I wished that Leila stood in front me for a longer period of time but she slowly walked towards a table. I stood pinned on the floor and saw more than 40 people. They knew, they knew that I wasn't a vampire. A rollercoaster was racing around in my stomach and I felt how I got naseous. I trembled and felt how my hands were uncontrolably shaking and that my legs almost collapsed under my weight. 
I felt how a familiar touch took my hand and I looked up. He smiled.  She looks prettier than expected, Leila did an amazing job on this one. The dress fitted her perfectly but I did noticed that she became skinnier, she looked tiny. I smirked as I saw that she became insecure the minute she stepped in, and I could smell the fear coming off of her. I promised Leila that I for once should act like a man, so I would. Today I felt more like being a company to her than a blood devil.  I smiled back awkwardly and a bit forced but followed Monster's lead and he sat me down next to him. We both were at the head of the table like some honerable people. It was silend and Nam-Joon made a gesture that made everyone go to their arranged seat and sat down. I saw how butlers were filling up the glasses, with blood. It made me feel sick and I had a lump growing in my troath. "Calm down, don't be so tense" whispered Monster to me as I tried to fake smile. I ignored his comment and was amazed by the beauty of the people around me. My eyes were caught by a tall person, he had long grey-isc