Yuju's POV 

Sinb doesn't know that I know that she's cheating on me, it's been a month. I already know it from the start. I saw her, I saw her with that girl kissing at the bar, it's that Sojung right? I followed her that night 

//FLASHBACK//

"babe?"

"mm?"

"where are you? Your roommate said you're not in your room yet?"

"I'm just getting some fresh air babe, i'm fine." 

"you sure? Want me to go there?"

"no, i'm fine, i just want some time alone and by myself"

"Okay, if you say so, just text me when you got back to your dorm okay?"

"Mm"

after a few hours.....

i called her roommate and still she's not there yet. so i headed to the ber that shes always going to. i noticed that she always go there after work so i decided to go there first.

i look from left to the right to find her, too crowded here. 

so, i walk more and more and i'm right she's here.

kissing someone

//END OF FLASHBACK//

And of course, i'm not affected. 

Why would i?, i'm just pretending that i'm hurt and sad when she's not around. for short, im pretending that i love her.

yes, i really don't love her

never ever

she ruined my life, my family.

i just pretended that i'm sincere when i'm saying 'I love you' to her, inside me i'm dying, i really am. i'm just using her for a revenge. i wanted to ruin her life like she did to me. i want her life to be misirable. i want her to suffer like i did. and now she's cheating on me, she's just like her father--no--our father, she's my half sister. of course she doesn't know about that. she's the child of my father in her mistress or third party. and that's why my mother suicide because of depression, my mom can't take it. My mother that Sinb knew is my aunt, i'm hiding my identity of course, my real name is Yuna, Hwang Yuna. and i just change it to Choi Yuju. 

And she just got mad at me when i didn't let her my body because why would i? she's my enemy and she's my sister. I'm cringing when she's saying sweet things to me and when i'm doing the same too. like ewww. I'm just playing with her mind. i want to ruin her. 

And yet still she doesn't know what i'm hiding and i already know what she's hiding, she's really no match for me. i can ruin her easily, and now i think it's my time, perfect time i think to ruin her everything, i waited for so long for this, i'm in a relationship with her for how so many months just to know her, to know her weakness, and that is....losing me. she really love me, i felt it, sometimes i'm hesitating if i should continue my revenge, but it always hit me when I remember what happened to my mother, it's like a motivation for me to continue, to continue this, my life

And here I am today with Yerin, it's our break time for work, hanging out with her in this cafeteria, after me and Sinb fight and that stupid kiss

"So, what happened with you two today?" she asked

She knows, I told her what's my plan to Sinb, she's the only one that I can trust now, she's my old friend. but she doesn't know that Sinb is now flirting with Sojung, her cousin. 

"nothing much, she got mad at me when I didn't let her you know, make love with me" I chuckled because by just imagining it again, it's disgusting, it feels like I want to throw up, really

She just stared blankly at me, then she open , slowly

"that's..... Disgusting"  she said with her disgusting face

I laugh in how cute she does that

"it is!" I wiped off harshly my lips to remove Sinb's saliva or what from her

she burst into laughter from what i just did

i gave her my deadly glare.

she calms down, while wiping her tears, tears of joy. why would laugh like that by just wiping harshly my lips?

"okay, what's your plan now?" good question, i don't know too. i think that Sojung is ruining my plan, it's possible that Sinb fall out of love with me, so that i can't break her heart. 

"i don't know, i'll just stick with my original plan for now" i said as i sip from my frappe.

"okay" she sips in her drink too

I'm really glad that i found Yerin again for my plan. she knows all of my story, she knows the whole reason for this revenge. She's my only friend back then. she's helping me, i don't know her reason why she hates Sinb. I don't ask, it doesn't matter, matters for now is my revenge to Sinb, if she didn't exist in this world so did her mother, i think now, i have a happy family, a complete family.  

And sometimes of course, i'm still nice i'm opening up to her, i'm telling her some stories of my life and being nice to her for real, but it's just sometimes, most of the time my kindness and softness for her is no other than fake. 

"ummm, so i have a meeting with Sojung unnie later, so maybe you can go with me since it's Sinb"s day off, and besides you're the only available all of them are busy" she said while picking up her stuffs

"sure ma'am" i said kindly, of course she's still my boss.

i don't care if i'm going to see that Sojung today, i really don't care to her, she's just a 'little' distraction for me, for my plan, so i don't really mind. And i don't care if she's having fun with Sinb, she can enjoy her time for now because her suffering is coming soon.

Yerin smiled at me and stood up

"good, we need to get going now, the working hours will start again soon" she look at her wrist watch and look back at me

i stood up too and nodded

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Haiiiiii! I'm back haha, how was the Yuju's POV?? it reavealed so much secrets and mysteries HAHAHAHA. It suppose to be a Yerin's POV but i changed it to Yuju's. i hope you like it! and sorry if this is short. yeah i know you want more. but i can't write a long chapter since i'm super busy from school and i'm happy that i published a chapter today!! woooh! write your thoughts about this, feel free!