sitting here in the library is my way if forgetting everything every heartbreak every pain and suffering, lonelyness and sadness... but whenever the bell rings

indicating to change class or lunch time my heart and mind cant seem to focus knowing that i maybe bump into you or see you in the hallways with that guy...

and im trying my best to ignore or sometimes just not to stand to my seat for the rest of the day for me not to see you....

but i guess this day was my bad luck since a friend of mine saw me to my hiding place....and now im sitting with her in the cafeterian looking at a distance to

you....

you seems not to change... that eyes smile that never fails to melt every single man/ woman's heart....

it been a long time since the last time i talked to you... ha! i think im crazy now thinking how long since the last time ive talk to you since you dont even care the

last time we've talk you dont even let me finish saying i need you ,i want you ,please dont leave me.... i should me mad at you but why i cant! i hate this!!

and not you are looking at me like im some kind of stranger to you why are you like that hurting in me every possible way.... 

"yah sica your zooning out again!" and this is now my betfriend taeyeon i dont know if she know but when she transfered to this school me and my girl broke up

and there she is helping me in any possible