"What do you mean just fooling myself?" I asked im disbelief as Yoongi only shrugged in response. "I've love that ever since I saw him smile— he just doesn't know yet." I sighed.

"Jungkook, you're still young, there's still lots of things to discover along the way of growing up." Yoongi said, smoke escaping his lips the same time. "The future in never sure of. You might fall out of love, nobody knows."

"But I love him now, isn't that enough for him?" I frowned, snatching the vape and heaved a heavy breath.

"Maybe Jimin doesn't want a moment or be just a chapter. Maybe he wanted to be the whole book, y'know? Like he wants something not only today, but something to last forever." He explained casually. "I'm guessing he's been left behind too much that he have grown sick of it—"

"So he just chose to leave me because he's sick of being the one left behind?" I interrupted. "That's just bull!"

"...or maybe he just wants to find his own self." Yoongi added, ignoring my cursing. "Maybe he wants to know who he really is to be able to find it in him to love himself, so he could fully love you?" he smoked.

"How did you get all these theories?" I raised a brow. "Do you know something about his disappearance?" I eyed him skeptically, earning a smack in the head.

"Idiot." He rolled his eyes. "I'm a psychologist and I've once studied philosophy. Did you really think I'd have anything to do with Park Jimin? I barely know him. Besides, if I did, I would of have told you already so I wouldn't be here, pretending to have a vacation when in fact seokjin have pretty much planned everything to find your boyfriend." He scowled, muttering about how he could've had a sweet and deep slumber instead of being here.

My forehead creased. "So this isn't really a vacation?"

"That's what I heard." He muttered.

"I told him quite clearly how I don't want to find Jimin!" I yelled, my fists balling on my sides as my gaze turned into a glare. Just what the actual ? He told me to come because I needed to relax my head and forget about Jimin even just for a little while, here I thought I'd finally be able to, but guess I was ing wrong.

"Stop lying to yourself kid," Yoongi stated, eyes not meeting mine as he gazed back at the stars.

"Huh?" I raised a brow.

"Stop lying that you don't want to find Park Jimin because it's so ing obvious that you do." He said, shutting me up. "You just force yourself not to because you're afraid what his words might be once you finally find