Live For

Beauty Behind The Madness
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'This is what I live for, with the people I'd die for...'

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“Ah~…home sweet home.” Jackson inhaled the air as they finally arrived at their pack. Their pack lived in the center of the conglomeration of hills, surrounded by tall thick forestry. This time of the year the grass, trees, and plants were exceptionally green, and lushes and the sunlight shown gently upon their pack’s village, despite the oncoming humidity as it neared summer. “You act as if you hadn’t been here in years.” Yugyeom laughed. “I’m just glad to be back home.” Jackson rubbed the back of his neck.

Daehyun studied his friend closely. The alpha had been tense ever since the party. It concerned him, however, before he could ask, his sister ran up to great them, “Daehyun where the heck have you been?” She asked.

The said alpha shrugged, “We went up to the northern city to party.” He simply answered. Jessica let out a sigh, shaking her head, “How could you go out without telling anyone?” “Why? I don’t see the problem. I can take care of myself Jess.” Daehyun said, not understanding why she was being uptight all of a sudden. He’d been out several times before and she never made a fuss about it. “Mom has been looking for you.” Jessica finally said.

“Oh.” Daehyun said in understanding. He’d forgotten to tell his mom that he was going out, he hadn’t planned on being out for more than a day. Their mother was very protective over them since the death of their older brother. “He asked me where you we’re and I had to lie, saying that you were at my apartment in the city. But you know Umma can smell a lie a mile away. We’re both lucky that it’s still heat season, so dad was able to distract him.” She explained. “Sorry. But thank you.” He cooed to the elder female alpha, who only rolled her eyes.

“Daehyunnie!” Someone ran up to the group, jumping on top of the said alpha. Jessica shook her head, “I’m leaving you to deal with mom. Good luck.” She said, walking away. “I guess that’s our signal to go too.” Yugyeom said, knowing that there was no way they’d be able to talk to their friend with his girlfriend around. “Come on guys.” Minhyuk beamed, hanging his arms around his three friend’s the village.

“You’re back. Where did you go?” Haeryung asked, hanging onto her boyfriend. “Nowhere, I just went to the city up north.” Daehyun shrugged. “The capital? Awe~, why didn’t you take me with you?” The younger pouted. “I couldn’t take you. It’s heat season.” Daehyun laughed.

Haeryung rolled her eyes, “I’m a beta Daehyun, not an omega.” She playfully hit him. Daehyun wrapped his arm around her waist. “With a pretty beta like you, it’d be hard for other alphas and omegas to resist.” His words were true. Haeryung was the prettiest beta in their clan, aside from his mother. Other betas envied her beauty. “Except for you.” She teased, poking his nose. “You still haven’t mated me yet.”

Daehyun’s heart sunk at her words, a tinge of guilt struck him. The had been together and courting for a year and he still refused to mate with her. Though this season he promised himself he would, he was ready and excited. However, all that excitement vanished as soon as he caught the scent of the omega at the party. His heart sunk deeper at the thought. How could I?

“I’m an idiot.” He growled disapprovingly to himself. Haeryung laughed at the sudden statement. “Yes, you are.”

“I’ll make it up to you.” Daehyun promised seriously. Haeryung didn’t catch onto the desperation in his tone and continued to laugh. “And what will you do?” She asked curiously. “Whatever you want.” Daehyun answered. “You know there’s only one thing I want right now.” She glided her hands gently against his chest.

Daehyun internally sighed, the guilt weighing heavy on him. “Not now. I want it to be special, at the right time.” He told her. His shoulders weighed heavy under his words. Haeryung gave him a small smile. “I understand. I guess I have to control myself a little longer. But it’s okay, I can wait for something special like this.” She assured him, despite the fact that she couldn’t hide the disappointment in her eyes. “I should go. I have to help my mother with supper.” She kissed the alpha on the cheek before skipping away.

Daehyun watched her leave with sad eyes. He knew his words hurt her and it only seemed worse every time he turned her down. But he couldn’t possibly mate with her after having an unfaithful heart. Though he didn’t necessarily do anything. His thoughts and longing for the omega from the party were wrong. And his scent was still on his nose.

He glanced down at his phone and shoved it in his pocket. He’d planned on texting the omega when he got home but decided against it. It’d be wrong. And they weren’t allowed to use their phones or any mobile devices at the village anyway, so it’d be a good time for him to clear his mind and think straight. “Stupid wolf.” He grumbled to himself, blaming his infidel thought s on his canine instincts. He could feel his inner wolf whine in longing for the omega. “Snap out of it.” He scolded himself. He decided to look for his cousin, knowing that the talkative beta would definitely keep his mind off the omega from the north.

 

Daehyun smirked when he found his cousin in his usual spot, on the top of the hill, closest to the village. The elder beta was occupied staring at the ground below. The alpha stole the perfect opportunity to creep up behind him. “Boo!”

The beta jumped, nearly falling down the hill, earning the attention from the wolves below. Himchan’s face burned red and he tackled Daehyun to the ground before the other wolves could see them. “What the Daehyun?” He hissed once the wolves below returned to what they were doing. Daehyun held in his laughter, letting only a few laughs escape. Himchan glared at him before glancing back down the hill.

Daehyun rolled his eyes, “Are you spying on his again?” Himchan ignored him, staring at the alpha below. “Isn’t he your mate?” He recalled that the two mated over a couple months ago. “yes, but my moms found out and grounded me from seeing him.” Himchan frowned. Daehyun bursted into laughter, I told you, you’d get caught. Once you mate with someone your scent changes and is mixed with the scent of your mate. Your parents would’ve known as soon as you returned home.” He reminded.

Both Himchan and Daehyun come from wealthy families. Himchan’s parents are extremely picky with whom their son mated with. He wasn’t even allowed to date, until he met Jongup. The two were enchanted by one another almost instantly and had kept their relationship a secret. Himchan wasn’t sure if his parents would approve of his choice. Jongup was kind and warm-hearted, but he didn’t come from the most affluent family. In fact, the young alpha didn’t have a family or pack until he was 16 and found the Midnight shadow pack. At first it was hard for the stray alpha to fit in, but everyone became used to him after a few years.

Only Himchan’s parents showed disinterest to the stray. Unfortunately for Himchan, he strongly felt otherwise and mated with the lone wolf against their wishes. Himchan let out a sigh, “I think my parents want me to die. A wolf can’t be away from their mate for long.”

“Technically you’re not away from him.” Daehyun corrected. Himchan frowned at him. “Fine, what are you gonna do about it then?” Daehyun raised hi hands in surrender, “Pull a Romeo and Juliet?”

Himchan perked up at the idea, “Should I poison myself?” He questioned, taking it into consideration. This time Daehyun frowned, “Maybe you should’ve never mated. I miss the sarcastic, practical, mean Himchan.” He said.

The beta ignored him and looked down, below the hill where Jongup was playing and training the young alpha and beta pups of the pack. The two made eye contact when the alpha looked up. Jongup smiled at him, pulling a blush from the elder. Daehyun playfully rolled his eyes, though it was weird for him to see his cousin like this, he was happy for him. He was positive that the two would end up together again. He knows that his aunts will like Jongup when they meet him. The young alpha was responsible, inde

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daemchuu
#1
Chapter 32: youngjae is a very interesting character. he's not the typical protagonist, he's flawed but that's what makes him interesting. he's so closed off and always tries to hide his emotions and some of his actions made me frown but they're kind of justified once we learned what he'd had to go through as a child. i wish he hadn't killed jessica tho, she was pretty nice to him. but jaejoong killing leeteuk was uncalled for either. im glad they finally realized that avenging their loved ones by killing one another would benefit nobody.
daehyun's definitely the hero in this story. he managed to see through youngjae's walls and see that he needed help. he was so persistent and didn't give up on youngjae even when he himself was hurt from losing his loved ones and the thought of youngjae not caring about him. im glad it paid off in the end and they managed to find happiness after everything they had been through. i also love how youngjae didn't magically transform into a happy go lucky person. to me it shows that his wounds are too deep for them to completely heal in such a short amount of time. it took a lot of sacrifice from daehyun's part to get him to warm up to daehyun after all. but im sure he'll only get better now that he has daehyun and their kid by his side! all the conflicts have been resolved and there will be no more killings (hopefully) so they can all live in peace now
that was such a beautiful story. the daejae fandom certainly doesn't have enough good wolf aus so thank you so much for writing this!
MrFelopoh
#2
Chapter 32: OH MY GOD YAAAAS! THANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOU! This has been everything I wanted for this fanfic. Once again I appretiate your dedication and hard work. I love this ending better! I feel like I finally can died in peace heheh. I feel happy for Chankyun and Kihyun, and their happy ending. After everything they've been through this is a much needed finale! I think I mentioned before that I loved each interaction 2jae had during this fic. All over again, you were able to make me smile while reading about them. I am happy to see that they are closer and more comfortable with each other, even though I would have liked to read about youngjae's surprise to see JB turning into a werewolf, I am still happy with their evolution! that's enough for me :) Last, but not least, Daejae <3 I said this before but I am so glad that they were able to reach their happy ending. Their beautiful and small family is everything this story needed to ended perfectly! Once again, Thank you dear, for your great efforts, and to give us this exciting, funny, and refreshing ending! <3
damchuu
#3
Chapter 32: Omg o(≧v≦)o u update, Author-nim thank you so much ^ω^ I miss DaeJae so much *\(^o^)/*
Daejae_shipper #4
Chapter 32: Yay you updated
MrFelopoh
#5
Chapter 31: Hi! I'm new to this story, and now that I've read it 'till the end I'd like to say some things. WHAT A GREAT STORY! In the past, I remeber reading WOLF AU stories, but they never fully entertained me. However, I've found my self desperately reading this! it was so interesting and amazing the way you portrait the rivalry among the Silver Moon and the Midnight Shadow pack. If I am to be honest, I cried. I cried a lot while reading this. YOU GOT ME LIKE UGLY CRYING...(my sister had to bring me water and tissues because of it) Each death was harder to take as the story developed towards the end, adding suspense to every moment. If I think about it carefully, the moments that got me really hard was Minhyuk and Bang's deaths. I guess at some point I thought we were going to stop reading about friends dying, but I was so carried away by every other detail that I couldn't believe it at first. After Zelo's mom died, and Yongguk taking care of him, I felt at ease, BUT THEN YOU DECIDED IT WAS OKAY TO KILL HIM (sorry for the outburst, but it still hurts) Jessica's death was unexpected and unnecessary (in my humble opinion) I could somehow feel Tiffany's pain the whole scene and it only made my heart ache even more. Sometimes, I didn't know which clan was better. I tried to be objective and avoid picking sides, but Youngjae's decisions made it hard for me to be on his side. I felt terribly sadden by his story though. I think I might get what he was feeling from time to time, and I think you were able to describe well the duality he was facing. His mother, the weight of the clan, his responsabilities, his inner desires, everything was undeniably heartbreaking from his point of you, and if you wanted to showcase something like mentalhealth, you should know that you did an excellent work. I think the parts I enjoyed the most were those when youngjae fought with his mom's voice in his head. The lines in-between youngjae's scream made it so sureal AND real (at the same time) that from time to time it scared the hell outta me. WELL DONE! One of the other aspects I was delighted with was the inclusion of so many characters! I like fanfics that mixed many other kpop groups because it provides more variety to the story and the reader. For example, Girls' Generation and BAP are my ultimate everything!! and reading this made me so happy. I just wish, their story wasn't so sad, and they would enjoyed more than they'd suffered. BUT in general, I loved their exchanges. The story had moments where I found myself smiling, crying, and laughing. For instance, Jaebum and Choi Youngjae. I think their interactions and moments were the ones that had me laughing some times. I like a sassy and real Youngjae to say the least. I also found JB and Coco's interactions really hilarious, and made forget about all the headaches and amount of stress the story was giving me. I just wish we had more information about their ending. Please, don't get me wrong, I love this ending! I think both, Youngjae and Daehyun, deserved this much needed end, whereas there are some details I just wish we would have more details about. Kihyun and Changkyun for example. But...ANYWAY! I love it entirely! Thank you so much for sharing your story with us! <3 take good care!
Karly155 #6
PS I am a new fan of your work!
After reading The Third Snow Prince, I was excited to read all your stories!
Karly155 #7
I stayed up all night readying this!
It was an emotional roller coaster but it was worth it! There was a lot of sadness in this story, but that reminds me of life. In the end, I was happy the characters found their own way. Thank you for sharing your story here!
Bts___mochi__ #8
Are you going to make another daejae fic?
damchuu
#9
Chapter 31: Omg !!!! This ending is so beautiful, daejae together n all 030 thz q so kmuch
gwenimnida
#10
Chapter 31: Ndhsjsjwksjdbdybeiajsudn cant wait for another story. Thank youuu