Lost

Our Jealous Love

The next day Jinny calls Yoongi and tells him she needs to see him.  By the sad tone of her voice, he knows it's over.   His body shaking as he puts down the phone.  All the happy moments they had now seem to exist only to hurt him.   She is coming now to break his heart. Why!  I'm so afraid. 

He hears a soft knock and slowly makes his way towards his fate.  How is she here so quickly? He opens the door and see's her sad little face. The face of his only love.  He knows this is difficult for her too.

The next day Jinny calls Yoongi and tells him she needs to see him.  By the sad tone of her voice, he knows it's over.   His body shaking as he puts down the phone.  All the happy moments they had now seem to exist only to hurt him.   She is coming now to break his heart. Why?  Why am I not good enough.  I'm so afraid. 

He hears a soft knock and slowly makes his way towards his fate.  How is she here so quickly? He opens the door and see's her sad little face. The face of his only love.  He knows this is difficult for her too.

She looks down at the floor and says, "I'm staying with Tae."  

Yoongi covers his ears not wanting to hear her words as they cut right into his soul.  The tears run down his face and he drops to his knees.  

"I hope you find happiness.  I'll always love you."  She says as she walks away.  

"You stole my heart, Jinny!  And now you're throwing it away!  I HATE YOU!" He cries.

"I'm sorry."

"Just leave me to die, Jinny."

개화(開花) (Lost One)

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English Translation

[Intro: Kim Jong Wan]
Do you remember?
All of our happy moments
Have turned into dust
A light breeze seems enough
To scatter them away
I'm afraid
I'm afraid

[Hook: Kim Jong Wan]
I'm a lost one
I'm a lost one
Everything I love makes me cry
Cuz I'm a lost one
Yeah I'm a lost one
All that I live for makes me die

[Verse 1: Tablo]
My child, when you follow
Look carefully at the path I tread
One day, I won't be here to walk by your side
I leave my footsteps here for you
Steer clear of them
Follow those who chose the easy path
For they may have the answer
The path I chose is bent like a question mark
And only gives birth to countless problems
I hope the dream
You dreamed because of me
Won't turn out to be a nightmare when you wake up
Now that I've run to the very end
I see that there's not a thing that resembles the eternity, healing and answers I was looking for
I ran down this path for my family, only to have it take my father's life
It seems that the gunshot signaling the start
Was intended for my back
Listen well
Even if the whole world welcomes you
That same world will abandon you, so you gotta let go
Before it's too late
Cuz I've been there before
This path may dazzle your eyes
But don't be fooled by the diamonds and gold
Don't get drunk on applause
Sometimes they will use compliments as shackles
Even when they roll out the red carpet for you, don't forget
That it has turned red from soaking up your blood and sweat
I hope the dream
You dreamed because of me
Won't turn out to be a nightmare when you wake up
Now that I've run to the very end
I've learned that the fame and the money don't mean a thing
I lost one too many things
Whatever you wish to become, I'll applaud you
I'll applaud you
Just don't end up like me

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Sugasmile
#1
Chapter 7: Yoongi looks so cute!
Sugasmile
#2
Chapter 6: I like the pictures you chose. :)
Sugasmile
#3
Chapter 4: This story gives me a feeling of longing. It's so good.