Not giving up

It’s just the same story

Two days passed by quickly because BoA had been waking up extra early and after leaving Yoobin at school had been taking the bus to work.

 

Two days passed by in anguish because Jaejoong had been wondering if BoA had been avoiding him.

 

Two days passed by like a party because Junsu was clueless of what was happening and he enjoyed the soccer tournament as if he was playing in the field. So when he returned to Seoul and saw the tired face of his hyung he was really worried.

 

“Jae hyung, what’s wrong?” He asked softly giving the older male a cup of coffee.

 

“Junsu…I know. I know about BoA’s new family.” Jaejoong said sighing.

 

For the last couple of days he had been wondering how to start talking about the topic, but when he finally saw Junsu in front of him, he decided to be completely honest about what he had discovered.

 

“Oh…” and that’s all Junsu could say before they turned silent.

 

Junsu was afraid of the way Jaejoong found out the truth, but he couldn’t help but to ask.        

 

“How did you…” He trailed off.

 

“I met her husband and daughter at the elementary school.” Jaejoong said without looking up from his coffee cup.

 

“Husband?!” Junsu said with an alarmed tone almost knocking down his coffee cup.

 

“Yeah, I don’t really know much. She said she would explain later, but it seems like she has been avoiding me and…” Jaejoong said with a disappointed voice but he couldn’t finish his speech when Junsu stood up from his chair.

 

“Who said he was her husband?! Did he say that?! He dared to say that?!” Junsu shouted furiously, but his eyes showed confusion as he continued talking. “Did she say that? BoA told you that?”

 

Jaejoong looked at him with a shocked expression before patting Junsu’s shoulder.

 

“Neither of them said that, but…”

 

“Aish hyung~! Seriously, you almost gave me a heart attack.” Junsu exclaimed with a hand over his heart.

 

“He is not her husband and he will never be.” Junsu finished talking with a serious voice.

 

“But…” Jaejoong was confused all over again.

 

“Hyung…” Junsu began talking while sitting once again still unaware of the uncomfortable faces of his workmates.


“He is not her husband, but he…he is the father of the kid.” He almost whispered.

 

Jaejoong gasped. He was feeling a bit of hope when Junsu told him that BoA wasn’t married, but now everything was just like before.

 

“Hyung, she turned crazy when she met him…if it wasn’t for Yoobin I wouldn’t let him be near her at all.”

 

“So her name is Yoobin…” Jaejoong said sighing.

 

“Yes, my precious niece…” Junsu said with a smile.

 

“Junsu, do you think I still have a chance?” Jaejoong asked looking down. He was aware of his feelings but things weren’t easy as before.

 

“Jae hyung go for it~! I know that even if she didn’t say it, she always wanted to return to your side.”
 

“Then why…? She was the one who said it was turning out too difficult…” Jaejoong said frowning.

 

This was something he didn’t want to remember. At that time he had hoped that she would come back to him if he let her go. But the distance between them grew even more and they turned into strangers.

 

“Hyung, both of you are at fault in this. She got tired too fast and you let her go too easily. Think about that.”

 

Those were Junsu’s final words before he stood up once again and left.

 

And Jaejoong just looked down to find a paper Junsu had left on the table. A phone number. BoA’s phone number.

 

And while Jaejoong sat there biting his lip not sure what to do anymore, BoA was leaving the office to pick up Yoobin from school.

 

And when she arrived there, as always, her daughter waiting for her with open arms.

 

“So how was your day?” BoA asked her little girl as they walked down the street.

 

“It was fun~! We read a book about an elephant and a bear….” Yoobin continued talking while holding her mother’s hand.

 

They were enjoying their time together as they walked without noticing that across the street was a pair of eyes looking at them.

 

Jaejoong, now knowing how the situation was, looked at BoA differently.

 

The first time he saw her in the bus, he was shocked. He was excited about their encounter and hoped she was as happy as him to meet again.

 

The second time, he was surprised and he felt relieved from the stress of work just by looking at her.

 

The third time, he felt crushed. Her eyes were avoiding him and she just seemed to run far away from him with her new family by her side.

 

But this time, it was different.

 

He was actually seeing BoA being a mother. She looked so happy with her daughter, with a bright smile on her face.

 

And it was then when he remembered the worried face BoA had when she received the call from the school.

 

This BoA he was looking at now wasn’t the same as before. This BoA now wasn’t the young girl with the fear of Seoul and with the fear of not reaching her dreams.

 

This BoA was a happy mom, willing to give everything for her daughter. A mature woman dealing with an ex boyfriend that was her daughter’s father.

 

But even when she looked happy, has she already given up on her dreams?

 

And while BoA and Yoobin’s figure disappeared in the distance Jaejoong looked at the sky and sighed.

 

He still remembered BoA’s figure walking away with her family when they moved to Seoul. And this is when all the memories started to appear in his mind.

 

So as he rode the bus back home he pictured in his mind those moments in the small town they used to live in.

 

He still remembered the day they met on the main street of the town after Jaejoong returned from his vacations with his parents. He knew there was a new family in town, but he decided to find out more about them later since the circus had arrived town.

 

All the villagers walked excitedly through the street and even when Jaejoong wasn’t with his parents he knew exactly were he was going.  But it was at the side of the street where he saw a little girl walking alone too, but unlike him she looked lost and scared. And he couldn’t help but run to help her when a bunch of older kids ran by her side pushing her aside making her lose her balance. It was then when Jaejoong’s small hand grabbed hers and helped her stand properly before she hit her head with the tree behind her.

 

And from that day onwards they were inseparable. Jaejoong taught her everything she should know about the circus, the town, the river and the horses. He was only 8 years old, but his experience in the farm made him a great teacher for little BoA.

 

But now they were so far away even when they were in the same city. And even though Jaejoong knew it was going to be awkward and difficult at the beginning he wasn’t going to give up.

 

All the things that had been happening were just a sign that he should remain by her side. This time he wouldn’t let go no matter how hard it got.

 

Because even when the idea of BoA having a daughter still hurt him, made him sad and angry, he knew that little girl made BoA happy.

 

And as the bus kept moving the idea of talking to her for real made him anxious.

 

Should he call her today or tomorrow?

 

How was he going to bring up the subject?

 

And…was he ready to listen to BoA’s story?

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(A/N) THANKS FOR THE COMMENTS! :)

*FolderName: Thanks for your comment!....Jaejoong should take the first step and call BoA, right? And well yeah, Yoochun hurt BoA with his actions in the past….Hopefully Yoobin won’t be that affected with the new situation.

 

*meeeyi: Thanks for your comment!...and you are right, people should be honest. And yeah, poor Yoobinnie….I hope that your feeling won’t be right and JJ and YC won’t end up fighting.

 

*cloud4two: Thanks for your comment!!!! As I told you, I’m glad to have you as reader again. And well, the situation is indeed complicated, but you will have the opportunity to choose between JJ and YC as the story goes on. Hopefully you will like this chapter! :)

 

*yuichi: Hiiiii! And hahaha...you were being lazy, right? That´s why you didnt  before XD.....And well, I JUST LOVE YOUR LONG COMMENT! I hope you liked my comment too.....About your comment...JJ was indeed hurt when he discovered BoA has a daughter and WAE? Poor Chunnie! You hate him XD....('Yoobin would have to be alone at night.' - she could play with sofi and liyin...and jaejoong! hahaha!!!) Hahahaha...you are right...I should send her over JJ´s house...and yep, the bus stop seems to be a common place hehe...it maybe because I spend such a long time in the bus that I always consider it an important place XD I want to see JJ and BoA smiling together too! And LOL your explanation of seeing your bf after a long time was cuuuuute hehe....and you are right, maybe JJ´s reaction would have been different if BoA had told him instead of him watching it....( lili is sooo mean to jae!) I´m not! But Smiley says I am...abuuu...XD....and hahahaha...Jae should have talked to BoA before leaving to Japan,right? And haha...I know Sofi´s teacher  could take care of sick Yoobin...and I hope that in this chapter you got to know more about JJ´s opinion about the situation...he is taking his time to think about his and BoA´s changes through the time...and well, BoA did felt something for Yoochun...but that doesnt mean she was careless when she knew how he was....and haha...Yoobin is a good girl, while Sofi is a mean girl hehehe....I dont want Yoobinnie to evil so I will not let them meet now hehehXD.... but just like you I feel sorry for her since she is suffering from the crisis of her parents...(I thought she would say 'I think it's you, since you're a player' jooooooooooooke!!! yoobin is such a papa's girl haha!!) HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA...you are so mean to Chun...and hehe...you should wait to know her reaction to JJ....but I should tell Sofi to be prepare XD...and yep, Chun wants attention...I think he feels frustrated since BoA´s love wasnt for him...and LOL...I didnt mean for the Minnie-Micky thing to be funny...it was just a reference XD....and you should totally see him in person! And haha...that story is a classic...that girl is so lucky to work in the airport! PS: Binnie Bunny says Hi Yuichi unni! Hope you like this chapter!

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kkeuchi
#1
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corinneniix
#2
Pls update!!! Pls pls pls!!!!!!
FolderName
#3
Chapter 22: oh Yoobin~ you're gonna get yourself just another great daddy so no worries :D
yuichi
#4
Chapter 22: first thing I've realized, the numbers of the chapters in my comments are wrong XD anyways, thank goodness binnie bunny started to accept jaejoong :) can't wait for their interaction :) I felt sad for yoobin that her father is far from her but I hope jaejoong will also be a fatherly image for yoobin w/o any intention to replace yoochun, because he can't since the bond between those two are strong. I'm glad that junsu and liyin are together! =D and then boa and jaejoong, finally! “I wouldn’t mind having a third one…” easy there jae hahaha now I wonder what will happen when yoochun came back or have known about bojoong,. let there be no fight since I guess he already accepted that they (boa and chun) can't be lovers anymore.. Hoping for a happy ending :)
Darlovejae #5
Chapter 22: Authorinim... Next chappie will be weeding scene..?
sweetsweets2 #6
Chapter 22: woohoo another chapter! I was surprised and happy~ haha. I am glad that Boa finally accepted Jaejoong, now it's left up to Yoobin and she seems like she is also opening her heart to him. I want to see more cute moments not only between our main couple but also between Jaejoong and Yoobin!!^^ hehe looking forward to fatherly image of Jaejoong~!! Yoochun should just stay overseas. sorry Yoochun, heh. though I will be glad if Yoochun and Boa are able to become supportive parents and friends to each other. anyway, can't wait for the next one~ is it ending soon?

also I posted a new bojoong fic called "A Place Called Home"- check it out!^^
https://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/667974/a-place-called-home-boa-bojoong-jaejoong-jyj
meeeyi #7
Chapter 22: BoJoongggggg <3 cutie pies reunite! Yoobinnie's so mature ;w; Kimjaejoong you better treat her well now that she has somewhat accepted you! Aww Liyin getting embarrassed from seeing others kiss is so cuteeee! Junsu should really do something so she'd be used to it though *ahem*
yuichi
#8
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“Do you think I’ll let myself get pregnant by a guy like you?” EHH? Seriously? She's not pregnant? Aww, man, that would be interesting! Another plot twist! XD
“You know she wanted more than dating you…” Ayumi said trying to calm the little boy in her arms.' WHOOOOOOOOOOOO???????????
Yoochun should have seen jj and ayumi, then there'll be misunderstandings/assumptions, then hehehe I'm just kidding XD
'Was it better for both of them to let go of BoA?' Not jaejoong please

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YEY! SUYIN!!
I'm glad that yoochun and boa didn't fight. and I'm hoping they'll be friends :)

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Junsu is such a great brother and uncle :) happy that yoobin is not that much annoyed at jj hehe.. okay junsu is a great uncle but not an attentive one lol
I think this is the best chapter for me for now :) yoobin starting to accept jaejoong even if she's not admitting it. and tsk tsk for yoochun's parents. they didn't accept boa huh? and even yoobin? that's harsh!!
anyways, it's a relief that jj was the one who found yoobin :)

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Finally! Yes finally that boa and yoochun 'talk', finally that their relationship is fine now, finally that they're family is complete, finally that they accepted the truth.
After so many years that they've been hurting, finally, just like in the story, they are growing up.
But a lot of questions remain, what will happen to boa and jj? will yoochun and jj will stop getting angry with each other? will it be the start of the next chapter boa and jj's love story? will yoobin accept jj to be with her mother? will jj be a great dad for yoobin? will all these end in a good way?
THIS BETTER BE! HAHAHA!!!

You said that this story will end soon, right? I hope you'll get inspiration soon because I want to know how this will end hehe..
And just so you know, I still can't imagine yoochun as a basketball player hahaha!!! 'Til next update Lili :)
yuichi
#9
how to say this, hmm, I guess he really fell in love with boa. but he's not the guy that really say what he really feels. and because of the 'ghost' he'd said before that he never felt that true love from boa, and that's why he decided to be a player even after he met her, and that's one _________ thinking! that's his biggest mistake, he should have thought of other options..but on the other hand, he must be so heartbroken, knowing that he's always second best and will never have the love she have for that ghost..but things/actions can't be undone, but it can be put to right but still...
'“Will you come back to me if I asked you?” He asked as BoA bit her lip.She was leaving Jaejoong alone once again and going with Yoochun.' gaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh....I can't even.
'And now more that ever, this moment with Yoochun made her realize that having a new opportunity with Jaejoong was something so precious she couldn’t let slip away.And she wasn’t running away this time. She wanted to give a new opportunity to that love that even when it seemed so far away was still sparkling, while Yoochun’s feelings that long ago seemed so intense where now nothing but ashes that different girls destroyed.' OMG THANK YOUUUUU XD
'Was this a hint of hope for him?' they MUST be thinking differently. they SHOULD be thinking differently.

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'I’ll keep waiting if you aren’t giving up. I won’t let you go this time.' <3 <3 <3
But why their convo ended with that? T.T
“What if I am pregnant?” OH WOW!, I mean, OH NO! XD you keep on surprising me lili..but tbh, I feel sad after I read that. Promise!!
'but I don’t know if I am ready to be a dad' I guess jj needs to worry about that too, but first on how to make yoobin not be angry at him.
yuichi
#10
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“If you are so worried about her, you should help me take care of her…and not only in the weekends.” that means a lot of things boa!! it can be 1) yoochun would be at her house often (maybe just to get yoobin from her house but now he met jj, he might stay longer in her house, or possibly sleep in there) 2) boa and jj will have more time with each other (when yoochun brings yoobin in his house) 3) yoochun thought that boa is (implying) giving him another chance to make things right. Well, that's just what I thought about the line per se,
There're too many questions going on around their minds. A lot had happened but it's just starting.
'“BoA…” He started saying with his happy face, but his expression vanished when he saw BoA’s little girl in her father’s arms.' I was like O.M.G., I didn't see that coming..
You're torturing me lili!!!

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'But before BoA could say anything about it, Yoochun grabbed her wrist and pulled her with him to his car. Jaejoong stood in shock there feeling disappointed and frustrated with the situation.' I feel sorry for jaejoong, it's really complicated. it's like he knows that he loves boa and he's not giving up on her but when he saw boa, yoochun and yoobin together, it's like there's a sudden wall that he can't break through. tch.
'And that was something Jaejoong couldn’t fully understand and he knew he should talk to someone before he just exploded.' he's always welcome to talk to me hahahaha
'but you won’t mess with my love life when I let you date whoever you wanted.” BoA said with a stern look.And her last words somehow hurt Yoochun' well that's true
but now I realize that yoochun is not really a bad guy for boa (still don't like bochun, fyi XD)