i go to the park because Yuju texted me to go to meet her after sending Sojung to the airport 

 

"Bi where did you go?" she said, as long as she saw me

 

"i-i just went somewhere"  I said nervously, why is she asking me this?

 

"where?" she said sternly, making me more nervous 

 

"I...umh....  I went to buy some groceries"  I said not looking to her eyes, of course I lied, I'm not a good liar remember?

 

"are you sure?" she asked making me way more nervous 

 

"y-yes, why?" I answered, I tried my best not to stutter but no, I can't 

 

"Because I think I saw you somewhere else" she said making me more nervous, did she saw us? But how is it possible?  Did she go to the airport too?

 

"W-where?" I asked, does she know?

 

"ummmh, are you sure that you went to buy groceries?"  she asked cold making my heart beats twice per second

 

"y-yeah" I said not still looking at her

 

She took her phone, what is she trying to do?

 

"Then what is this?!" she said angrily and show a photo to me

 

What the f---?!

My eyes is so wide due to my shockness from what i saw, it's a photo of me and Sojung flirting at the airport 

 

"H-how d-did you---" 

 

"I know it already Hwang Eunbi, how long are you planning to hide it from me?! That you're cheating on me?!" she shouted angrily making me flinch from her loud voice

 

"I, i-i'm sorry" the only thing that I can say, I really don't know what to say, I want to disappear now

 

My heart breaks when she slap me so hard, but my heart breaks even more when I saw her crying

 

"H-how..can...you...do... this to m-me?" she said slowly because of her sobs, I hate seeing her like this, she's hurting because of me, it's my fault

 

"i-i don't k-know" I said not daring to look at her, my conscience eating me, from what I did to her

 

"you don't know?! What kind of reason is that?! Eunbi!!!" I hate it when she's calling me by my real name, like what she's doing now

 

"i-i'm sorry" I said again. then, I can't feel anything anymore but pain, so much pain that makes me feel suffocated 

 

"Sorry?! I don't need your sorry!!! Your sorry has nothing to do with this Eunbi!!!"  she threw her phone away angrily, I flinched from what she did, I'm so afraid on where this conversation may go

 

"I....." 

 

"And now you can't say anything?! Huh?! How brave that you can cheat on me when I'm turning my back to you! And now you can't say anything?!"  she shouted again in front of my face, I can feel the pain inside her

 

I remain looking down, I'm so scared to face her, not saying anything

 

"you know what?! Let's break up, I think you're just waiting for me to say that!! Happy now?!" she then walk out and leave me here at the park 

 

She leave me crying, hurt. But I know she is more hurt than me, I cheated on her, she doesn't deserve this,  I hate myself

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I go to Eunha's house because I want someone to talk to and Yewon is here too

 

"What?! How did she knew?! She broke up with you?!" she asked non stop because even she can't believe that Yuju knew about me and Sojung 's relationship, Of course Eunha is the first and only person know about me and Sojung, and she told Yewon too so both of them knows that I'm such a stupid cheater, they didn't stop me to cheat from Yuju, because they know that it's my life, it's my choice, it's my mistake, but I'm not considering Sojung as a mistake, she's important to me. And I'm willing to face the consequences just for her, that's what love can do to me

 

"I don't know, I'm surprised too that she saw us at the airport,  how can she go there?!" I cry loudly again

I just can't believe that Yuju just broke up with me, and it makes my heart breaks a hundred times. Of course I still have some feelings left for her, and it hurts now that I know that we're not together 

 

"I told you before about this Sinb" she said softly while patting my back

 

"I told you to be careful on your decisions" she then hug me

 

"so, what are you going to do now?" Yewon asked

 

"I...I don't know"  Because really. I don't know anything now, I don't know what to do next, I don't know how did she know about us, did she know a long time ago already? How?!

 

"you need to calm down for now Sinb, I'm going to cook food for us and watch some movies to lessen your pain" Eunha said then she let go of our hug and stood up and go to the kitchen

 

Yewon sat beside me and patted my head

 

"I hope that you're ready for this, it's your fault, I know that you know that too. And you know too that this can happen, I hope you can fix everything and makes everything right, you must respect Yuju's decision and it's up to you on what are you going to do with Sojung,  if you decided to stay with her, it's your decision,  I hope you two can get well. But be careful for now Sinb, let Yuju move on first, it's good for the both of you" she said and hug me, I'm lucky that I have a friends like them, so understanding even if It's my fault.

 

"thank you Yewon" I hug her back, I felt so comfortable to them because they can understand my situation,  they always supporting my choices or decisions

 

"so, I'm going to open the TV now" she said letting me go from our hug and took the remote from the table and turn the TV on

 

"umm, news?" she said curiously and I look up to the TV 

 

Breaking news: A famous CEO of KSJ corporation, named Kim Sojung, involved in a plane crush, that are suppose to fly to the Italy, many people found dead at the said accident and many people are still missing, including Ms. Kim Sojung and other businessmen. It crushed down to the sea so a lot of rescuers dive in to the sea and find some people that are still missing. And luckily some people rescued but badly hurt and have some lot of injuries found in their body and now they're in the hospital to have some treatment 

 

i can't feel myself anymore, I think the world just stop right now, I can't sense anything, I feel numb because of the shocking news that I heard, I can't move,  I can't speak, my mouth left open  my eyes widen, I can't understand the world now, who am I? What I just heard? What's the meaning of that?

 

"oh God!!"  I heard Yewon said slowly, I'm sure she too can't believe that news

 

Can I hear it again? Sojung? Kim Sojung? Missing? Plane crush? 

 

A tear fell down again from my eyes, I felt like I'm and trapped from my body, I don't know how to feel right now, I think my heart breaks into a totally powder, It feels like my soul get away from my body

 

Is this the consequences that I got? I both lost them? I didn't expect all of this, but I think that I deserve this, because I'm so stupid to deserve the both of them

but Sojung? What happened to her? Where is she now? Please stay alive Sojung, I can't live anymore if I'll lose you too. 

 

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OMG WHAT HAPPENED TO SOJUNG?! Nooooo! WE NEED TO FIND HER!!!

 

P.S I'M SORRY FOR MY VERY BAD ENGLISH TODAY HAHAHA I KNOW I'M BAD EVEN BEFORE BUT TODAY IS WAS WAY MORE WORST, IM SORRY I'M NOT IN THE MOOD HAHAHA I HOPE YOU LIKE IT! I love you all! Okay, let's go! Haha