2 years later.....

I'm living...again. with a better life. No hurt and pain burden in me. I'm so happy to have my friends that keep motivating me to move on. Many things change, me too. I change, it's not bad to change, if it's for a better you and it's your life, you can change whatever you want. I change but I'm not completely changed. My heart beats the same like before, it beats for one person till now. They said time, time is needed to move on. But they can't understand. That's my heart wanted. My heart wants Sojung. You will think that I'm so stupid to still love her even if she's gone. I tried, I tried to forget her, I'm still trying. Actually I tried to open my heart to someone else

And if you're asking about my half sister, Yuju. We're fine. I forgave her, who am I not to forgive someone? I'm not God. And I'm visiting her sometimes at jail. And look how Yerin accept her once again. Love can do that, love is so powerful, really. I like how Yuju begged in front of her just to forgave her and love her back, and it's funny that the truth is Yerin love her too. I'm happy for them now. 

And if you're asking about Yewon and Eunha. They're still together. You know how much I cringe for two years in front of them? How nice that they'll ask me to come with them in their date and I'll just come with them but I'm like a third wheel. I'm used to it, and sometimes they're going to set me up in a blind date and you know how hard to deal with strangers, especially if they're weird or nerd. I'll sometimes run away from that and never come back. And they keep pushing me to move on and to find someone so I tried too, they recommend me a dating app, yeah they did that. How nice of them right. They're the one who registered me. At first, I'm enjoying it. But nah. I don't want it like this. Sojung weigh more than them, of course we have an experienced, but someone helps me to move on from her and those two, didn't stop until now to help me to find my true love. Like I can do it by myself but they keep helping me, so they said we can have a double date

"Why don't you start coming to the bar again?" Eunha suggested and I'm not willing to

"no, the bar that I keep coming to are closed a long time ago" that's really the bar that I wanted to go to

"SOJUNG's bar?" Yewon said

I rolled my eyes on how she emphasize 'Sojung'. "Yeah, yeah, it is and I don't need to go to a bar, I already have someone" I said bluntly 

"but, it's just a chat. Bi" 

"I don't care, she means to me"

She rolled her eyes back and murmured a "tsss"

"Oh! Look you got a message from her again" Eunha said looking at my phone's notification 

I took my phone and look at it, yes I have a message from her, again. I tried chatting with pretty boys and pretty girls too since I'm not straight and I enjoyed chatting with this girl, and everyday we're exchanging messages, at first I thought that she's a boy since her username was @handsomebby777 while mine is @hwangbibabe, I know it's a lame username, Eunha did that, to help me but it's not helping at all

It's been months since we're chatting and I'm enjoying it, I had to admit, really I'm enjoying chatting with her

I click her message...

@handsomebby777

morning Hwangbi, my babe....I mean @hwangbibabe :))

I laughed when I saw her message and I look at the couple and they are just looking at me, a curious expression are written all over their face

@hwangbibabe

morning too ^_^ I just woke up, stop calling me babe hahaha and stop that lame excuses hahaha

I press send and wait for her reply and I look back at those two and they're smirking

"What?" 

"Looks like our plan worked" Yewon said still smirking and look at Eunha, a successful look

My phone beep again and I look back at my phone, she replied back

 @handsomebby777

hahaha, why do you hate me calling you babe? You hate that huh? Someone called you that and hurt you? Don't worry, we're the same, I hate 'babe' too T_T I won't call you babe anymore, I don't want you to hate me T_T

I felt that I blush when I read her message, I quickly replied back

@hwangbibabe

hahaha what are you doing by the way? 

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I don't know but we have this 'something' or 'us' because sometimes we're talking like we did

@handsomebby777

Umm, I'm laying on my bed. I got some little headache but I'm going to be fine, don't worry my princess :))

@hwangbibabe

You should drink meds before it gets worse

@handsomebby777

I already did. Don't worry, just talking to you make me feel more better

@hwangbibabe

Then you should talk to me hahaha but you should rest too

@handsomebby777

I'll do that, talk to you later, I love you princess ^_^ 

I tried to take this, even if we didn't met in person, but I don't know whenever I will receive some messages from her it makes my heart flutter. 

@hwangbibabe

Sleep well :)))))

Sometimes I get mad at her for not replying to my messages. You know I'm always wondering what's she's doing or what. She's always talking about her life. I don't know if it's a lie or what but I believe her, her voice is so sincere through the line. You can tell by her voice that she's enjoying talking to me, her voice is so relaxing through my ears, it's so soft. I keep insisting her to send her picture but she said she want to surprise me if we met, she want me to know her by the heart, if I see her my heart will know that it's her, it's her that I'm talking to. She said if I really love her or trust her. I will recognize her even if I don't know her face

I want to continue this happy life, I want to stay like this. 

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so Sinb has someone in her life hahaha maybe she's talking to a bot since this world is full of high technology hahaha kidding. I hope you like this chapter, I'm going to end this soon. Maybe a last chapter or two? Or three?