"Meet me at the park", texted Jackson. He did not have any moment with Bambam earlier and he thought that this was the great time. Jackson was sweating. why am I so nervous? I'm not even meeting a girlfriend here. Only Bambam. When he turned his head, he could see a shadow approaching.. or shadows? He squinted. Is that Bambam? Oh ! What if it's a sasaeng fan? Jackson was about to get up when he heard a familiar voice. 

"Jackson hyung!". It was Bambam. "I disguised myself well so no one would recognize me". Bambam noticed that Jackson was uneasy. "Nee hyung, why do you keep on peering at my back?"

"Are you with someone?"

"No. I came here alone. Why?"

"Nothing. I think it's just my imagination." I don't have time for this. What matters is that I'm with Bambam now. "Bambam, let's go". He smiled sweetly at him. "Is it okay to hold your hand?". He nervously asked. 

Bambam was surprised at Jackson's remark. "Are you sure hyung? Hmm.. if someone sees us they might get a wrong idea."

"Yah! But you've been affectionate to us even on-screen!" Jackson pouted. 

"I'm... shy.. it's different ". Thankfully it's nighttime or else Jackson would see his blushing face. 

"Ouch!". Bambam accidentally stepped on something and tripped. Good thing Jackson was able to grab his hand and pull him.

"See! You're so clumsy like a baby! I order you, hold my hand!". 

"Ok.. as if i have any choice.". 

Jackson's heart was pounding. He thought, Bambam is right. The feeling is different.. we seem to look more like a couple. He is sweating.

"Hyung, you need to tell me something, right? 

"Yes.. let's sit here on the swing". 

They sat there for a while before Jackson spoke. 

"You know, Bambam.. it's been a while since I went