Waking up the next morning was like hell, I left like I had been drinking the last few days but in reality it’s a broken heart, And believe me I know I’m acting stupid, we haven’t known each other long enough to be heartbroken over him but I am. I was snapped out of my thoughts when my phone buzzed. ‘Becky, I’m so sorry I haven’t been in touch life has been crazy how is everything over in Korea, congratulations on your debut<3’ i finally got the reply I had longed for from one of my best friends Emma finally wrote back to me on Facebook “Emma you don’t know how long I’ve longed to get a reply from you” I replied to before sitting up in the bed. “Are you free? We could video chat” She replied and straight away I called her. “Jesus Becky you look terrible” is what she said when she first saw me. “Thanks” I replied. “How’s life been?” I questioned trying to take the attention off me and onto her. “Well, you know I got a job, and I’m kind of seeing Sean” Spoke and I let out a squeal, Emma had been crushing on Sean since we started school. “Seriously Emma thanks amazing, it’s about time” I joked and she laughed. “Have you heard anything from Faye?” I asked and Emma looked away from the screen. “We had like a massive fight, she wanted to sell some photos of you to dispatch, and when I didn’t agree she got angry with me, the last time I heard her and josh and started dating” She spoke and I looked at her in shock. “She tried to sell photos?” I questioned, thinking she wouldn’t do that. “I know I never thought she’d have been like that, she got very jealous when you met GD then went crazy when you got scouted” Emma stated and I looked at her in utter shock. “Wow what a friend” I replied and Emma nodded. “I know your very busy with your job, but if your ever free and in need of a holiday you’re more than welcome to come over here, I’ve a full apartment to myself and would love the company” I spoke and the biggest smile appeared on her face. “I would love that Becky, I’ll look at my holiday dates and I’ll get back to you this is a must” She smiled and so did I. “But tell me Becky, why do you look so sad?” She went back to the topic I tried to avoid. “It’s a long story” I replied and she simply smiled. “I have a lot of time” she spoke through her smile. And then of course I gave in and told her everything that has happened from the beginning when I first came here, to the girls bullying me, and when exactly I started growing feelings for Hanbin and how he broke my heart, while explaining everything to her I could help but let the tears fall from my eyes. “That’s awful Becky, I’m so sorry I was here for you” she spoke feeling guilty, and I just shook my head. “There’s no need to be sorry Em I got myself into this mess” I spoke truthful but she wasn’t having any of it. “Becky no one should be going through all that by themselves, if I had messaged you back you might not have as much weight on your shoulders as you have now” she spoke getting unset about it, that’s exactly the type of person Emma was she took on other people’s problems and tried to fix them. “Everything’s fine now Emma, as long as you reply to me” I joked and she nodded and laughed “Defiantly” She smiled and I