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Beauty Behind The Madness
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'Ooh, said you wanna be good but you couldn't keep your composure. Ooh, said you wanna be good but you're begging me to come over'

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A month and a half passed and, without fail, Daehyun traveled to the north twice a week to visit Youngjae. Sometimes he showed up unannounced and was thankful to always find the omega. Youngjae didn’t think much of it. He’d grown used to the alpha’s unexpected visits. Eventually, he began to wait for him, wondering when the alpha would come next. It was quite entertaining for him. For he knew every time Daehyun was away from home, the more doubt grew in his girlfriend’s mind, and Daehyun was completely unaware of it.

Youngjae wondered if the doubt was tormenting her now, and if so, if he should try to put an end to it soon. But at the same time, Daehyun’s visits were like a breath of fresh air for him. Strangely, he felt more at ease in the elder’s presence and he was able to tune out his tormenting thoughts.

“Don’t you think I should be choosing my fun now?” Youngjae asked. They were sat at ta booth in a 50’s themed diner. Daehyun ordered them both a large vanilla shake, topped with a mountain of whipped cream and a cherry on top, along with a basket of fries for them to share. Daehyun had caught Youngjae on his lunch break from work and took him there to eat.

“Oh. We’re still doing that?” Daehyun questioned, taking a spoonful from his milkshake.

Youngjae studied him. “You don’t think it ended because you’ve been doing most of what you want?”

Daehyun shrugged, “Not exactly. I’ve been doing what we want.”

Youngjae raised an eyebrow.

“I’m sure you’ve been having fun too.” Daehyun smiled.

Youngjae scoffed, “You believe everything you see?” He grabbed a fry from the basket.

Daehyun leaned back in the booth and watched the younger carefully. The omega took another fry, chewing it slowly before taking a sip from his milkshake. A large smile grew on Daehyun’s lips. The omega just proved his point without even knowing it. But he didn’t dare say this to him.

“This game should just end. I’m having too much fun.” Daehyun smiled. “The higher you go, the harder you’ll fall~.” Youngjae hummed, taking another sip from his drink. “Not when I have you to catch me.” Daehyun countered.

Youngjae frowned at his words. He reached for the longest fry and dipped it int o the alpha’s milkshake. “Oops. Looks like I ruined your shake.”

Daehyun only smiled, “I’m always up for something new.” He leaned forward and bit into the ice cream covered fry in the omega’s hands.

Youngjae’s eyes widened. He immediately dropped what was left of the fry onto the table. “Gross.” He didn’t expect him to do such a thing. Daehyun’s face contorted as he swallowed. “That was gross.” He agreed with a shiver. “Oh well. Now I know not to try that again.” He smiled. “Unless you ask me to.”

Youngjae stared at him in disbelief. “Why are you like this?” He ran his fingers through his hair. Daehyun laughed in response. “Why are you even here? Don’t you work?” Youngjae questioned, deciding to change the subject. “I do work.” Daehyun answered. “I work under my dad’s company.”

“Shouldn’t you be there instead of skipping every week?”

Daehyun shrugged, “It doesn’t necessarily matter. I don’t get paid for the amount of work I do. I’m practically just there for good measure and to know the business. My sister is the one who’s inheriting the business anyway. They won’t miss me if I’m gone two days out of the week>”

Youngjae cocked a surprised eyebrow. “You don’t get paid?”

“Not what I’m supposed to get, no. I only get enough to use to go out with. I had to save up for years before I could even buy my car. It’s my mom’s doing. He doesn’t want me to buy my own place in the city. After my sister got her own place again his will, he had my father cut my pay short, so I wouldn’t be able to do the same.” Daehyun explained.

“What?” Youngjae laughed, “Don’t you think that’s unfair?”

“At first I was mad. But I understand his concern. He’s lost too many people in his life. He’s just scared. So, I don’t mind it too much. Plus, it gives me a little more freedom of how many days I miss work. Since half of the stuff I do, I don’t get paid for.” Daehyun beamed.

Youngjae huffed, leaning back in the leather booth. However, he understood where the elder was coming from. He could buy his own place in the city if he wanted to. He could buy his own car to drive anywhere he wanted to. If he wanted to. But he didn’t d an of those things, knowing the stress it’d put on his father. Plus, he rather be as close as possible to his family, as much as possible. “So, you use that freedom to come here.” He said.

Daehyun thought about it before nodding. “But not with your girlfriend.” Youngjae accused.

“What?” Daehyun was caught off guard.

Youngjae looked into Daehyun’s eyes and laughed. He reached out and traced his finger along the alpha’s jawline. “You haven’t noticed, but I have. You’ve changed.” He began.

“You look at me differently. Your intentions have changed, and you keep making excuses for it. First you wanted to get to know me. Now you claim you want to help me.”

Daehyun’s eyes widened in surprise. He tried to be careful so that the younger didn’t catch on to the fact that he was trying to help him. Youngjae noticed this and laughed again. “You think I’m an idiot? Daehyun. I can see right through you.” He tilted his head to the side. “I think you’re the one who needs help.”

His finger stopped at the alpha’s chin and moved up to his lips. He pressed his thumb into his lower lip. “You don’t think I can feel your wolf calling for me?” He said. “You can’t possibly keep coming to me and still claim that you have a girlfriend.” A smirk grew on his lips.

He pulled Daehyun forward and stood up. He leaned across the table to whisper in the alpha’s ear. “This is our final meeting.” He whispered. “If you really want to see me, then come to me in all honesty.” Daehyun subconsciously growled under the omega’s touch and closeness. “Break up with her. Then I’ll see you.” Youngjae released his hold and stood up straight to see the alpha break out into a cold sweat. He chuckled a little. “You’re not like me Daehyun. You can’t fight your nature.” He slid out the booth and walked out the dinner, fighting the sharp pain that etched his body from being so close to the alpha. He knew exactly how he was going to take his fun away. It was something no wolf could fight, except for him.

Daehyun gasped. He felt as if he couldn’t breathe by how close the omega was to him. He groaned, feeling somewhat defeated, but he didn’t understand why. He didn’t understand the words that were just spoken to him. He didn’t like the idea of not seeing Youngjae anymore. But he couldn’t break up with Haeryung. They’re supposed to be mates soon.

 

 

“Where’s Jaebum?” Youngjae asked Jinyoung at the end of their work day. “He’s working late again.” The beta answered.

For the past few weeks, Jaebum had been working over time at work every day without fail. He was known to work over time on occasions, but now it was becoming overly excessive.

“Does he still talk to that human?” Youngjae asked curiously. Jinyoung shrugged. “I haven’t seen him since that night we were at Jaebum’s apartment.”

Youngjae thought to himself for a moment. Jinyoung looked at him, sharing the same suspicion. “Let’s wait for him.” Youngjae finally said. Jinyoung nodded in agreement.

They waited inside the building where they couldn’t be seen by the alpha. When the alpha finally left his office, they followed him out the building. They made sure to keep a good distance away from the alpha, knowing that if they were too close, he’d sense them.

They followed him throughout the streets onto the subway. They were surprised when he got off a different stop, past where his apartment was. The two quickly followed him back onto the street. Youngjae recognized the area they were in as they passed the club, he went to months ago with Daehyun.

Their trek ended at a secluded convenient store. Jaebum stopped in front of the store. He stood by a tree, where he could barely be seen. The alpha smiled to himself, staring into the shop.

Youngjae raised an eyebrow as he and Jinyoung ducked behind a car, across from their friend. They stretched their necks to peek through the store window and spotted a familiar human checking out a customer at the register. The two looked at each other, cheeky grins on their lips. “We should go before he notices us.” Jinyoung whispered. Youngjae nodded and the two snuck away from the store.

“So, that’s where he goes off to after work every day.” Jinyoung smirked when he and Youngjae boarded the subway. Youngjae nodded. Jinyoung thought silently to himself. “You know, that week you were gone he had him at his apartment and had him pretend to be you.” Jinyoung scoffed at the failed attempt to fool him.

“Really?” Youngjae laughed. “How did that go?”

The beta just looked at him, earning another laugh in response.

“I wonder how they met. I haven’t seen him until now.” Jinyoung said. Youngjae nodded in agreement, though he had an idea of about when they might’ve met. “We shouldn’t ask him about it yet. He’ll get embarrassed.” He smirked, leaning back in his seat, closing his eyes.

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“Where have you been? You’re later than usual. I swear Daehyun, I only agreed to help you out as long as you came back at a reasonable time. It’s almost midnight. I had to leave home and come here bec

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daemchuu
#1
Chapter 32: youngjae is a very interesting character. he's not the typical protagonist, he's flawed but that's what makes him interesting. he's so closed off and always tries to hide his emotions and some of his actions made me frown but they're kind of justified once we learned what he'd had to go through as a child. i wish he hadn't killed jessica tho, she was pretty nice to him. but jaejoong killing leeteuk was uncalled for either. im glad they finally realized that avenging their loved ones by killing one another would benefit nobody.
daehyun's definitely the hero in this story. he managed to see through youngjae's walls and see that he needed help. he was so persistent and didn't give up on youngjae even when he himself was hurt from losing his loved ones and the thought of youngjae not caring about him. im glad it paid off in the end and they managed to find happiness after everything they had been through. i also love how youngjae didn't magically transform into a happy go lucky person. to me it shows that his wounds are too deep for them to completely heal in such a short amount of time. it took a lot of sacrifice from daehyun's part to get him to warm up to daehyun after all. but im sure he'll only get better now that he has daehyun and their kid by his side! all the conflicts have been resolved and there will be no more killings (hopefully) so they can all live in peace now
that was such a beautiful story. the daejae fandom certainly doesn't have enough good wolf aus so thank you so much for writing this!
MrFelopoh
#2
Chapter 32: OH MY GOD YAAAAS! THANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOU! This has been everything I wanted for this fanfic. Once again I appretiate your dedication and hard work. I love this ending better! I feel like I finally can died in peace heheh. I feel happy for Chankyun and Kihyun, and their happy ending. After everything they've been through this is a much needed finale! I think I mentioned before that I loved each interaction 2jae had during this fic. All over again, you were able to make me smile while reading about them. I am happy to see that they are closer and more comfortable with each other, even though I would have liked to read about youngjae's surprise to see JB turning into a werewolf, I am still happy with their evolution! that's enough for me :) Last, but not least, Daejae <3 I said this before but I am so glad that they were able to reach their happy ending. Their beautiful and small family is everything this story needed to ended perfectly! Once again, Thank you dear, for your great efforts, and to give us this exciting, funny, and refreshing ending! <3
damchuu
#3
Chapter 32: Omg o(≧v≦)o u update, Author-nim thank you so much ^ω^ I miss DaeJae so much *\(^o^)/*
Daejae_shipper #4
Chapter 32: Yay you updated
MrFelopoh
#5
Chapter 31: Hi! I'm new to this story, and now that I've read it 'till the end I'd like to say some things. WHAT A GREAT STORY! In the past, I remeber reading WOLF AU stories, but they never fully entertained me. However, I've found my self desperately reading this! it was so interesting and amazing the way you portrait the rivalry among the Silver Moon and the Midnight Shadow pack. If I am to be honest, I cried. I cried a lot while reading this. YOU GOT ME LIKE UGLY CRYING...(my sister had to bring me water and tissues because of it) Each death was harder to take as the story developed towards the end, adding suspense to every moment. If I think about it carefully, the moments that got me really hard was Minhyuk and Bang's deaths. I guess at some point I thought we were going to stop reading about friends dying, but I was so carried away by every other detail that I couldn't believe it at first. After Zelo's mom died, and Yongguk taking care of him, I felt at ease, BUT THEN YOU DECIDED IT WAS OKAY TO KILL HIM (sorry for the outburst, but it still hurts) Jessica's death was unexpected and unnecessary (in my humble opinion) I could somehow feel Tiffany's pain the whole scene and it only made my heart ache even more. Sometimes, I didn't know which clan was better. I tried to be objective and avoid picking sides, but Youngjae's decisions made it hard for me to be on his side. I felt terribly sadden by his story though. I think I might get what he was feeling from time to time, and I think you were able to describe well the duality he was facing. His mother, the weight of the clan, his responsabilities, his inner desires, everything was undeniably heartbreaking from his point of you, and if you wanted to showcase something like mentalhealth, you should know that you did an excellent work. I think the parts I enjoyed the most were those when youngjae fought with his mom's voice in his head. The lines in-between youngjae's scream made it so sureal AND real (at the same time) that from time to time it scared the hell outta me. WELL DONE! One of the other aspects I was delighted with was the inclusion of so many characters! I like fanfics that mixed many other kpop groups because it provides more variety to the story and the reader. For example, Girls' Generation and BAP are my ultimate everything!! and reading this made me so happy. I just wish, their story wasn't so sad, and they would enjoyed more than they'd suffered. BUT in general, I loved their exchanges. The story had moments where I found myself smiling, crying, and laughing. For instance, Jaebum and Choi Youngjae. I think their interactions and moments were the ones that had me laughing some times. I like a sassy and real Youngjae to say the least. I also found JB and Coco's interactions really hilarious, and made forget about all the headaches and amount of stress the story was giving me. I just wish we had more information about their ending. Please, don't get me wrong, I love this ending! I think both, Youngjae and Daehyun, deserved this much needed end, whereas there are some details I just wish we would have more details about. Kihyun and Changkyun for example. But...ANYWAY! I love it entirely! Thank you so much for sharing your story with us! <3 take good care!
Karly155 #6
PS I am a new fan of your work!
After reading The Third Snow Prince, I was excited to read all your stories!
Karly155 #7
I stayed up all night readying this!
It was an emotional roller coaster but it was worth it! There was a lot of sadness in this story, but that reminds me of life. In the end, I was happy the characters found their own way. Thank you for sharing your story here!
Bts___mochi__ #8
Are you going to make another daejae fic?
damchuu
#9
Chapter 31: Omg !!!! This ending is so beautiful, daejae together n all 030 thz q so kmuch
gwenimnida
#10
Chapter 31: Ndhsjsjwksjdbdybeiajsudn cant wait for another story. Thank youuu