Die For You

Beauty Behind The Madness
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'I'm scared that I'll miss you. Happens every time. I don't want this feelin'. I can't afford love. I try to find reason to pull us apart. It ain't working 'cause you're perfect And I know that you're worth it. I can't walk away.'

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Youngjae slowly opened his eyes to the sound of knocking on the front door. He groaned. He knew who it was. It was Jongup. He was here to get him for the morning training lessons.

He rolled onto his side only to be met with a sleeping Daehyun, inches away from him. His cheeks burned at their closeness. He still wasn’t used to the idea of sharing a bed with the alpha. He preferred to sleep alone. He tried to sleep on the couch, but every time he found himself waking up back on the elder’s bed.

It’s been over a week and a half, and Youngjae still wasn’t used to everything. He still refused to accept the Midnight Shadow pack as his own, however, Jongup and the kids they trained were beginning to grow on him. He did find interacting with Haeryung entertaining. She still didn’t like him for taking her boyfriend. On the other hand, the rest of the pack grew accustomed to his presence, and soon began to treat him as their own, especially since the kids all liked him (something he didn’t understand).

Youngjae shifted again at the sound of persistent knocking. He was about to get up when Daehyun stopped him, draping his arm over his torso. “Don’t go.” He whispered; his eyes closed. “I have to go to training.” Youngjae removed the elder’s arm. Although he was still awkward around the children, he much rather be with them than in a bed with Daehyun. It was still all new and awkward for him.

“There’s no training today. And that’s not Jongup.” Daehyun finally opened his eyes. Youngjae looked at him in confusion. A large grin grew on Daehyun’s lips. “It’s Himchan. Today we’re going to the city to hangout.” He announced. However, Youngjae was not pleased by the announcement. “I don’t wouldn’t need clothes if you let me go home.” He muttered.

“It’ll be fun.” Daehyun sat up. He was excited to show the omega around his home city. He quickly climbed out of bed first. Youngjae sighed before reluctantly climbing out the bed as well.

 

They changed and prepared themselves for the eventful day ahead of them.

“Aren’t you going to eat breakfast?” Daehyun asked when he saw Youngjae put on his shoes. “No. I’m not hungry.” Youngjae simply answered. Daehyun raised an eyebrow, studying the younger, who avoided eye contact with him. For the past couple of days, the omega hasn’t been eating, except for a small snack here and there.

“Are you alright?” Daehyun finally asked. “You haven’t been eating, and you kept getting up last night.” “I’m fine.” Youngjae answered quicker than he planned. “I just have a stomachache.” He muttered.

“Oh? Do you want medicine?” Daehyun asked in concern. “I’m fine. It’s nothing serious.”

“Okay then.” Daehyun perked back up. “Let’s go.” He said walking up to the door. “Aren’t you…aren’t you going to eat?...Or whatever?” Youngjae asked, doing his best to sound like he didn’t care, but Daehyun smiled anyway. “I’ll eat later, when we get to the city.” He winked, opening the door.

 

Himchan was stood right in front of the cabin, his arms folded. Jongup, Bambam, Yugyeom, and Haeryung were behind him. “You’re late.” He frowned at the alpha. “Ah, have mercy Channie. Youngjae had a stomachache.” Daehyun winked at the omega behind him.

Himchan’s eyes slightly widened. “What?” Himchan looked to the said wolf.

Youngjae’s eyes slightly widened in panic. Though what Daehyun said was only a joke to get them out of a trouble, his words stirred slight tension between his cousin and mate. “He’s joking.” Youngjae quickly brushed passed the beta.

“Let’s go!” Bambam called. He and Yugyeom had already began running ahead of them as soon as Youngjae and Daehyun stepped out. “We haven’t been in the city in forever. I want to go to the arcade.” Bambam rushed them. “You want to lose that badly?” Yugyeom teased with a smirk. “yeah. Just wait. I’ll wipe that cocky smirk off your face when I beat you at every single game.” Bambam boasted confidently. “Yeah right.” Yugyeom scoffed.

 

Yunho watched as the group of 7 walked out the village. He furrowed his brow when he saw his pack members greet them as they passed by. Some of them went out their way to specifically shake hands with Youngjae. This put a large grin on Daehyun’s face. ‘What’s going on?” Yunho asked when his sister-in-law passed by.

“Hm?” She stopped in her tracks and followed the younger alpha’s gaze. “Ah, you still don’t know?” She looked back at the chief.

Yunho looked at her in confusion. “Know what?”

“The pack decided to accept the Youngjae kid.” She answered.

“What?”

The elder alpha nodded. “You missed it. The entire pack came together to accept him and end all the fighting. It was Himchan’s and…his friend’s idea. I wasn’t fond of It, but I was also tired of losing family members. So, I gave in as well. And so far, everything has been good. The kids are all interested in him, and everyone is getting along with him fine. He’s a little reserved, but there hasn’t been any threats or conflicts.” She explained.

Yunho could hardly believe what the elder was telling him. “And Daehyun seems really happy.” She pointed out. Yunho frowned at her. “Says the one who won’t let her son be with his mate.” He retorted. “Yah…I’m considering changing my mind.” She muttered before walking off. Yunho raised an eyebrow at her unexpected words.

 

 

The group of 7 arrived at the city a couple hours later. They hit all of the tourist attractions before going to their favorite spots. Though they were missing a couple of their friends, Daehyun, Bambam, Yugyeom, Himchan, Jongup, and Haeryung enjoyed themselves, just as they had before all the drama.

Youngjae wasn’t interested in any of their activities, but he allowed himself to be dragged along. Daehyun was happy that Youngjae was there with him. Though the omega wasn’t engaged, he was glad that he didn’t attempt to run away. And he was even happier that his friends interacted with the Silver moon wolf, treating him like one of their own. It really meant a lot to him. More than he could ever express.

“Where should we go for lunch?” Jongup asked as they walked through the city. Bambam and Yugyeom grinned at each other. “Let’s take Youngjae to the most important place in the entire eastern province.” Bambam spoke up. “Oh brother.” Haeryung muttered already not liking the sound of his words. “What’s that?” Jongup asked in confusion. “The arcade the younger alpha grinned cheekily.

“We’re looking for a place to eat.” Himchan reminded. “Arcades have food Himchan.” Daehyun said, as if it were obvious. The elder only scoffed. “Yeah. They sell pizza and other stuff. We can have pizza and play games.” Yugyeom said. “Oh, that sounds like fun.” Jongup bought into the idea. Himchan released a sigh, seeing that he and Haeryung were out voted. “Let’s go!” Bambam exclaimed, leading the way.

Youngjae let out a subconscious whine that only Daehyun heard. He wasn’t cited about going to the arcade either. Daehyun raised an eyebrow. “What is it? Are you scared you’re gonna lose again?” He questioned.

Youngjae scoffed at the elder’s sudden cockiness. “I’m not scared of anything. Especially not of losing to you.” He told him. “Is that a challenge?” Daehyun asked curiously. “Take it as you will. But I’m not scared.” Youngjae huffed. He wasn’t interested in playing any arcade games. But he wasn’t going to turn down a challenge. Especially if that meant he could get his rematch and beat the alpha in all the games.

Daehyun laughed at the serious omega, draping his arm over the younger’s small shoulders. “Good.” He leaned in close to his ear. “I might love you, but I’m not going to go easy on you.” He whispered.

Youngjae’s entire face burned red at his words, all the way up to his ears. “Don’t say things like that.” He muttered, doing his best to ignore the uncomfortable feeling that tickled his insides. “Say what?’ Daehyun questioned, feigning innocence.

“What you just said.” Youngjae mumbled.

“What? That I’m not going to go easy on you?”

“No~.” Youngjae frowned.

“Oh~ You mean when I said I might-,” “Yah! Yah. Yah! Stop.” Youngjae cut him off, gaining the other group member’s attention. “What?” Daehyun smiled teasingly.

Youngjae bit his cheek, annoyed and embarrassed by the elder. “You’re…annoying.” He muttered before walking ahead of him. Daehyun chuckled at how cute a flustered Youngjae was.

 

They arrived at the arcade 15 minutes later. Bambam, Yugyeom, and Daehyun immediately ran to their favorite games, followed by Youngjae, while Jongup, Himchan, and Haeryung found themselves a table and ordered pizza for the group.

Youngjae followed the three friends around as they competed at every game. He didn’t dare get involved in their games. The last thing he wanted was to humiliate himself a second time and in front of more people than before. However, he did find the intense friendly competition a little amusing. He even found himself on his toes whenever the games got close.

“Haha! I told you, you guys couldn’t beat me.” Bambam cheered proudly after winning his third game in a row. Youngjae frowned in disappointment. “How did you win again?” Daehyun questioned in disbelief. “He practically lives here.” Yugyeom scoffed. “that’s the only reason why he won. But he totally at video games.”

“Yah! Take that back!” Bambam demanded.

“I can’t take back what’s true.” Yugyeom shrugged.

Bambam scoffed at his response. “You’re just made that you have no skill at real games.” He taunted. “But I can beat you in any and every game. Including video games.

Daehyun shook his head as his two younger friends started bickering over a pointless topic. He paused when he noticed the frowning Youngjae. “What’s wrong?” He asked out of genuine concern. He could tell that he was frustrated. “How could you lose again?” Youngjae’s frown deepened.

“Wh-What?” Daehyun blinked, not expecting that response.

“He’s not even that good.” Youngjae muttered.

It took the alpha a moment to process what he was saying, but a smile soon grew on his lips. “I’ll win from now on.” He promised, ruffling the younger’s hair.

Youngjae was thrown off by the elder’s sudden jolt of enthusiasm. “I-t’s not that big of a deal.” He muttered, fixing his hair. “…but good.” He added quietly.

 

Just as he promised, Daehyun won the remainder of their games until they were called to their table for pizza. Youngjae was actually proud of his mate’s victories, but he did his best to suppress his victorious feelings, not wanting the alpha to know. Who knows what other crazy things the elder would say?

“I’m starving!” Bambam announced as they sat down at the table. He and Yugyeom immediately dug into their meal. Himchan shook his head at the youngest members’ messy eating but didn’t comment on it. Instead he accepted the slices Jongup grabbed for him.

Daehyun waited for Youngjae to eat before getting his own slices. However, the omega didn’t reach for any slices. Instead, he continued to sip on his water. “You’re not going to

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daemchuu
#1
Chapter 32: youngjae is a very interesting character. he's not the typical protagonist, he's flawed but that's what makes him interesting. he's so closed off and always tries to hide his emotions and some of his actions made me frown but they're kind of justified once we learned what he'd had to go through as a child. i wish he hadn't killed jessica tho, she was pretty nice to him. but jaejoong killing leeteuk was uncalled for either. im glad they finally realized that avenging their loved ones by killing one another would benefit nobody.
daehyun's definitely the hero in this story. he managed to see through youngjae's walls and see that he needed help. he was so persistent and didn't give up on youngjae even when he himself was hurt from losing his loved ones and the thought of youngjae not caring about him. im glad it paid off in the end and they managed to find happiness after everything they had been through. i also love how youngjae didn't magically transform into a happy go lucky person. to me it shows that his wounds are too deep for them to completely heal in such a short amount of time. it took a lot of sacrifice from daehyun's part to get him to warm up to daehyun after all. but im sure he'll only get better now that he has daehyun and their kid by his side! all the conflicts have been resolved and there will be no more killings (hopefully) so they can all live in peace now
that was such a beautiful story. the daejae fandom certainly doesn't have enough good wolf aus so thank you so much for writing this!
MrFelopoh
#2
Chapter 32: OH MY GOD YAAAAS! THANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOU! This has been everything I wanted for this fanfic. Once again I appretiate your dedication and hard work. I love this ending better! I feel like I finally can died in peace heheh. I feel happy for Chankyun and Kihyun, and their happy ending. After everything they've been through this is a much needed finale! I think I mentioned before that I loved each interaction 2jae had during this fic. All over again, you were able to make me smile while reading about them. I am happy to see that they are closer and more comfortable with each other, even though I would have liked to read about youngjae's surprise to see JB turning into a werewolf, I am still happy with their evolution! that's enough for me :) Last, but not least, Daejae <3 I said this before but I am so glad that they were able to reach their happy ending. Their beautiful and small family is everything this story needed to ended perfectly! Once again, Thank you dear, for your great efforts, and to give us this exciting, funny, and refreshing ending! <3
damchuu
#3
Chapter 32: Omg o(≧v≦)o u update, Author-nim thank you so much ^ω^ I miss DaeJae so much *\(^o^)/*
Daejae_shipper #4
Chapter 32: Yay you updated
MrFelopoh
#5
Chapter 31: Hi! I'm new to this story, and now that I've read it 'till the end I'd like to say some things. WHAT A GREAT STORY! In the past, I remeber reading WOLF AU stories, but they never fully entertained me. However, I've found my self desperately reading this! it was so interesting and amazing the way you portrait the rivalry among the Silver Moon and the Midnight Shadow pack. If I am to be honest, I cried. I cried a lot while reading this. YOU GOT ME LIKE UGLY CRYING...(my sister had to bring me water and tissues because of it) Each death was harder to take as the story developed towards the end, adding suspense to every moment. If I think about it carefully, the moments that got me really hard was Minhyuk and Bang's deaths. I guess at some point I thought we were going to stop reading about friends dying, but I was so carried away by every other detail that I couldn't believe it at first. After Zelo's mom died, and Yongguk taking care of him, I felt at ease, BUT THEN YOU DECIDED IT WAS OKAY TO KILL HIM (sorry for the outburst, but it still hurts) Jessica's death was unexpected and unnecessary (in my humble opinion) I could somehow feel Tiffany's pain the whole scene and it only made my heart ache even more. Sometimes, I didn't know which clan was better. I tried to be objective and avoid picking sides, but Youngjae's decisions made it hard for me to be on his side. I felt terribly sadden by his story though. I think I might get what he was feeling from time to time, and I think you were able to describe well the duality he was facing. His mother, the weight of the clan, his responsabilities, his inner desires, everything was undeniably heartbreaking from his point of you, and if you wanted to showcase something like mentalhealth, you should know that you did an excellent work. I think the parts I enjoyed the most were those when youngjae fought with his mom's voice in his head. The lines in-between youngjae's scream made it so sureal AND real (at the same time) that from time to time it scared the hell outta me. WELL DONE! One of the other aspects I was delighted with was the inclusion of so many characters! I like fanfics that mixed many other kpop groups because it provides more variety to the story and the reader. For example, Girls' Generation and BAP are my ultimate everything!! and reading this made me so happy. I just wish, their story wasn't so sad, and they would enjoyed more than they'd suffered. BUT in general, I loved their exchanges. The story had moments where I found myself smiling, crying, and laughing. For instance, Jaebum and Choi Youngjae. I think their interactions and moments were the ones that had me laughing some times. I like a sassy and real Youngjae to say the least. I also found JB and Coco's interactions really hilarious, and made forget about all the headaches and amount of stress the story was giving me. I just wish we had more information about their ending. Please, don't get me wrong, I love this ending! I think both, Youngjae and Daehyun, deserved this much needed end, whereas there are some details I just wish we would have more details about. Kihyun and Changkyun for example. But...ANYWAY! I love it entirely! Thank you so much for sharing your story with us! <3 take good care!
Karly155 #6
PS I am a new fan of your work!
After reading The Third Snow Prince, I was excited to read all your stories!
Karly155 #7
I stayed up all night readying this!
It was an emotional roller coaster but it was worth it! There was a lot of sadness in this story, but that reminds me of life. In the end, I was happy the characters found their own way. Thank you for sharing your story here!
Bts___mochi__ #8
Are you going to make another daejae fic?
damchuu
#9
Chapter 31: Omg !!!! This ending is so beautiful, daejae together n all 030 thz q so kmuch
gwenimnida
#10
Chapter 31: Ndhsjsjwksjdbdybeiajsudn cant wait for another story. Thank youuu