Junhyung are on his way to her girlfriend's dorm . They promised to meet up to spend time not on practicing or discussing their collaboration song , Change. 

In Junhyung's head , there were no Hyuna but someone else. He is not at ease as he were really curious with what Jiyeon said during their lunch. " With who ? I'm going to kill whoever it is . I'm going crazy ! " he shouted in the car .

If anyone sees him in that condition , they will probably think that this guy have some broken fuse in his brain. Reaching his destination, he parked his car under the tree where he usually meet his lover. While waiting for her , he lighted up his cigarette. He knew that he is the only member in his group that doesn't take care of his health .

When they went to gym , he prefers staying home writing new songs or lyrics. If someone offered him tea or vitamin drink , he would kill to have his favourite drink , Coke. He admitted that he has severe addiction to coke due to his smoking habit. He remembered how Jiyeon always asked him not to smoke when he's with her but didn't asked him to stop and she always give him chewing gum to make the addiction lesser.

He loved the fact that she really is considerate but not a control freak. That's what make he became really comfortable with her. She is like his soulmate but not in a romantic way he thinks.

"Oppa. " someone whispered behind the wall of the apartment . He knew it was Hyuna. He went to her and hug her. Somehow , he felt nothing .

You know when you were in love when your heart flutters and have butterflies in your stomach. But none of this he had. He realized this is it. He's not going to  hesitate because he knew what he desire. Inspiration , the truth , yes it hurts .

That's what make him a genius songwriter because he dare to take a risk to break million girls heart . Yes , it was wrong and karma might bite him back . Fortunately , he had made himself unvulnerable and no one seems can break his thick wall of ego.

Countless of slaps he received but none of them gave big impact to him. He is a truly heartbreaker. 

" Let's break up." he said with no guilt plastered on his face.

"What are you saying, Junhyung-ah ? I know you are Joker , but how could you make joke like this ?"

" I'm not joking. Let's break up and just be like we used to be . Bestfriend. I'm sure the President won't like it if he knows that we are dating."

Pang ! His left cheek feel burnt from her slap. She do have good slap. Leaving her broken and speechless , he drove away to ease his mind. 

"I'm going to find out in any way." He speeds up.

Tut tut ! The message tone echoed around the room.

From : Joker oppa 

Come down. I'm at our usual place. Hurry ! Or i will pinch your cheeks until your baby fats gone.

" He's scary." Jiyeon thought .

"Unnie , I'm going out. Junhyung oppa is here. Don't wait for me , I'll bring the keys." she informed her T-ara unnies . She looked at Hyomin where she noticed Hyomin's expression changed when she mention his name.

She wears her Nike snickers and wrapped her neck with her favorite red scarf . It always keep her warm in the cold weather. She ran to the park with all her might . 

There , she saw him was looking down the ground not noticing she already arrived. Standing in front of him , she lift his chin up. This side of him , she never witness . Looking helpless and somehow tempting. His nose had turned red due to the coldness.

She take off her scarf and wrap the scarf around his neck. Whatever reason that he had for looking like this , she wanted to comfort him. 

Out of sudden , he hugged her and not letting her go. It was not a normal hug they used to share , this was different .

" Don't leave me. I might be selfish but you are the only girl beside Omma that i don't want to lose." he whispered. She felt his hot breath on her neck.

" Don't make me suffer like this . Don't make me fall for you more .  Please don't catch me in your arms. " she thought as she too enjoyed the moment.

He , was confused but he doesn't care. He wants to be in her embrace. He doesn't want any guy to touch her. Love ? Yes , but not more than a sister. How an idiot and selfish he is.