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"I THINK I LIKE YOU WANG HEDI!"..."I THINK I LIKE YOU WANG HEDI!"...."I THINK I LIKE YOU WANG HEDI!"

Yue's words kept on repeating on my mind as if on loop. What did she say????... Did I hear her right???

I was stunned by her confession... I can't move... I wanted to but I can't ... I could only stare at her, confusion written all over my face... did i really hear her say it??? that she likes me??? my heartbeat was accelerating ... as if it was about to burst... I never expected to feel like this... and it's confusing the hell out of me. Why am I feeling this way?

" What did you say?" I asked.

Yue averted her gaze... "I don't want to repeat myself Di...I know you heard me the first time." she said. 

I tried to read her expression... she looks calm... too calm actually... I can't read what's on her mind... and I'm dying to know what's she's thinking about right now... Then suddenly she faced me and gave me her most awkward smile... what she said next brought me back to reality... 

" You don't have to stress yourself Di... nothing's gonna change... Our friendship... it's too precious for me...I won't ruin what we have with this sudden realization of my feelings for you.." She said  staring straight into my eyes. 

Wait!...What's she trying to say now?!? Does she really think we could still be friends after her confession??? 

"I'm not expecting you to like me back you know...I...I really just want to be honest with you." Then with pleading eyes she asked me that f**cking question... A question i have not been expecting to dread up until this moment.

"So....we're still friends right?"

I felt like I was hit by a sudden blow to the chest... I can't breathe... Why do I feel this way??? Do I actually like her too? Have I been liking her too all this time and was just not realizing it up until now??? Probably... I wouldn't be this disappointed by her words If I feel nothing towards her... 

But then her pleading gaze and w