killed by someone from Midnight Shadow.” Jinyoung informed regretfully.

Jaebum froze, not believing his ears. “What?” “His funeral is at the end of the week.” Jinyoung said, not wanting to go into detail. “Okay.” Jaebum decided not to push it. It was still sensitive, and he’d find out more later. “And Youngjae?”

“He’s been…weird.” Jinyoung confessed. Jaebum was relieved that the omega was back at the village. “I think he knew about Shownu’s death before anyone else, but I feel like there’s more to it.” Jinyoung explained. Jaebum hummed in agreement. They both had a hunch that it had something to do with the alpha of the Eastern province.

“I couldn’t even tell him about you missing. He asked me if I’d seen you. I told him that I met you in the city yesterday and that you were staying at your apartment. I was honestly afraid of what might’ve happened if he tried to call you and find out that you weren’t answering. This morning he was starting to grow suspicious of my lie. You should probably give him a call later today.” The beta advised. “I will. Thank you for covering for me.”

“Jaebum, I’m not going to lie for you guys anymore.” Jinyoung suddenly said, his tone stone serious. “I’m worried. After hearing about Shownu’s death, I’ve been doing some thinking. We’re not as safe as we think we are. Any one of us can be gone like that. I don’t want to lie and put you in danger. I want you to be okay and alive.” Jinyoung’s voice faltered toward the end. “I understand Jinyoung. I’m sorry.”

“Don’t apologize to me idiot

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daemchuu
#1
Chapter 32: youngjae is a very interesting character. he's not the typical protagonist, he's flawed but that's what makes him interesting. he's so closed off and always tries to hide his emotions and some of his actions made me frown but they're kind of justified once we learned what he'd had to go through as a child. i wish he hadn't killed jessica tho, she was pretty nice to him. but jaejoong killing leeteuk was uncalled for either. im glad they finally realized that avenging their loved ones by killing one another would benefit nobody.
daehyun's definitely the hero in this story. he managed to see through youngjae's walls and see that he needed help. he was so persistent and didn't give up on youngjae even when he himself was hurt from losing his loved ones and the thought of youngjae not caring about him. im glad it paid off in the end and they managed to find happiness after everything they had been through. i also love how youngjae didn't magically transform into a happy go lucky person. to me it shows that his wounds are too deep for them to completely heal in such a short amount of time. it took a lot of sacrifice from daehyun's part to get him to warm up to daehyun after all. but im sure he'll only get better now that he has daehyun and their kid by his side! all the conflicts have been resolved and there will be no more killings (hopefully) so they can all live in peace now
that was such a beautiful story. the daejae fandom certainly doesn't have enough good wolf aus so thank you so much for writing this!
MrFelopoh
#2
Chapter 32: OH MY GOD YAAAAS! THANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOU! This has been everything I wanted for this fanfic. Once again I appretiate your dedication and hard work. I love this ending better! I feel like I finally can died in peace heheh. I feel happy for Chankyun and Kihyun, and their happy ending. After everything they've been through this is a much needed finale! I think I mentioned before that I loved each interaction 2jae had during this fic. All over again, you were able to make me smile while reading about them. I am happy to see that they are closer and more comfortable with each other, even though I would have liked to read about youngjae's surprise to see JB turning into a werewolf, I am still happy with their evolution! that's enough for me :) Last, but not least, Daejae <3 I said this before but I am so glad that they were able to reach their happy ending. Their beautiful and small family is everything this story needed to ended perfectly! Once again, Thank you dear, for your great efforts, and to give us this exciting, funny, and refreshing ending! <3
damchuu
#3
Chapter 32: Omg o(≧v≦)o u update, Author-nim thank you so much ^ω^ I miss DaeJae so much *\(^o^)/*
Daejae_shipper #4
Chapter 32: Yay you updated
MrFelopoh
#5
Chapter 31: Hi! I'm new to this story, and now that I've read it 'till the end I'd like to say some things. WHAT A GREAT STORY! In the past, I remeber reading WOLF AU stories, but they never fully entertained me. However, I've found my self desperately reading this! it was so interesting and amazing the way you portrait the rivalry among the Silver Moon and the Midnight Shadow pack. If I am to be honest, I cried. I cried a lot while reading this. YOU GOT ME LIKE UGLY CRYING...(my sister had to bring me water and tissues because of it) Each death was harder to take as the story developed towards the end, adding suspense to every moment. If I think about it carefully, the moments that got me really hard was Minhyuk and Bang's deaths. I guess at some point I thought we were going to stop reading about friends dying, but I was so carried away by every other detail that I couldn't believe it at first. After Zelo's mom died, and Yongguk taking care of him, I felt at ease, BUT THEN YOU DECIDED IT WAS OKAY TO KILL HIM (sorry for the outburst, but it still hurts) Jessica's death was unexpected and unnecessary (in my humble opinion) I could somehow feel Tiffany's pain the whole scene and it only made my heart ache even more. Sometimes, I didn't know which clan was better. I tried to be objective and avoid picking sides, but Youngjae's decisions made it hard for me to be on his side. I felt terribly sadden by his story though. I think I might get what he was feeling from time to time, and I think you were able to describe well the duality he was facing. His mother, the weight of the clan, his responsabilities, his inner desires, everything was undeniably heartbreaking from his point of you, and if you wanted to showcase something like mentalhealth, you should know that you did an excellent work. I think the parts I enjoyed the most were those when youngjae fought with his mom's voice in his head. The lines in-between youngjae's scream made it so sureal AND real (at the same time) that from time to time it scared the hell outta me. WELL DONE! One of the other aspects I was delighted with was the inclusion of so many characters! I like fanfics that mixed many other kpop groups because it provides more variety to the story and the reader. For example, Girls' Generation and BAP are my ultimate everything!! and reading this made me so happy. I just wish, their story wasn't so sad, and they would enjoyed more than they'd suffered. BUT in general, I loved their exchanges. The story had moments where I found myself smiling, crying, and laughing. For instance, Jaebum and Choi Youngjae. I think their interactions and moments were the ones that had me laughing some times. I like a sassy and real Youngjae to say the least. I also found JB and Coco's interactions really hilarious, and made forget about all the headaches and amount of stress the story was giving me. I just wish we had more information about their ending. Please, don't get me wrong, I love this ending! I think both, Youngjae and Daehyun, deserved this much needed end, whereas there are some details I just wish we would have more details about. Kihyun and Changkyun for example. But...ANYWAY! I love it entirely! Thank you so much for sharing your story with us! <3 take good care!
Karly155 #6
PS I am a new fan of your work!
After reading The Third Snow Prince, I was excited to read all your stories!
Karly155 #7
I stayed up all night readying this!
It was an emotional roller coaster but it was worth it! There was a lot of sadness in this story, but that reminds me of life. In the end, I was happy the characters found their own way. Thank you for sharing your story here!
Bts___mochi__ #8
Are you going to make another daejae fic?
damchuu
#9
Chapter 31: Omg !!!! This ending is so beautiful, daejae together n all 030 thz q so kmuch
gwenimnida
#10
Chapter 31: Ndhsjsjwksjdbdybeiajsudn cant wait for another story. Thank youuu