Yewon's POV 

 

It's been weeks since Sinb didn't eat nor sleep, she's always crying at her room, I can hear her sobs and she would always said that she's fine

 

We're getting worried for her, sometimes I'm forcing her to eat but she's going to be mad at me, it started since Sojung's funeral, she became like this. I thought, we thought, that she accepted what happened but why is she like this? We can't believe too what happened to Sojung 

 

"Love, did she eat breakfast?"  Eunha ask me 

 

I just shakes my head, Her room door is locked,  I'm knocking on her door a hundred times I think and I called her name but no, I got no response 

 

Eunha frowned 

 

"What are we going to do now?" she said, she's really worried for her best friend, I am too. We need to comfort and talk to her, she's being depressed 

 

" I don't know, but I know that she needs us, we need to help her to overcome all of this" I hope Sinb can move on from all of this

 

"Aaaah!"  a loud scream can be heard from Sinb 's room, we immediately go to the room door and knock

 

"Sinb?!, what happened?!"  Eunha shouted nervously

 

But we got no response 

 

"SINB!" I called her name 

 

But again no response 

 

I decided to kick the door so that it can be open, I kicked it so hard so many times and it opened

 

We quickly run inside her room and we find her on the floor with her arm covered with a lot of blood

 

"SINB!!!!" We ran to her 

 

"Go get some towel!!" Eunha said panicking,  so I immediately go to her closet and open it and find something just to stop the bleeding

 

I got some white towel and gave it to Eunha

 

"Call some help,  she lost her consciousness" Eunha said so I ran to the living room and took my phone and call some help

 

My hands are shaking because I don't know if Sinb is still okay or what, but I successfully dial it from my shaky hands

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"I'm glad that she's fine" Eunha said while looking at the sleeping Eunbi

 

"I don't know that she's been hurting herself, I'm sorry, I should have know, since she's my roommate " I said weakly, there's something stuck in my throat due to my roller coaster emotions before

 

"It's not your fault Love, she's being depressed, we just need to help her to get through all of this" she gave me a weak smile 

 

I smiled back weakly, and I'm happy that Sinb didn't went too far, I'm glad that she's fine

 

"W-where.. I am?" Sinb ask

 

Eunha just gave her a look and didn't say anything,  then Sinb look at me, she have a questionable expression 

 

I just look down, I can understand that she's so down and depressed but she can talk to us, she doesn't have to be in this right now

 

"Sinb.." Eunha said softly and sat beside Sinb

 

"Bi, I'm glad that you're fine" Eunha said, but it's not like she's really glad, something's bothering her, she wants to say something 

 

"I'm sorry" Sinb said while fidgeting her hands

 

"Bi, I understand you. I know, but I didn't expect that you're going to do this. We can help you, you can talk to me, to us! You don't need to do this! If you think that your suffering will end by just ending your life, you're wrong Bi. We're still here loving you, care for.... you" There are tears that are falling at the white blanket, Sinb 's crying,  Eunha too

 

"I'm your best friend, don't you think that I'll get depress too if you're gone? And for so long being my friend, I just realized now that you're Selfish. You're only thinking about yourself, your feelings,  you're enduring the pain just by yourself. We're here! Please Bi, don't do this again or you're going to lose me"  Eunha said a little calm from crying and smiling a little on how cute Sinb is like she's being scolded from her mother

 

"I-i'm sorry, I didn't mean to..... suicide, I just t-tried to hurt myself to lessen the... pain from my.... chest." she said between her sobs

 

"okay, okay, I forgave you, Yewon, You forgave her too right?" I nodded "Stop crying now, you're going to be a ugly duckling and look at your arms it's full of cuts and bruises, it means that I'm more beautiful than you now" she said jokingly

 

"But Sinb, I hope you'll listen to me and Yewon" Eunha said then Sinb nodded

 

"I want to go home" Sinb said weakly 

 

"NO! You need to rest!!" Eunha said angrily 

 

Sinb look down more 

 

"You need to regain your energy again, okay?" Eunha said softly now and pats Sinb's head

 

"Don't you be hard headed again Bi, look how my bunny turn into a tiger" I said jokingly 

 

Sinb laugh but Eunha gave me a deadly glare 

 

"Fine, fine, I'm sorry. You're still cute when you're mad by the way" I put my arms around her neck 

 

She pouted and hug me 

 

Sinb look at us sadly, I push Eunha gently, Eunha look at me confused, like why-did-you-push-me look

 

I just smiled to her

 

Maybe Sinb is a little jealous now, she lost her two lover at the same time, it's so hard for her, she'll just get depress more when she saw me and Eunha being all sweet around her, we need to adjust to help her

 

"Go get some food Love, we're hungry" I said then pull her to make her stand up from Sinb's bed

 

"okay okay, I'll be back" Eunha said and headed out of the room

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What do you think? Because I don't think you like what's happening in here right now, I'm sorry.

Write your thoughts about this :)) I'm happy to read the comments!!  

 

P.S 

I told you guys before that I'll finish this up to 30 chapter but I'm wrong, it went too long, haha so I think it's going to end up to 30 plus chapters