CHANGE IN FEELINGS

AVENGING FATE

JI CHANG WOOK'S POV

I came inside and seen yoona sitting on the couch with her eyes closed , i can still see tears rolling down her cheeks.

I went and sat down on the couch beside her unknowingly my hand touched the corner of her lip which was bleeding .

"Don't touch me" She whispered with her eyes still closed.

I removed my hand and looked at her condition , her clothes were completely tored making her bra and skin visible with the scratches which were still bleeding.

I slid my hands under her knees and picked her up in bridal style and that's when she opened her eyes "Put me down" She yelled leaving me shocked cause she never yelled in this way.

But, i ignored her and started taking her in my room she continued to struggle in my arms.

I carried her inside the bathroom and settled her down on the bathroom counter in front of the mirror.

"Why, is it not enough for today ?" She asked with a stern voice.

I remained silent and continued to search for the first aid box "You are silent ..wah..really..was it not enough for you to me so, now you even made other mans to harass me ....you monster" She yelled once again.

"Will you just shut up..or do you want me to shut you up " I said with a calm yet threatning voice.

"No, i will not.... you always do whatever you want with me ....and now i don't care what you will do next " She said and tried to walk out of the bathroom.

But, i grabbed her arm and pulled her below the shower with me and turned it on.

The warm water made both of us wet and she still continued to struggle "Stay still" I said while running my hands all over her body to clean the scratches which have dust in them.

And for my surprise she stopped struggling and remained still while i cleaned her scratches.

"Why are you doing this ....you always hurt me and then take care of me " She whispered .

I still remained silent suddenly, i noticed something on her neck i pushed her hairs back of her neck and then, i seen clearly it was a bite mark 'What... i clearly told them not to do anything like this ' I thought to myself feeling sudden anger inside me .

Yoona looked at me and it seems like she seen me looking towards that bite mark. She shoved my hands away from that bite mark.

After cleaning her i turned the shower off and given her a towel before walking out of the bathroom to change my wet clothes.

YOONA'S POV

He just given me a towel and walked out of the bathroom ...i stripped my wet clothes and wrapped a towel around me before walking out of the bathroom ...just to see chang wook sitting on the bed looking towards me.

But, i don't care and started to walk out of the room that's when he stopped me and made me sit of the bed he knee down in front to and started putting some antiseptic cream on my scratches.

'Why he is like this ? ' I asked to myself looking towards him .

"Done ...you can leave " He said snapping me out of my thoughts...i quickly stood up and went out of the room.

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I remained on the couch trying to sleep but, every time i close my eyes all i see was my abusing father and those erted mans.

I heard the door opened ..i turned around to see chang wook with a plate of food in his hand he looked towards me with his expressionless face.

He kept the food plate on the floor and said "Eat it by yourself ...i don't have any mood to feed you again "

"I too don't have any mood to eat  with a erted murderers hand" i shot back at him.

His expressions changed from expressionless to anger "Don't bad mouth with me otherwise..." 

"Other wise what...huh... you will again take me to the deserted factory or mill and pay some mans to harass and me " I scoffed at him.

To which he glared at me before walking out of the room "I am not afraid of you anymore ji chang wook" I yelled but, he ignored me.

I took a food plate and eaten the food cause i was really hungry but, now i want more so, i walked out of the room and headed towards the kitchen.

I started searching for something to eat but, their was nothing all the utensils were empty.

I sighed feeling sad when suddenly a voice came from back "Are you hungry" I turned around to see ji chang wook standing with his hands in his pocket.

"No, i am not" I said and was about to walk out when he said "Don't lie i know you are..just sit down i will  cook something for you"

First i thought to walk out but, my stomach growled ..to which he laughed loudly ..i went and sat down on the the dinner table.

I seen him cooking something and i will not lie he looked too y with spatula in his hand and black cooking apron .

After finishing he came and kept it on the table in front of me "Eat it and don't do anything stupid ..i will be back after sometime" He said and walked out of the house.

"Wah he cooked JJAJANGMYEON ..IT WAS SOO TASTY"

After finishing i thought to watch some TV .

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JI CHANG WOOK'S POV

I went to eomma and appa's grave cause for some reason i miss them too much today . I bowed my head while keeping flowers on their graves.

"I really miss both of you....and i am really helpless right now, appa my thoughts keep wandering around her, even if i want to take my revenge..i feel guilty after hurting her....i don't know what to do about my feelings for her " I kneel down in front of their graves saying everything , i have in my heart.

"Please, show me the way.... i am really helpless..i am dying from inside ..please" I said with tears flowing down my cheeks.

After sometime..when i was done talking to them ...I called IN SUNG to ask about his health and to give him clip for further editing.

"Hey, buddy how are you ?, is your shoulder okay?" I asked.

"Yes, i am fine hyung , right now i am at hospital." he answered.

"Take good rest, i will send you one clip ..." He cut me off "Okay, i will do editing and send it to im song , right"

"No, you just do editing, i will send it by myself" I said

"But, hyung that is my work" He argued 

"No, now you will just take rest and go to the grand ma's house ...and i will send you that clip in an hour okay" i said and hanged up the call not, wanting any further argument from him.

I drove back home .

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I came back and seen yoona sleeping on the couch ...I went and switched off the TV which was on .

Suddenly, i seen yoona sweating and she was mumbling something in her sleep ...i went closer to her "Please...dad no,....please...it hurts...no, mom please help me "

I shook her but she started crying even more "Yoona,...wake up" I shook her again, but still no response she started crying more ..."Mom please help....dad no...please...it really hurts "

"Yoona wake up..its just a dream" I tried waking her up again but she continued to mumble "Dad ...i promise...i will never do it again ..please..no basement..please"

The word basement  caught my attention cause whenever i took her to the basement she always tries to run away and WHO IS THIS PERSON WHOM SHE CALLS DAD ?

I shook her more, this time somewhat harshly which made her to wake up , she looked towards me, her eyes were red and puffy from crying.

"Are you okay ?" I asked but she didn't answered instead she was just whipping her tears away.

I sat down beside her on the couch and she slightly scooted away "What did you see in your nightmare and who is that you keep calling dad ?" I asked directly without wasting anytime.

"No one" She said and was about to stand up from the couch when i grabbed her wrist and pulled her towards me and cuddled her on the couch so, she was lying beside me on the couch.

"W...what are you doing...?...let go" She started pushing my hands away .

"No...i am cold." I said which was not a lie cause i was really feeling cold .

She stopped struggling and turned around so, now she was facing me ,..she kept her hand on my forehead "Your forehead is really cold." she said and looked towards me directly in my eyes.

I closed my eyes and don't know when i drifted off to sleep with her in my arms.

YOONA'S POV

Ji chang wook was sleeping still holding me tight , i tried to remove his arms away from my waist but he didn't  budge.

"Yah ji chang wook wake its been an hour ...i think your body is warm now so let me go" I said and shook him to wake him up.

He slowly opened his eyes and, he looked pale and tired .

He removed his hands from my waist and said "Go and cook something for me i am hungry" His voice was sore.

"Why should i ?" I asked standing up from the couch.

"Because i am not in the condition to cook " He said and pulled the blanket closer to him.

I really think he is not well cause, he looked really pale and his sore voice explains it completely that he has cough and cold.

I didn't argued anymore and went in the kitchen to cook something .

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I cooked some warm soup for him and Ramyeon for myself cause i too have pain in my whole body so, i can't cook anything more than this.

I went out in the living room but, he was not their on the couch anymore so, i took the soup in his room.

"Chang wook wake up ...here your soup" I said to wake him up .

He sat up on the bed and i stretched the soup bowl towards him but he didn't took instead he looked towards me "What ?" I asked .

"Feed me ." He said casually .

"What...why should i you eat it by yourself'" I said and stretched the bowl once more towards him.

But, he shook him head and said " I too did it when you were not eating, so feed me...now "

I sighed and filled the spoon full of soup before feeding it to him .

While feeding him i asked "Aren't you afraid that, i might put the poison in you soup to kill you." 

"No, i am not " He answered.

"Why?" I asked raising my eyebrows . "Because you will never kill someone you love " He said and i stopped for a moment.

"L...love...i don't love you " I stuttered but, he remained silent.

After feeding him i started to go out of the room when he suddenly stopped me by grabbing my wrist and took the bowl from my hand and pulled me on the bed to sleep beside him.

"What are you doing ?" I asked while he hugged me tightly from back.

"I will let you go but, first tell me what did you see in your nightmare and who is that person you were calling dad ?" He whispered.

"I don't want to talk about it " I said trying to remove his hands away from my waist.

"Just tell me and i will let you go " He said and hugged me more tightly.

I never shared it with anyone but, for some reason i felt to tell it to him.

"He was my step father , he used to beat me and touch me in a wrong way whenever no one use to be their at home ... I was 15 years old .....One day i came back from school , my mother was not their at home only me and him ...he asked me to bring him water ....i went to the kitchen to take water but, i was so scared that the glass fallen from my hand and he got another reason to beat me......"

I took a deep breath "What happened after that ?" Chang wook asked.

"He dragged to the basement and started hitting me with his belt , i apologised , begged but nothing stopped him instead after sometime he started touching me and trying to kiss me , i resisted and he hit me even more....suddenly, i heard my mom's voice calling my name outside the basement ...i was about to shout for her to help me but, he closed my mouth with his palm and tied my both wrist , legs and closed my mouth with a cloth ...he went out of the basement leaving me their crying in pain.......

"I wanted to call my mother but i can't, suddenly i seen some glass pieces on the floor i scooted towards it and grabbed one and tried to open my hands with it but due to the pain which i was having , my both hands were trembling and by mistake i cut my wrist....i don't know how long i was on the floor crying but no one came and....when i opened my eyes i was in hospital....after that i never went back in that house...my mother sent to boarding school"

I stopped and looked towards chang wook who was listening everything quietly " Your mother didn't do anything about your step father ?" He asked

"No, this is the fact i hated the most she still lived with that man even after knowing everything" I said and closed my eyes.

I completely forgot that, i have to tell him to let go off me........ instead i closed my eyes and drifted off to sleep in his arms.

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Are you on Wattpad too?Because I think I have read this entire story there recently and I loved it too.