Bonus I

Towards You

The seasons change so mysteriously, don’t they?

 

 First we are introduced to the multihued pastels of spring and the birds hum their tune for the world to hear. There’s still a tinge of winter in the air, he just doesn’t want to say goodbye yet. But before long, the icy mountains melt away and the delicate flowers emerge from their slumber.

 

Then the sweet touch of summer brings warm evening nights that linger of fresh young love. The cool breeze embraces you as you gaze tenderly into your lover’s eyes.  Watching the sunrise together, disregarding all your worries even if it’s just for the moment. Remembering that there’s more to life than the daily struggle to survive, to become somebody. There’s so much riding on your success, and you’re living on the clock of life. But these moments, the ones that are over before you even a chance to bid farewell, these are the moments that should be treasured. And before you know it the echo of crunching leaves are heard below you as autumn whispers in your ear.

 

Summer is already over.

 

And just like every year, you watch as the leaves take their last breath and wither away. Perhaps in the same way you leave a part of you behind every year. There’s no time for sadness however, as this is a part of nature and life. Next year the autumn leaves will return. Stronger and more vibrant in their hue, ready to take on another harsh winter that threatens to take away their color.

 

As winter knocks on your door, you’re greeted with soft white flakes laying kisses along your cheeks. You watch as white blankets cover the city and you’re suddenly reminding of the fact that today you’re a year older. Though you no longer made a point to keep track of your birthday, there came a strange sense of sorrow with every year of age. If it were up to you, the day of your birth would have long been forgotten. But you knew that he wouldn’t let that happen, the man who you’ve come so far with.

 

Things were so different now, but somehow you were okay with that. Everybody graduated, began their careers and slowly began to slip away from your life. Though the ones who truly mattered to you, stayed. It still amazed you how time went by so fast; six years with Jongin might as well have been six minutes. Every growing moment with him felt short, almost as if it were a memory. Though the smile on your lips never faded, your hold on his hand never faltered. This year however, things felt somewhat different. Though you had decided years ago that Jongin was the only one you would want to recite your vows to. Your heart was as staggered as you when he knelt down, the cold snow seeping through his dark blue jeans. He gazed at you with his goofy smile, the object in his hands shaking due to the cold coursing through his body. Your eyes fell to the ring as you watched it sparkle in his eyes alongside all the dreams you had dreamed together.

 

Yes.

 

 Was all you could say, the hot tears of bliss b in your eyes. He smiled, his own eyes glimmering with cheer. You had just given him everything, and he, to you. All that was left was the sound of tearful laughter as he slid the diamond onto your awaiting finger. The warmth of his scarf was the next thing you felt. He wrapped it around your neck and held on to the ends, pulling your body closer into the haven of his arms. Then a kiss, a kiss so gentle you felt as light as a cloud.

 

With that your hands met once again, but this time for life.

 

 

 

 

 


A/N

*Chuuu*

See you soon!

 

 

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maahi12
Well the story is finally over, can't say I'm not a little sad about it! But I'm glad I can finally focus on exams now!

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myheartblackens #1
Chapter 33: I am so glad that I found this story! It is beyond beautiful and it's probably my favorite Kai fanfic ever (this is a very big thing to say because I'm sure I've read more than 50 of those) but this one is definitely my favorite. It has the right amount of angst and twists and it is also pretty realistic. Although the last part where Sehun _________ (I don't want to spoil it) kind of hurt me a little, but I know not all things end happily. I will read your other works right now (if you have past works) or I will be looking out for your new stories! Thank you so much for this fanfic, I truly enjoyed it so much.
Chocoholic_Exo-L #2
Chapter 22: Ahhh... You set them up to both be a perfect male lead with a good backstory.. Then.... You made Sehun slightly more likable before everyone reads the tags and realize he was never in the running. Curses.
vaneessa_
#3
Chapter 33: OMG... This story killed me. Although I was team jongin throughout the story, my heart went out to sehun for enduring all that pain by himself. I felt so sorry for him T_T I haven't read fanfics in a while and stumbled across this and it caught my attention right away. I'm so glad I read it. So many feels along the way and I'm glad I continued reading until the end. You're a wonderful author. Thank you for the beautiful story :)
idontevenknowwhy
#4
Chapter 33: Beautiful bonus chapter
anonymous_sunshine #5
Chapter 32: I just stumbled upon your story through the Kai tag and my oh my, I am not disappointed at all- It's really hard to find a fluff-angst story with tolerable amount of chapters like this one of yours (mainly because I'm just too picky and I'd like to finish reading within a day. Haha). And I really have to admit, you did make me feel like punching you in the guts at some chapters. The emotional roller coaster ride during the last few chapters drove me insane! (Not to mention how Jongin and Sehun made me unconsciously smile at their silly jokes.) All in all, I love love love this! I hope you'll create more wonderful works in the future!
exoksmtown #6
Chapter 32: this story is beautiful ;-; id sobs from chapter to chapter. u did a very good job author nim <3
exoksmtown #7
Chapter 24: jONGIN!!!!!
igotzy #8
Chapter 32: this was so beautiful!!! thank yu so muxh auuthornim~~
Maliha #9
Chapter 32: omfg im soo sad but im sooo happy like an ending of a story couldnt be more beautiful tbh!!! I LOOK SOO FORWARD TO UR FUTURE STOREIS BECUASE UR AMAZING AUTHOR-NIM<3<3<#
idontevenknowwhy
#10
Chapter 32: So shocked to see the status lol. I was like "completed?????? What????" I had to read it again. This was such an amazing fic!!!! Beautifully written. You told the story very well. Thank you! This has entertained us. Made us feel different kinds of emotions. I didn't even notice we've reached 31 chapters already. Thank you! Thank you! I hope you'll write another beautiful story again (exo just because lmao jk)

Again, thank you!