Dear Journal,

It's been 2 days since I last spoke to Junhui. I see he updates his sns every now and then, he seemed to be very busy with his choreography work for New York. I should really approach him right? Because it was me who started a fight and was immature. Junhui never meant to leave me here, it was merely him going there first and he's going to wait for me. I'm such an idiot for getting upset at him so today, I decided to initiate. 

I went to his place after class and brought his favourite food. He opened the door for me and let me in without any hesitation or expression on his face. I back hugged him and buried my face on his shoulder blades. Then and there, I said sorry to him and as if the darkness suddenly faded, Junhui gently pulled away only to hold me in his arms. Ah, he missed me too. He held me so tight. I missed his warmth so much. God, I missed him alot.

He whispered that he's sorry for snapping at me and he didn't mean to break his promise. He told me he will cancel New York and I said to him that no, he shouldn't. He argued that he didn't want to leave me behind, but I told him that i'll be fine and that i'll follow him as soon as I can. Opportunities don't just come everyday and he shouldn't miss a single one. 

"I love you baby, i'm sorry for that morning," were the words Junhui said to me before he kissed my lips. 

Here I am right now, laying down beside him. He's snoring but still precious.