Kikwang’s POV

“I want to cancel the wedding Kikwang-ah…”

I look at her when I see that Hyosung is giving me the look with full of sadness. What have I done until I make her look like this? I’m not a good man; I can only hurt someone who’s truly accepting me for who I am. I am a jerk and I know it. I come closer to her as I carress her cheek lightly. Hyosung is looking at me as I carress her.

“Why do you want to cancel the wedding Hyosung-ah?”

Hyosung is looking at me with shuttering lips as she can’t talk anymore. She shakes her head as she puts both of her hands in front of her lips. I know that I’ve been doing a wrong thing, but why all the girl that is with me can’t accept the fact that me and Jieun is only a friend, and nothing more. Hyosung is sitting at the ground when I sit beside her.

“I know that what I’ve done is wrong to you, Hyosung-ah. But why…why do you want to cancel the wedding? Just because I’m really close with Jieun?”

Hyosung is shaking her head as she’s looking at me as well. She’s still crying and it hurts me. It hurts seeing her crying like this because of me. “Can you tell me what did Chorong say to you before? Maybe I can explain to you everything. Listen to me first, Hyosung-ah…”

“Why do you care about me?”       

“Of course I care—“

I see that Hyosung is trembling down on her knees as she’s crying her heart out loud. Enough for me to hear everything. She’s sulking in her cry as she’s hugging her knees together. I’m leaning down to her before I hold her chin; try to make an eye contact with her. Her eyes are looking at me but I can tell that she’s feeling down and she didn’t try to hide it in front of me.

“Just answer my question Hyosung-ah…” I’m taking a deep breath for a moment while she’s still staring at me. “Why you want to cancel our wedding? Why? Am I not good enough for you?”

Hyosung is trembling in her tears as she’s leaning down back on her knees and start crying again. I don’t know what to do as I keep watching her with a full concern. Why I can’t make her happy? Why I keep repeating my mistake by making her cry? Why she has to feel everything and she can’t read my mind that I’m actually got nothing left to do with Jieun?

“I….I just don’t want our…marriage…to not working out properly…why…why we have to do it…when we…both know…it’s not…working?”

She’s hiccup in her tears as she’s trying to explain me what’s on her mind. She’s just scared that I will ask for a divorce later on? I’m getting her up from the sand before I hug her petite body. She’s leaning down on my shoulder while I can only hug her tighter. “Why you have to keep thinking that? We don’t even try it first. I’m already told you that I’ll try to love you. Love you, only you. Can you see that I’m trying to make everything fine with you?”

I’m caressing her head while I can feel that she’s start to hugging me back. I’m smiling lightly before I’m tightening the hug; try to make her feel that what I’m saying to her is the sincere one. “All you have to do just trusts me. I only need that, please? Just trust me, Hyosung-ah…trust me…”

Hyosung is silent for a while when I feel that she nods her head. I’m releasing the hug before I’m planting the kiss on her forehead. “Trust me; all you have to do just trust me only.”

Yoseob’s POV

“Kikwang didn’t love you, Hyosung….”

I’m gasping in shock before I turn my head to see that Chorong is looking at Hyosung while Hyosung can only looking at her back. I’m starring at both of them before Chorong is starting to speak again. “Why? Don’t you know that? Kikwang used to be my boyfriend but he’s choosing her over me but in the end I know that his little heart is belonging to her only. You’re for the display only, Hyosung-ssi…”

I’m looking at Hyosung as a tear is start to forming on her eyes. She’s shaking her head for a while before she’s turning her head into Chorong. “No…you don’t know anything—“

“Park Chorong.”

I’m turning my head into their direction when I see that Doojoon is the one who’s calling her name. I’m about to running and coming closer to them when I feel a pat on my shoulder. I turn my head when I see that Kikwang is the one who’s standing behind me. “Yoseob-ah…What are you doing in here?”

“Ah…it’s nothing. So, how’s her condition?”

“Well, you’ve met her before than I do, why asking me those again?”

I’m cursing inside myself when I found that I make a fool of myself. I’m grinning awkwardly while he’s looking at me like he found something weird with my action. “Is there something happen while I’m gone?”

I’m leaving out a heavy sighed before I pat her shoulder. “You better go find Hyosung now; you said that you want to go to your wedding venue right? Go find her.”

Kikwang is nodding his head before I turn my head again. It’s better to keep both of them away from here for a moment. Taking them to here is just adding problems into maximum and I really want to keep a distance from that. I’m leaving out a heavy sighed before I’m walking into a hallway to find Doojoon and Chorong. There’s at least one thing that I should have done before I walk back to Jieun’s room.

I’m looking around when I spotted them are sitting on a chair near the elevator. I’m walking towards them before I’m smiling lightly to Doojoon, who’s finding me walking towards them. “Doojoon-ah, can you accompany Jieun for a while? I’ve something to talk with Chorong here.”

Doojoon is tilting his head before he nods his head. “Sure. I will go now.”

I’m watching him as he’s standing up from his seat and walking towards Jieun’s room. I’m turning my direction towards Chorong who’s just sulking on her seat, don’t even bothering to looking or turning her head to see me. I’m leaving out a heavy sighed before I’m handing her a can of coffee that I brought from Jieun’s room. She’s looking at me for a while before she’s mouthing me a thank you.

I’m nodding my head before I’m taking a seat beside her while she’s drinking the coffee. I’m starring at her, the girl that I’m madly in loved back then. The one that just take my soul away when I found that she’s actually in a relationship with Kikwang before me. How can girl that I found before really attractive is actually changed and become a girl that I barely known?

“Do you know that I barely known you know?”

She’s turning her head towards my direction before she’s nodding her head. “I know. I don’t even remember how I used to be back then.”

“Park Chorong that I used to know isn’t like this…the one that I knew is someone who will melt a boys’s heart just by smiling to them, but now…all I heard from her is just a bad words and not even something properly to say.”

“I know. If you’re here to just scold me with my behavior, you better go now.”

“Don’t you miss your old life, Chorong-ah?” I’m coming closer to her as she’s looking at me as well. “Don’t you miss the old Park Chorong?”

She’s still starring at me before she’s turning her direction and starring at a can of coffee that she’s holding. “What’s the big deal with me coming back to my old life? You and Kikwang already changed anyway.”

“Your old life, without me and Kikwang on it.” I’m leaving out a heavy sighed as I’m opening a can of coffee on my hand. “Your old life.”

“My old life isn’t good either, what’s a big deal by me turning back into sweet yet innocent Chorong that people expected me to be?”

“But you like it, right? You used to tell me that your life is beyond perfect Chorong-ah…” I’m holding her hand before tightening my grisp on her hand. “Stop asking me and Kikwang to comeback to your life, you do know that peole have to move on. The three of us. Kikwang has Hyosung now, and I have Jieun, so please…I miss the old Park Chorong.”

Chorong is staring at me before she’s start to tearing up and a tear is rolling down on her cheek. I’m brusing my thumb over her cheek before I’m smiling lightly to her. “Why you have to keep chasing me and Kikwang when you know that you can chase another boy out there?”

Chorong is looking at me before she’s start crying and I’m taking her into a hug. She’s hugging me back when I feel that she’s crying hard on my shoulder. I’m trying to calm her down by caressing her back and pull her into tight embrace. “I can’t promise anything to you right now…I can only promise to you this; I’m just your friend. I can stay on your side but I can’t give you love, you do know that right? If only I’m not ruining your life Chorong-ah…I’m sorry…if only I’m not getting into your life and Kikwang you won’t have to feel like this…I’m sorry Chorong-ah…I really am sorry…”

Chorong is start sulking on my shoulder before I’m tightening up my hug on her. I just realized it today that Chorong is actually the one who’s got hurt the most and I’m the one who made her like this…

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