All I Know

Beauty Behind The Madness
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'Sleep with one eye open. I'm terrified to get my heart broke.'

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“They’ll probably come today. You said that Jessica was the next head alpha of the pack. They’ll definitely attack right away.” Jaebum explained. He and Youngjae were in the living area of the alpha’s cabin discussing their next move.

“They are coming.” Youngjae said knowingly. He felt the changes in Daehyun’s emotions. He was heartbroken. That brokenness then turned to anger, then to something fiercer. That was his indicator.

Jaebum thought to himself. “If that’s the case. You should stay behind.” He finally said. Youngjae frowned at him. “Youngjae, listen. If they come, the chief will probably be there. Hs daughter was killed.” Jaebum stressed. “If he comes. Let him come.” Youngjae brushed off. “Young-,” “Jaebum, I am the leader of this pack now. I will not stay behind just because I’m an omega. My father was already dying, and he still went out alone to protect the pack. And that’s what I’m going to do.” Youngjae cut him off.

Before Jaebum could argue back, the front door opened. “Sorry I’m late. But I brought some friends who want to help.” Jinyoung entered, followed by Wonho, Hyungwon, and Changkyun.

Youngjae raised an eyebrow as they all sat down. “You told them?” Jaebum asked. “We figured you guys were up to something.” Wonho said. “And we want to help. This is out battle too.” He said, getting serious. “Where’s Kihyun?” Youngjae asked.

“He’s with my mom, he’s helping her with Zelo. He doesn’t know anything about this.’ Hyungwon assured him.

Youngjae nodded.

“So, what’s up?” Wonho asked.

“Midnight Shadow is on their way here.” Youngjae answered. The three nodded, understanding what that meant.

“We’ll meet them outside the village’s borders. So, the fight will be far enough from the village, so no one else is at the risk of getting help. I don’t think they’re gonna be a lot of them, so we should be fine in holding them away from everyone else.” Youngjae began.

He spent the next 10 minutes explaining his plan to everyone with a few inputs from Jaebum ever now and then.

“Don’t hesitate. Kill anyone that attacks you. I want everyone to be able to return to their families.” Youngjae stressed when he finished. “Protect yourselves and each other.” The others nodded in understanding. “Are you going to be fighting too?” Changkyun asked curiously. The young chief leader nodded. “Oh.” He said. “Don’t’ worry about me. Just protect yourselves and each other.” Youngjae reiterated, earning a sigh from Jaebum.

“Any questions?” Youngjae asked. The others shook their heads. “Good. They’ll be here any minute. Let’s get ready to go.” On his last statement, everyone stood up and left the cabin.

“Changkyun.” Youngjae stopped the alpha before he could leave. “Yeah?” The younger turned around. “Here.” Youngjae handed him an envelope.

Changkyun was confused, but took it anyway, “What is this?”

“It’s for Kihyun. Don’t let him open it until tonight, after the sun has set.” Youngjae instructed throwing the alpha into further confusion. “I will.” He promised anyway. “I don’t want you to come with us.” Youngjae continued. “I want you to stay here.”

“What?”

“You have a crush on my brother, right?”

Changkyun’s face turned red at the elder’s accusation. Youngjae looked at him expectantly. “Y-Y-Yeh.” Changkyun rubbed the back of his neck, unable to make eye contact.

“That’s why I’m leaving this job to you. I want you to stay here and protect my brother, just in case. Make sure he stays here and doesn’t go looking for us. Don’t tell him about anything, we’re doing until we get back.”

Changkyun was surprised by the instructions. “Shouldn’t he know?” He asked.

“No. If he finds out, then he’ll come looking for us.” Youngjae said.

Changkyun nodded in complete understanding. “I won’t tell him.”

“Distract him as much as you can, so he won’t get suspicious. And when he reads the letter. Please make him listen to what I wrote. You have to make sure he does what I say. Please. Nothing can happen to him. He can’t get hurt.”

Changkyun’s eyes widened. He saw the desperation in his new leader’s eyes. He was practically begging him. Changkyun straightened up. “I will. You can count on me. I’ll make absolutely nothing happens to him.” He promised whole-heartedly. He was already going to protect him. But he was more determined.

Youngjae nodded, “Thank you.” A wave of relief washed over him. “You know, I never liked anyone who crushed on my brother. But I like you.” Youngjae gave him a genuine smile. “You’re just what he needs. Make my brother happy.” He patted the Youngjae’s shoulder and left the now red-faced alpha.

 

 

It didn’t take them long to prepared. Youngjae informed Ms. Chae that they were heading out for a little bit and put her in charge of the pack for the day. Youngjae stopped to say goodbye to his brother. “You sure you don’t want me to come with you?” Kihyun asked. “I’m sure. You stay here.” Youngjae assured him.

Kihyun frowned. “I don’t like you going around doing everything on your own. I can help you; you know.” He said. Youngjae gave him a gentle smile, “I know you can. And I’m sorry. I’m just afraid of anything happening to you.” He confessed. Kihyun’s shoulder’s dropped, “I know. But I worry about you too. I don’t want you to take the burden all on your own. And I don’t want anything to happen to you either.” He pouted. “I’m sorry, but I’m the leader. And as leader I say that you’re not allowed to worry about me. “Youngjae ruffled his hair. “Yah.” Kihyun swatted his hand away.

Youngjae laughed at this, “You have helped a lot. More than you know.” he finally said. Kihyun scoffed at this. “Well, I want to help more.” He said. “You will. Soon.” Youngjae winked. “But I have to go.” He gave his brother one last hug. “Just remember and know. You’re strong, and you can do anything, so much more than me. That’s why everything I do is to protect you.” Youngjae whispered in his ear. And with that he left the cabin to join Jaebum, Jinyoung, and the others.

 

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The group circled the perimeter a few times before heading further away from their pack. Jaebum and Wonho were already in their wolf forms, walking on either ends of the group. Youngjae was in the middle with Jinyoung and Hyungwon on either side of them.

Jaebum and Wonho growled after having walked 30 minutes away from the village. Jinyoung, Youngjae, and Hyungwon stopped as well. “They’re here.” Youngjae announced.

Jinyoung and Hyungwon immediately shifted into their wolf forms.

At that moment the Midnight shadow members emerged from the bushes. Jaebum and Jinyoung growled more threateningly, recognizing Daehyun who was stood in the middle.

Daehyun and Youngjae locked eyes. The tension between their glares were strong as emotions swirled back and forth through their bond. “I’ll give you one chance, because that’s what my father would’ve wanted.” Youngjae narrowed his eyes at Daehyun. “Leave now, and everyone can leave unharmed.”

Bambam scoffed at his words. “You killed our friends!” He barked.

Youngjae dragged his attention to the younger alpha. “And you killed our friends and my father.” He retorted calmly. “And rightfully so!” Bambam snapped back.

A crooked smile etched on Youngjae’s lips. “Is that so?” He cocked his head to the side. “So then, I guess I should go for your parents next.”

Bambam growled at this. “You little.” He shifted into his wolf and jumped at the omega, but Hyungwon intercepted him, slamming him back to the ground. Yugyeom transformed to help his friend, but Wonho jumped on him before he could get close.

Youngjae cocked an eyebrow when Himchan and Jongup both transformed as well. “I see. So, this is your answer?” He questioned. Daehyun took a step forward toward the silver moon leader. However, Jaebum blocked his path.

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daemchuu
#1
Chapter 32: youngjae is a very interesting character. he's not the typical protagonist, he's flawed but that's what makes him interesting. he's so closed off and always tries to hide his emotions and some of his actions made me frown but they're kind of justified once we learned what he'd had to go through as a child. i wish he hadn't killed jessica tho, she was pretty nice to him. but jaejoong killing leeteuk was uncalled for either. im glad they finally realized that avenging their loved ones by killing one another would benefit nobody.
daehyun's definitely the hero in this story. he managed to see through youngjae's walls and see that he needed help. he was so persistent and didn't give up on youngjae even when he himself was hurt from losing his loved ones and the thought of youngjae not caring about him. im glad it paid off in the end and they managed to find happiness after everything they had been through. i also love how youngjae didn't magically transform into a happy go lucky person. to me it shows that his wounds are too deep for them to completely heal in such a short amount of time. it took a lot of sacrifice from daehyun's part to get him to warm up to daehyun after all. but im sure he'll only get better now that he has daehyun and their kid by his side! all the conflicts have been resolved and there will be no more killings (hopefully) so they can all live in peace now
that was such a beautiful story. the daejae fandom certainly doesn't have enough good wolf aus so thank you so much for writing this!
MrFelopoh
#2
Chapter 32: OH MY GOD YAAAAS! THANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOU! This has been everything I wanted for this fanfic. Once again I appretiate your dedication and hard work. I love this ending better! I feel like I finally can died in peace heheh. I feel happy for Chankyun and Kihyun, and their happy ending. After everything they've been through this is a much needed finale! I think I mentioned before that I loved each interaction 2jae had during this fic. All over again, you were able to make me smile while reading about them. I am happy to see that they are closer and more comfortable with each other, even though I would have liked to read about youngjae's surprise to see JB turning into a werewolf, I am still happy with their evolution! that's enough for me :) Last, but not least, Daejae <3 I said this before but I am so glad that they were able to reach their happy ending. Their beautiful and small family is everything this story needed to ended perfectly! Once again, Thank you dear, for your great efforts, and to give us this exciting, funny, and refreshing ending! <3
damchuu
#3
Chapter 32: Omg o(≧v≦)o u update, Author-nim thank you so much ^ω^ I miss DaeJae so much *\(^o^)/*
Daejae_shipper #4
Chapter 32: Yay you updated
MrFelopoh
#5
Chapter 31: Hi! I'm new to this story, and now that I've read it 'till the end I'd like to say some things. WHAT A GREAT STORY! In the past, I remeber reading WOLF AU stories, but they never fully entertained me. However, I've found my self desperately reading this! it was so interesting and amazing the way you portrait the rivalry among the Silver Moon and the Midnight Shadow pack. If I am to be honest, I cried. I cried a lot while reading this. YOU GOT ME LIKE UGLY CRYING...(my sister had to bring me water and tissues because of it) Each death was harder to take as the story developed towards the end, adding suspense to every moment. If I think about it carefully, the moments that got me really hard was Minhyuk and Bang's deaths. I guess at some point I thought we were going to stop reading about friends dying, but I was so carried away by every other detail that I couldn't believe it at first. After Zelo's mom died, and Yongguk taking care of him, I felt at ease, BUT THEN YOU DECIDED IT WAS OKAY TO KILL HIM (sorry for the outburst, but it still hurts) Jessica's death was unexpected and unnecessary (in my humble opinion) I could somehow feel Tiffany's pain the whole scene and it only made my heart ache even more. Sometimes, I didn't know which clan was better. I tried to be objective and avoid picking sides, but Youngjae's decisions made it hard for me to be on his side. I felt terribly sadden by his story though. I think I might get what he was feeling from time to time, and I think you were able to describe well the duality he was facing. His mother, the weight of the clan, his responsabilities, his inner desires, everything was undeniably heartbreaking from his point of you, and if you wanted to showcase something like mentalhealth, you should know that you did an excellent work. I think the parts I enjoyed the most were those when youngjae fought with his mom's voice in his head. The lines in-between youngjae's scream made it so sureal AND real (at the same time) that from time to time it scared the hell outta me. WELL DONE! One of the other aspects I was delighted with was the inclusion of so many characters! I like fanfics that mixed many other kpop groups because it provides more variety to the story and the reader. For example, Girls' Generation and BAP are my ultimate everything!! and reading this made me so happy. I just wish, their story wasn't so sad, and they would enjoyed more than they'd suffered. BUT in general, I loved their exchanges. The story had moments where I found myself smiling, crying, and laughing. For instance, Jaebum and Choi Youngjae. I think their interactions and moments were the ones that had me laughing some times. I like a sassy and real Youngjae to say the least. I also found JB and Coco's interactions really hilarious, and made forget about all the headaches and amount of stress the story was giving me. I just wish we had more information about their ending. Please, don't get me wrong, I love this ending! I think both, Youngjae and Daehyun, deserved this much needed end, whereas there are some details I just wish we would have more details about. Kihyun and Changkyun for example. But...ANYWAY! I love it entirely! Thank you so much for sharing your story with us! <3 take good care!
Karly155 #6
PS I am a new fan of your work!
After reading The Third Snow Prince, I was excited to read all your stories!
Karly155 #7
I stayed up all night readying this!
It was an emotional roller coaster but it was worth it! There was a lot of sadness in this story, but that reminds me of life. In the end, I was happy the characters found their own way. Thank you for sharing your story here!
Bts___mochi__ #8
Are you going to make another daejae fic?
damchuu
#9
Chapter 31: Omg !!!! This ending is so beautiful, daejae together n all 030 thz q so kmuch
gwenimnida
#10
Chapter 31: Ndhsjsjwksjdbdybeiajsudn cant wait for another story. Thank youuu