"Just think of happy thoughts." We're still stuck inside the elevator for about an hour now. Damn it!

"What?" I can feel him squinting based on his body language, I can only see his silhouette.

"You're claustrophobic right? Just think that you're in your bedroom and about to sleep." I'm thankful he didn't come any closer.

"Oh right! Phone." I could feel myself hyperventilating. He can't see me! He surely will if he gets his phone!

"I'm scared!" I cursed myself in my head multiple times as I felt yoongi's body stiffen under my touch.

"Uh.... uhm... don't cry." I faked sob to distract him from getting his phone. I took advantage of the fact that he can't see me clearly even we're this close. We can only see our outline

"Shhh... I'm not a singer, but erm... I'll try to sing. You can laugh." He chuckled and this time I stiffened when he carefully wrapped his arms around me. My hand clutched my heart to keep it from beating abnormally fast as I bit my lips.

"Do you have any groups you like?" I took a glimpse of him and he was just staring at the doorway like the elevator would just magically open.

"Oh, so you won't shove your group down my throat?" I can't help but tease. Just this once... let me be selfish. A tear escaped my eye and I quickly wiped away when I felt his should shake when he laughed. I never thought I'd get to hear that again

"Even I have my favorites. And no, it's not our group." I closed my eyes tightly as I let myself give in. Just this time. Please.

"Kyaaaaah! Something touched me!" I yelled and hugged yoongi as I cried for real, but not the reasons he thought.

"Nothing's here. Just me. Just us... shh.." but I continued to cry. I sobbed and he started rocking his body along with mine in a gentle manner. Like a parent would to her kid.

And then he started to sing a song I recognized. I couldn't help but cry silently cause it's a song I've ways wanted to hear from him... G-dragon's Untitled.

🎶 I know it's hard and difficult To come into me I know you're afraid And don't wanna be hurt anymore Even on the day I left you I made you cry with cruel words But I regretted it as soon as I turned around, I'm sorry 🎶

His voice shook a bit and I felt myself hope he was thinking of me but I instantly scolded myself. No, I won't ask for anything else. This is enough for me.

🎶 Please, just once more If I could see you again I don't care if I lose my everything I wish I could meet you in my dreams And love you again Just like this It might be easier to die Than to receive your forgiveness I'm singing this song But I don't know if my true feelings will reach you 🎶

I'll forgive you... but I don't know if you'll forgive me..

🎶 I hope you'll be happy I couldn't even say thos