As the days went on it became harder and harder to cope, I’ve beardly been able to get out of bed yet I haven’t slept in days, trying to keep a smile on my face is the hardest thing ever, and now today once again I have to go to another music broadcast show and sing the song I can’t seem to reach the notes. “Heera are you ready?” Youngjin called from my Livingroom. Without even answering I walked out if my room in an oversized hoodie leggings and a messy bun. “You look terrible Heera” He spoke as he stood there looking at me. “I don’t feel well” I lied as I headed for the door. “Will you be able for the broadcast?” He questioned and I nodded and we headed out to the car. *At the broadcast* Once we reacted the broadcast the makeup artist worked their magic and now I look like I’ve had the best night’s sleep, now I just need to get through the day with a smile on my face. “Now heera, you are meant to go around and greet your sunbae’s once again but since you’re not feeling well Yg thinks its best if you stay put” Youngjin spoke and I nodded just wanting to get the day over and done with so I could crawl into my bed. After about 2 hours I got the call to say it was my time to record and so I did, and as I made my way to the stage once again I bumped into Hanbin and the other members not speaking to any of them I made my way past them with Youngjin, as much as they called my name I ignored them and kept going. ‘This is step one to getting over him’ I thought to myself as I reached the stage. “Hwiting” Youngjin whispered as I made my way to the stage. *no’s p.o.v* During Heera’s performance she sang to the best of ability for her condition and lucky enough she reacted all the high notes and was able to keep up with the backing track, little did heera know the man who longed for her touch was watching from the side hoping she wouldn’t see him. *Hanbin’s p.o.v* “Hanbin’ah can’t I just tell heera what’s happening?” Bobby asked as he came into the bedroom after washing for the day “You can’t hyung you know how she’ll act she will try and fix it and there is no way it can be fixed” I replied as I readied myself for the day ahead. “Hanbin’s she’s miserable, she hasn’t left the house in days and when she does leave the house she’s like a zombie” He replied also getting ready for the day ahead. “Just drop it hyung” I replied before leaving and went into the Livingroom waiting for the other members to come so we could leave, but placing head phones In my ear to stop the others from questioning me further about what’s going on. Once we got to the venue we were the first to record and once we recorded we headed back to the dressing room when bobby spoke “Heera” he called to the girl whose heart I broke and who I longed to see. She didn’t reply or even look up she just kept walking, what made me mad was the fact she was walking with the man that is the reason why we can’t be together. Leaving the group I followed closely behind the pair while she headed to the stage, while she was on stage preforming I couldn’t help me want to watch