That Thing Called LOVE

I'm sitting on the stool as i look out to the door and waited for the kids to come over for the class. It's early Wednesday morning and i feel fresh and ready for the class. I met few of my students whilst i was wandering around this small town and they told me how excited they were for today's class because they finall get to play the song without having hard times playing their violin

I'm proud and i can't wait to look at their happy faces whenever they play ..

The hot tea on the table with my violin next to it as i rested my chin on my hands and stare at the door blankly. I remember the night where Soojung told me things that happened to her with Jongin because they get into a relationship. I know how relationship goes because i've been there but it's been a while and Soojung insist me and kept telling me that , that Taemin guy might have a little interest on me

It gave a bright blush on my cheeks when i remember that because how could a tall , talented and handsome guy having an interest on a lady like me. As far as i'm concern , i'm not as pretty as Soojung , i don't have skinny figure like Soojung and i don't have long and beautiful brown hair as Soojung. She's perfect and i'm not.

I'm just a lady who plays violin in her entire life with medium length hair and i don't have a slim skinny figure like what all guys want for their girls out there. And it does make sense now why non of the guys look at me , because i'm not like what they wanted though what i like from a guy is their honesty.

I want a guy who doesn't care about looks and look on the inner beauty rather than judge a girl by their outer beauty. I'm not beautiful like all those girls out there but as far as i know , i'm smart and i'm an ambitious person. I set my goal and achieve it. 

When i realise that i'm already 25 , i know that i need to look at someone more seriously now. I don't wanna live alone until i die. I want to have a beautiful family and having beautiful kids and enjoy my life full of beautiful things and happiness , music and more. 

The door was push open , causing the little bell to ring making me look back at the door and saw my student came in "am i the first one who came?" she asked making me chuckle and nods "it's ... 9:25 . you're early" i said when i look back at the wall clock and back at her . She place her violin bag on her usual seat before i asked her to come over.

"do you want some tea?" i asked when she sit on the stool next to me but shake her head no a little with a smile "i just had my breakfast" she smile cutely "cookies maybe?" i asked again as i showed her a plate of chocolate chip cookies that i baked last night with Soojung. She didn't say not but she didn't say yes either but i insist her to have some . 

I always look at them and treat them as my little brothers and sisters because they're so cute . I teach kids age 9-13 only because i found it easier with kids who's in that age compared to the younger ones and who's much older. 9-13 is just perfect for me. "how was your week went?" i asked as we both waited for the others to come over for the class. 

"good actually" she smile before taking a little bite of the cookie "did you practise?" i asked and she smile with a nod "i did and my mom said i did well" she smile and i know that she's happy about it , especially when her mother shower her with good compliments . I remember the time i played and how my parents showered me with lots of beautiful compliments and make me happy and support me until today

I want that to happen to all the kids i teach because i can clearly see the little Jinri in them . the one who always focus on what she love and never give up

"that's good" i smile before i take a sip of the tea and she just sit up straight and look at me making me furrow a little "i have something to ask you.. and i hope you don't really mind it" she said making me furrow a little but chuckle and nod my head to her "what is it?" i asked as i waited. "do you have someone in your life? like a boyfriend maybe" that made me spit my tea a little but i just chuckle and shake my head no to her. I didn't expect that kind of question from a 13 year old girl but it's fine i think since she's not really that young to talk about love anyways

"i don't . why?" i smile at her as i waited "because i saw you last few days with a guy. he's kind of hot" she said making me chuckle , knowing who she was talking about . "he's just some guy i know. nothing's more" i said and she just chuckle before nodding her head. Just then all my students came one by one and it's the right time to start the class. 

"how was your week went?" i asked as i set a chair next them and they all got ready with their violin in their hands. "good!" they answered with a smile and i couldn't help but to smile at them. "alright, shall we play the last week's song?" 

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The class ended and i have to get ready for the wedding that i'll be attending next few days to play the violin and i'm so excited to finally get a chance to go to Eridell. I've always wanted to go there because i've heard so many great things from that small town just outside of Landcastle . it'll take me 4 to 5 hours to get there but I don't really mind it . I've seen lots of pictures of Eridell and it's beyond incredible

Plus the wedding will be in a famous park in Eridell which excites me even more. I just