don't read it if you don't wont to crying. Please forgive me for writing this.

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We used to be friend, we used to be bestfriend, we used to be lovers. I used to call you mine and I'm yours but now everything just a story, now we're just a teammate. I can't hold your hand, I can't kiss your chubby cheeks and I can't stand near you. My heart still in pain when I see you with him, how can you do that to me. How can you do that behind my back, I can't hate you instead I hate myself for not knowing about you and what you really need. I know our future are didn't clear yet but I already promise to give you everything you want except your need to had a baby. I should know better when you find him cool on their live performance, I should know that sometimes you wont lend me your phone, I should believe Jisoo unnie word when she said that you're go out with him. I should know when you let me kiss your cheek on our vlive was my last kiss for you, I should know when your mother never let me go to your home. I should know when you always go out without our manager oppa and will not go back to our dorm, oh God why I'm so naive and idiot. Now I know love is blind, I always believe in your word and didn't know when you telling a lie. it hurts, so ing hurt. I don't want to see your face but sadly we're living together in the dorm and YG sajangnim didn't let me stay at my own apartment, everytime I see your face my heart hurt, when I heard your voice I can't help myself to not cr