CHAPTER 11

 

 

Boya?! what is going on? He eard me,he eard me! Ottokke?!

 

 

"Song ji hyo?"he smile charmigly at me,while he was on top of my body...i mean,does it make sense? Ok first let's try to make him go down the bed before i collapse right now and here!.

 

 

"...ok,should i laugh? ...ahaha...get off please"

 

 

"Ahahah,how cute"

 

 

"Arasso i am c-c-cute,now oppa"

 

 

"You didn't answer me" i don't want to answer! I was in a pinch with jong kook and you popped to my mind! Crae i slightly feel attracted but...what do you want me to say oppa?! aish...my stupid foul mouth,i would slap it right away if i could do it!

 

 

"..."

 

 

"So?"he smile at me while his face keep coming closer.

 

 

"O-oppa...what are you doing?"i ask,my face was a mix of expressions.From a forced laugh,to a bit of surprise and also awkawardness.

 

 

"What do you think?"WHAT DO I THINK?! YA!WHO ARE YOU?! GIVE MY OPPA BACK!.

 

 

"So ji sub ssi-!"he was only inchese apart when i close my eyes and put distance between us with my hands.

 

 

"Arasso,i will answer,ok?! please stop this at once!"

 

 

"..."Silence. O?...i tought i would feel his kiss? Did he get up?.I slowly open one eye after another.His face was still on top of mine but it was a bit more far away,till he finally sat down and i could take a breath of relief.

 

 

"Ok...here,Now...your answer?" I should fake ignorance...

 

 

"Aigo...i am not feel-"

 

 

"O? miss song ji hyo? should i punish you?"

 

 

"Arasso! ok!...aish...you like teasing me too much"he chucle a little.

 

 

"Stop smiling oppa! ...Who are you ah? where is my ji sub oppa?"

 

 

"Ahahaha,arasso,now stop changing the subject and answer me." sigh...i have...no way to escape it seems.

 

 

"Sigh.........."

 

 

"Such a long sigh" i became serious and look at him.

 

 

"I will answer but just tell me,why do you want to know?" he still smile warmly at me and i could see all his beautiful features,his body,in a way he is similar to kim jong kook,so ji sub oppa is only more tall.Hu?! why am i thinking about jong kook all of a sudden?.

 

 

"...Do you really not know why i did it?"

 

 

"..."

 

 

"So you understand right?" sigh...this won't do,i don't want to be in a relationship at the moment...

 

 

"Sigh...ok,i will be sincere with you...i like you...you are a really good person to me and i can say that you are the first person ever to become so important in my life in such a short time...I feel...attracted to you.i am"

 

 

"But?"

 

 

"...but i don't want to be in a relationship at the moment"he became just a bit more serious even tought he is still as calm as before.

 

 

"It's because of him?...kim jong kook?" i was startled...he cought me.

 

 

"I have a mix of emotions now.After he came back into my life...i just feel strange"

 

 

"Do you love him?"

 

 

"What? no! how could i?"

 

 

"But before you did, it seems"

 

 

"...dae.Now everything came back to me but i don't have the intention to go back to the me before"

 

 

"Then don't go to him"

 

 

"Hu?"he seriously look at me with his beautiful face.

 

 

"And come to me"

 

 

"a...so ji sub-"

 

 

"It seems like i am not so away from you type right?"

 

 

"What?"

 

 

"You said it before"

 

 

"Yea.well-i mean"

 

 

"So don't think about him and only focus on me"

 

 

"It's...not so simple...i...he saved me,it's complicated with kim jong kook and it kiils me inside to feel this way...how do you expect me to go to you while i am so half hearted? I...don't feel love towards you...so ji sub oppa"it kills me telling him such a thing,i know it will hurt him and it seems like...our friendship is already ended too...

 

 

"I am sorry"

 

 

"Not yet"

 

 

"So ji sub-"

 

 

"You only need to stay away from him, things will change as time goes by,you will eventually come to me"

 

 

"I already told you didn't i?"so ji sub slowly come on top of me,giving me a scare once again.

 

 

"Ya!" he smile charmlying at me.

 

 

"I am not going to say i will wait for you to get over him,because i will just attack and give by best to have your heart"

 

 

"...i never tought you where..."

 

 

"Me too...i never did something like this for another girl...so song ji hyo,take responsability for my change"

 

 

"Aigo" what do i do

 

 

"So ji sub...try to understand me please-hu!-"he suddenly come closer.

 

 

"So ji sub oppa!"

 

 

"Just stay away from him...i will stay with you as much as i can,so that you will only think of me"

 

 

"Brain wash?"

 

 

"Ahahah,something like that"he is getting closer that before and i have no strenght anymore,i strained too much my body,now i understand why i shouldn't have walked around after just wakind up,my head is spinning too.

 

 

"Song ji hyo-" someone opened the door of the room suddenly and it was none other than...

 

 

"K-kim jong kook" this time i was grateful he came at least ji sub stopped.

 

 

"What is happing here?"he asked.

 

 

"I-"so ji sub oppa kissed my forehead before getting up and smiling at the flustered and surprised me.

 

 

"Nothing much"

 

 

"So ji sub ssi,that doesn't seem nothing much to me"

 

 

"Why are you here? YOu should stay in your room right?"kim joong kook put on a forced a smile and answered.

 

 

"I am just fine.SOrry but what i am doing here it's only between me and her" what is going on here?! Where is that stupid brother of mine when i need him?!

 

 

"Sigh,please..." just leave everyone!

 

 

"I need to go for a shooting right now."he look at me"i will come back when i finished everything"

 

 

"Arasso"

 

 

"Bye,ji hyo ya" i nod and then he leave after greeting kim jong kook.Now that he left i feel relieved and i can finally take a breath of relief,but it didn't last long because i have forgotten another person,the one who make me unsettled the most.

 

 

"..."

 

 

"..."

 

 

"..."

 

 

"Aish,why are you not saying anything?...why are you here?"i am just really tired so my voice is becoming quite low.

 

 

"What happened?...what..."

 

 

"Kim jong kook...nothing happened..."

 

 

"He was on top of you...i think he was about to do something" bingo! he found out and i became more frustrated,i felt as if i was caught cheating! what is this idiocy song ji hyo?!

 

 

"...He wasn't...it's not what you think"

 

 

"I came at the right time it seems"

 

 

"At the right time?...you really"suddenly he make lie down on the hospital bed,what is he doing now? Ya,did they agree on this? aissshi! Help! i really am going to explode if he does that too.

 

 

"Ya...kim jong kook...-" i was about to say something when he covered me with the sheets...what is he doing?

 

 

"What...are you doing?"

 

 

"Lie down.You need to rest,you shouldn't have run outside the bed right after you woke up,now you are having a head ache..."

 

 

"How...do you know?" Never would have i tought that this competitive man would see right trought me...

 

 

"Because i was the same,after i woke up.I came here running to yor side,your brother was here too,i insisted on staying here bit,but at some point i felt really bad so i had to go back and rest" He also...did the same thing as i did?

 

 

"What? are you surprised? I was when i saw you come to my room,we had the same toghut...i felt really happy when i saw you came to me...but i was worried too that's why i came back here" my gosh...so he...came to see how i was doing?...why are you like this kim jong kook,how am i supposed to forget you for good.

 

 

"O...thanks...for worrying" then i see a teasing smile appear on his lips.

 

 

"Why are you smiling like that?" i ask as i frown.His mouth will not say anything good when he smile that way.

 

 

"What where you thinking i would have done? You erted woman"

 

 

"What? ya! i am not a ert!"

 

 

"Who is the one who always bite me in the most unespected places? I remember clrealy your teeth biting on my..."he look the other way a bit embarrassed

 

 

"You know what" just...i mean...he seem like a little girl and i am i am the man! ya! No this need to be cleared so i sit on the bed no longer liyng down.I point a finger at him and say.

 

 

"Ya,what are you talking about? That was a strategy,i juste gave you a bite where i tought it would hurt more that's all!"

 

 

"That wasn't the first time tought...do you like my ABS peraphs?"

 

 

"Acciam!What? this man here,how the heck did you come up to this stupid idea?" well to tell the truth i really do like his ABS but i surely will never tell him this.

 

 

"Mmm,i don't think so?It seems to me like you try your best to touch me there tought"

 

 

"Wha-since we came to this then what about you?"

 

 

"What about me?" he liking teasing me as he smile like he usually does when he is having fun.

 

 

"You liked touching my hand isn't that so?"

 

 

"Yea.I like it a lot"He asnwered withouth esitation making me feel taken aback.

 

 

"What's wrong with that?" that's right,that isn't erted at all!

 

 

"Then-then...then when you touched my ?" what will you say now? tsk.

 

 

"Ya,that wasn't on purpose"

 

 

"Sure as if...now i wonder who is the ert.People also took pictures and it spread online like fire" i said victorius while crossing my arms while jong kook have lost his previous cheecky smile.

 

 

"Ya,i didn't see where i was putting my hand on,i only tried to see where you where"

 

 

"In the lower part?"

 

 

"I searched for your hand!"

 

 

"Sure as if.I think touching a girl's is on a total different level than touching or biting you no?"

 

 

"Wae?What is so different? You girl have...you know what i am talking about" he is quite a shy man when it comes to the difference between a man and a girl, so right now it's impossible for him to say those words,tought i understood well,gosh he is too cute.I want to laugh right now but i need to restrain myself.

 

 

"AAA so? what do we have?"

 

 

"Aish...you know what,we man are sensible too about that part of our body...do you think it's simple for us to show our upper body?"

 

 

"I think it is..."

 

 

"Ya! you...then why do you always come on top of me? it happened a lot that you came on top of me,to bite me or to stop me...it seems to me like you like doing that" aish.

 

 

"Ya...i always do my best when it came to win a game,i didn't do it only with you"

 

 

"I think you did tought...also i wasn't the only one to search for you back than isn't that so?"

 

 

"...yea,but it was different..."i said indifferently only thinking about winning this round with him.

 

 

 

"Tsk...how was it different?"

 

 

"Aishi...because i liked you!So i wanted to touch you more and stay by your side. Do you understaand now? so it was different arasso? Tsk...now what will you answer?" i ask proud of myself as if i am the victorious in this battle of words,but when i saw that he didn't answer me but was in a state of shock i remembered my slip of tongue.My expression wasn't much different from his and an awkaward silence filled the room.

 

 

"Then...can't you love me like that again?"

 

 

"a...i-"o no...i was having fun but i forgot the problem at hand...someone help me!

 

 

"No...don't worry...i said i would take things slowly...now lie down and rest"

 

 

"Yea...i should rest.Thanks" i was grateful because he was able to read between the line.I never tought he would be like this.I cover myself and he help me out,we didn't say anything more.And at some point i turned around showing my back.

 

 

"Are you still here?"

 

 

"I am here"then i slowly turn around to look at him still lying on the bed.

 

 

 

"Shouuldn't you rest as well?"

 

 

"It's ok...i will go after i see you sleep"

 

 

 

"Just go back and rest,you are worse than me"

 

 

"It's ok.I am fine"

 

 

"...Does it hurt?...you wound?"he smile.

 

 

"Just a bit but it's bearable"

 

 

"I am sorry...i am so sorry"

 

 

"Don't say that...it's ok,it wasn't your fault" i could help but cry a bit as i remember that time when he was stabbed.i really feard i would loose him, that i wouldn't see kim jong kook again.

 

 

"Stop crying,please"he say in a soft and sad voice as he wipe my tears.

 

 

"I am fine see?"i nod.

 

 

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KJK POV

 

 

I am in her room and see her sleeping on the bed while i hold her hand and i can't help but remember what happened before.

 

 

Flashback.

 

 

I was lying on my bed and i couldn't sleep as that terrifing moments kept on popping in my memories and the wound was hurting too.So i got up and wanted to see her to make sure that i woke up from my dream.When i arrived i could ear hers and so ji sub's voices.I heard that he was declaring to her,that he would just attack and that she should just stop seeing me,so that she would only see him in her eyes.That's totally not how i tought he would be.So ji sub shouldn't have been such a person...so why is he like that? but it doesn't matter because i won't let it happen...so i open the door only to see something i would have rather not. I didn't want to see him and her like that.So ji sub was on top of her,he was smiling while song ji hyo wasn't aware to resist.I was angry really angry.Why would she hate when i would be so close but not to him?I barely contained my anger when i went to her side.I then realized that she wasn't feeling well. She was out of strenght,so in the end she just couldn't shake him off.Well i don't think he would have done anything,i think he was just teasing her,still it wasn't the right time to be like that,well for him there is no right time to be so close to her anyway.

 

 

As we where talking i tried to let her rest but then we started a converation and it led to the game of who is the ert between us.Ahahah,to funny,and embarrassing.She really is bold,i was taken aback a few times,but i did a good job anyway. Then...the conversation went to back then again.She loved me for so much time and i just let her love be a waste.Why,why,just why was i so stupid to not accept my feelings and notice her own feelings.If it wasn't for my stupidity,now i wouldn't be dealing with such a bad situation.I hate to admit it but in the end the pain i am feeling was worth it,at least now we can talk withouth killing each others with painful words. But i was curious to know.

 

 

"Hey,you don't have the intention to stop seeing me right?"i asked earnestly.There i saw her surprised look.She stopped for awhile then her expression was more calm.

 

 

"As i said,as friends we could...still see each other"she said...i know that she don't belive in friendship between two people who have some kind of history like us,who have areally complicated time.Even so she didn't refuse,i bet she still feel guilty even tough ti told her not to.Either way at least we can see each other again.

 

 

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SO JI SUB POV

 

 

Why did i do that?! i run to my car and rest my head a bit.

 

 

 

"Damn So ji sub!" i was only trying to ,but i think i was about to go too far...i was a bout to kiss song ji hyo. If kim jong kook didn't interrupted us,i would have kissed her lips for sure.Tought i think it was better how it ended,if i kissed her back then she...would hate me isn't it?.

 

 

"Sigh...i am still trembling,i was never so bold in front of a girl before...what do i do now?!"

 

 

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After almost a week the teo of them left the hospital.Song ji hyo could have been discharged earlier but the doctor saw that she was really tired,from work and mentally too,So they decided to keep here a bit more,in the end kim jong kook and her where discharged the same day.The only difference was that went away a few hours before he did.The two of them only saw each other the day before so they only sent each other a message tp tell him she was lieaving,since he wanted to know it.

 

 

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They started to work again,well more like they where asked to go on variety shows or to talk about what happened to them.They always refused and only agreed on a few shows,but they always went alone,they where always at the end of the deal since they where both busy their schedules where never on the same page. For song ji hyo,was a relief tought.First becamuse she was still traumatized and talking about that was something that she would rather not do even tought she know that she can't avoid doing so every time.Another reason it's because she could have less time with him.AS she promised as a friend she will see him if he called.Being alone or anything that resembled a date was a big no to her and kim jong kook is aware of that.She also try to put a bit of distance with so ji sub too.But what ji hyo doesn't know that she can't avoid the two man for all her life...

 

 

FINALLY I UPDATED,I KNOW IT'S SHORT BUT I HOPE YPU LIKE IT ANYWAY. FIRST OF ALL I THANKS FOR ALL YOUR COMMENTS,THEY GIVE ME THE MOTIVATION TO GO ON. GOOD NIGHT MY DEAR AND SPECIAL READERS HUGGGSSS!